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It started slow but then after a few days I was consumed by it. It took over my entire body. I was miserable but I could not escape it. Is it possible? I became consumed on how to get rid of it and prevent it so that I was spending all of my time reading about it as it ate me alive. I could not go on any longer. I was finished.
» Posted By sturmzie On 10.28.2013 @ 9:39 pm
he walks to and fro about the earth bringing people with him whoever wants to join. Everyone enjoys his company. How could they not. He does what he pleases without a care in the world. He seems to know everything,about everything. Except for authority;hat is one word he does not understand.
» Posted By sturmzie On 10.10.2013 @ 10:22 pm
Out his element in this strange world he almost wanted to hold his breath. It didn’t seem real. Everyone was so different and the words they were saying were so strange and sharp. It was like being underwater and not knowing which way was up or down. He could never relax fully because there was no resting place. Even in his own bed he was uncomfortable.
» Posted By sturmzie On 09.17.2013 @ 11:03 pm
He tells me sweet words that I want to hear but his lies spill through his handsome brown eyes. His lips were so sincere, or so it seemed. I should have known better than to put all of my trust in him.
» Posted By sturmzie On 09.15.2013 @ 8:09 pm
Learn to walk, go to school, learn to drive, get a boyfriend, get a car, fight with parents, graduate, move out, make mistakes, get a job, find love get married, buy a house, have kids, get a dog, reflect on life, realize you have taken it for granted, start to appreciate life, die
» Posted By sturmzie On 08.19.2013 @ 7:05 pm
I thought everyone felt miserable, that was the norm for me and the people around me. I’m kinda pissed nobody helped me. Really? Nobody ever noticed something was wrong?I had little to no social contact with people outside my family because in my mind they were intruders. Forcing themselves on to me with their judging eyes and lofty stares. I retreated to the confinement and separation of my room. Misery was better than my own imagination of what was to come if I were exposed. I was never happy. I never smiled. Laughing was such a foreign thing to me and something to be stored in my memory forever so that I would not forget that feeling.
» Posted By sturmzie On 08.05.2013 @ 8:47 pm
I liked it, yet it didn’t look quite right. Something was missing was it someone or something I didn’t know. Did I need to take things away or people? Should I take away me I could not tell.
» Posted By sturmzie On 06.22.2013 @ 11:07 am
All of my failures decompose my mind, body, and spirit. I am not what I once was, but I have never been what I wanted to be. I continue to decline into what I am not sure.
» Posted By sturmzie On 06.11.2013 @ 10:51 pm
The room she sat in was dark and gray. The carpet was gray. The bedsheets were gray. Even the bouquet on the table was gray. Her words were gray because nobody heard them. And her prayers were gray because she had been led astray.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.30.2013 @ 10:24 pm
I searched everywhere for it but I couldn’t seem to find it. Confusion. I turned back and looked in places I had already looked, I thought I might have missed it.Frustration. I couldn’t find it anywhere how could i have been so stupid to lose it. Anger. Where is love? Where is its hiding place?
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.27.2013 @ 9:35 pm
She was broken but she put her hands together in the praying position anyway. It seemed odd but she closed her eyes because it seemed to help her focus on the conversation she was having with him. “Do you love me?” she asked. She knew he loved her and that was enough for her in that moment.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.26.2013 @ 9:50 pm
His love is a lullaby, singing softly to those who will listen. He is there for you.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.19.2013 @ 8:30 pm
Her skin was dark with natural beauty but all she could see was that she was different. Different isn’t bad sweet heart, especially your kind of different. Better is different.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.12.2013 @ 8:30 pm
She was burning with passion yet she could not express it. There was nobody there for her. She yearned for that affection that everyone else had, but she kept it to herself.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.05.2013 @ 8:26 pm
It is my hidden secret, that would take away from my credibility if I ever had any to begin with. It is my demon and addiction that I feed on. It is a love substitute. I cannot control it.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.04.2013 @ 7:44 pm
I rate her a 4. She is simple and plain, with not many words. She doesn’t greet you with a smile instead she sits with her arms folded looking at the ground. She does not look up. She is me.
» Posted By sturmzie On 05.03.2013 @ 11:31 pm
He was pouring his heart out to me, but all I could think of was the bagel sitting on his desk. How deliciously tender and salty it looked. Oh, he is waiting for a reply um…”I don’t know what to say, I’m sorry”, and he continued with his whining.
» Posted By sturmzie On 04.03.2013 @ 9:57 pm
She tries to clear the mud on her window so she can see but it just leaves a smudge. Mud splattered everywhere covering her pickup, where were you last night? What did you do?
» Posted By sturmzie On 04.02.2013 @ 8:58 pm
I ignored the lamb of God when he wanted to get to know me. I wanted some time to myself. That time to myself was not fun like I wanted it to be. It was self destructive and painful.
» Posted By sturmzie On 03.04.2013 @ 7:57 pm
My thoughts are demons conjured up from only God knows where. They whisper dark and painful memories and fears. They tell me that I will never know him and to be afraid because he will not help me. They tell me he will crush me like an ant in the kitchen, just minding its own business trying to survive, not knowing its own fate.
» Posted By sturmzie On 03.02.2013 @ 10:24 am
I am starving for real food. All I had was cereal and potatoes. I have no energy and all I do is sit around and feel deprived. I want meat and fruit. I can’t wait for tomorrow when I can buy a big juicy burger.
» Posted By sturmzie On 02.17.2013 @ 9:25 pm
My speech is interrupted by my uncontrollable sobs. I miss you and care about you. Without you I am nothing. When God created me, you were in mind.
» Posted By sturmzie On 01.14.2013 @ 10:37 pm
He is in control but unwanted. She is timid and afraid but listens to his demands. His fist is like a steel hammer to her face. It is too much to look at him, she looks away.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.29.2012 @ 7:32 pm
A loving man is like rich soil. Beautiful things grow from it, and nature is attracted to it. The evil man is dry infertile soil, producing nothing, only killing off what is beautiful
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.28.2012 @ 8:23 pm
I had a little heart but then it caught on fire
but you just stood and laughed with your selfish little choir
of oppressive wicked evil people just like yourself
singing songs of selfishness, I’m begging for your help
i think your song sucks I’m changing the subject matter
I’m making my own song that will make your evil scatter
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.25.2012 @ 8:17 pm
His pain is scattered throughout his life if you look close enough. The tattoo on his back, the drugs he does, the people he loves, the things he steals, are all tells of something deeper. He lost his dad, and who was there for him? No one. We failed you David, I’m sorry.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.21.2012 @ 11:12 pm
My mind was filled with lies because I didn’t want to believe the reality that was in front of me. I shared my time like an idiot, giving them the benefit of the doubt.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.19.2012 @ 10:36 pm
I am presented to you on a platter, but when you open it I am a piece of shit. No one wants me. I set on the table, spoiling into nothingness.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.10.2012 @ 10:26 pm
The church is full but there’s nobody really there. I brush shoulders with someone and they don’t even look up. I am like a ghost going unnoticed through the crowd. They have many methods that were invented to bring people into this place, yet once people get there they are forgotten.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.09.2012 @ 6:15 pm
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I once saw someone on top of a school building at night when my cousin and I were turning around in a school parking lot because we were lost. When we stopped and pointed our headlights toward him he jumped down and disappear.
» Posted By sturmzie On 12.06.2012 @ 9:58 pm