chelebox
This is for my own welfare.
I write these words to protect myself from a world that wishes to totally
disarm me
and expect me to like it
I'm thinking always
why
why does it have to be this way
why do I have put with other
people's visions.
I don't know what to write about "collar," except the fact that I hate sleeping in shirts with collars. It's really uncomfortable.
I'd like to be hinged, not unhinged. I'd like to be put together perfectly, not a ragged stitched up fuck all of a mess. I'd like to know what I believe and who I love. know what I'm going to do. and just make sense of things for a bit.
I think of the TV show Bones, even though I've never watched it, instead of actual bones. I don't know why. I guess because I spend so much time watching TV and looking up stuff about TV on the internet. anyway, can't think of much more to write about bones. i hope i don't get osteoporosis when i'm older
I have been wondering about a lot of things. Today I wondered if what I did was a sin. I wondered if my lack of interest is justified or just me being a spoiled brat. I wondered why it's so hard to lose weight but so easy to gain it. I'd say wondering is a huge part of my life, a part that I might as well schedule in a planner, because it's pretty much the only thing I could definitely get accomplished.
I like vegetarian recipes. I want to cook more and make serious, slap your mama homecooking. I think that will benefit more people,if we eat more homecooked meals instead of always buying on the go.