devynn
Silence. That is all there was. And by the time I had actually figured out what I wanted to say, you had walked away.
He sings and sings.
My mind
is happy.
Tall
God
Dream
Stay here in my arms.
You drunkard you.
His goofy smile appears. He grabs my hand and pulls me along ducking beneath the pine branches. We finally come upon the dark closed off gate. He hops over gracefully avoiding the sharp points at the top and tells me to do the same. I can't do it holding the beer I have; he holds it for me as I struggle with the gate. I shuffle my footing a little and then hop up and over, pausing a moment to figure out how I'll land gracefully on the ground just as he had.
Here.
He places my drink on the ground by a nearby tree, then comes back to me with his arms out.
Jump.
Maybe it's because I am intoxicated, but I do it. And his arms feel so good around me.
I had a dream last night.
What was is about?
I don't really know. Something about toothpaste.
What?!
Yeah, hah, something about toothpaste and you. I don't really know hah.
I love you.
Light dim, flickering
In the trees I see them
The moss
The rock
I feel them twirling around me
Floating
The wind blows smoothly
Leaves dancing with them in the twilight
I don't know what to write about.
From the earth they do derive, shiny, sparkly, dull, majestic, comforting, healing, power to us all.
Doubled it. Troubled it. Not much I can do.
Wasn't my fault.
I am who I am, and it's not Sam I am.
You say I look like you? Well yes- it's true!
Once longing to let go, I find myself afraid now.
I am afraid.
And you here makes things so comfortable,
but all I want to do is hide now.
Hide, sleep, find a place where I can breathe.
This is my land. Do I go, or do I stay. I don't want to make the choice.
Something to hold, something to keep, my hands - your hands so smooth.
Your face
happy.
My heart
flutters.
No words
love.
You want to chat eh? Ill give you something to chat about. How about how you destroy faster than you create, the fact that you're selfish and too proud to know the feelings of others, too afraid and frightened to commit to the world around you. You are an amazing person, but you don't even know how to be. You're an asshole, a jerk, and while I want to rip apart every bone in your body, i want to say that i'm also scared. I'm scared of ripping you apart because i don't want to lose you.
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