wappiehi
I sweep the floor day after day
sweeping the dust away
the empty words
and broken faces
I feel the mistakes and regret forming
in lumps of misery
I feel the pain that comes
with each day
damn it. this was so unplanned. i didn't want this. i hate feeling so out of control. my life is a mess. and i'm stuck in the middle of it.
doubled. i can't seem to find a good use for this word. doubled things aren't usually good things. i keep thinking i'll get something good out of this. like an idea or epiphany. but it's just not happening.
We all need a lullaby. Something to keep us calm. We think we only need them as a baby, but why should that stop? Just because we need it as a baby doesn't mean we don't need it now. Lullabies are gentle and soft, something we always need. Lullabies keep us sane, they help us forget everything and feel the love we receive.
life is a fucking charade. you have no idea where you are going or what is happening half the time. we're all so completely lost. yet we all have too much pride to admit it. so we just bumble around like idiots, everyone acting like they know what they're doing.
soap soap soap soap
I want to simplify my life. Everything is too chaotic. I don't have control. simplify. It's My new mantra. You have the power to simplify the things in your life. Simplify. It's a skill, but it pays off.
And addiction. Fermented yeast. That's all it is, but somehow people are addicted. Or maybe they're not but they find comfort in it. I guess I can see that, but it's just a drink.