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Devastation. You see it everywhere. People will always be devastated. sometimes about the littlest of things. but to the them, it’ll feel like the biggest problem in the world. sometimes we just have to let that go, and think about other people facing real, life-altering problems and try and put our own petty problems aside long enough to keep them in our thoughts.

» Posted By Mer On 01.04.2015 @ 5:06 am


A baby. There is no cub without at least the implication of a mother, and a cub does not know right or wrong, feckless, lonely.

» Posted By mer On 12.03.2014 @ 7:47 pm


i hold on to you, my love
clasping, scratching, clenching at
your throat
your wrists
your love.
i’m suffocated by this feeling
that i should never let go
or you’ll slip through my fingers.

» Posted By mer On 01.29.2014 @ 6:35 pm


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» Posted By mer On 11.05.2013 @ 10:30 am


I held it close like an old blanket, constantly keeping me safe. The pain, the love, the memories, everything that encompassed you was held tightly. I’ll never let it go. I’ll never let you go. I promise, no matter how hard I try.

» Posted By Mer On 10.08.2012 @ 9:57 pm


To patrol is to prowl. Patrol the perimeter, patrol the streets. It involves a ton of walking I can guess, and watching. So walking and watching is the essence of this particular action.

» Posted By Mer On 07.20.2012 @ 10:26 am


Spinning on rooftops. Creaking, I hear them from a rec room filled with memories of a bygone day. While my mother, nostalgically, kept so many stuffed animals there, sitting in the window, they care nothing for the turbines.

» Posted By Mer On 07.09.2012 @ 8:51 pm


the sound of a bird, clucking of shoes, talking, singing, and all that make any sound,, decibel is the one that measures how noisy or low the sound is.

» Posted By mer On 04.22.2012 @ 12:28 am


Morality is something we base our decisions on. It helps us to be a better person but in a way it creates guilt if we feel when we are not being moral.

» Posted By Mer On 10.05.2011 @ 11:05 am

I have a problem with morality. I have such a strong moral compass that I cannot get over something he did when he was 17. It’s one reason why we broke up. It was nine years ago, but so morally wrong to me that I can’t be with him anymore. I’ve tried. For 5 1/2 years I tried. It’s just not going to work.

» Posted By mer On 10.04.2011 @ 6:03 pm


I suppose everything will work out and be right in the end. Somehow I’ll find my way, and I’ll be where I was meant to be all along. I just have to trust myself, that I’ll find my way.

» Posted By mer On 10.04.2011 @ 7:32 am


I’m on the edge of my attention span, teetering between doing work and wasting time. I will probably give in and spend endless moments daydreaming instead.

» Posted By mer On 10.02.2011 @ 7:15 pm


He is so far away, in the mountains with stars over his shoulders and they’re falling all around him. I wish I could sing his song.

» Posted By mer On 09.30.2011 @ 6:23 pm


Lunch today was pretty dense, and I have a food baby. Not a good food baby. Not at all a satisfying one. Just like a lump of food in my belly. Why is the food here so awful? Maybe I’ll just make food in my apartment instead.

» Posted By mer On 09.29.2011 @ 10:09 am


Playground play come and play in the playground, playground. Rodney’s comin over to watch a dvd. Who’s cookin dinner? Not me.

» Posted By mer On 09.28.2011 @ 10:55 am


If someone were to follow me and find evidence that I existed, it would be in the form of half full coffee cups and bobby pins strewn along the floor like bread crumbs.

» Posted By mer On 09.27.2011 @ 5:13 am


my mind it preoccupied with the many things i should be doing rather the being on the computer “playing” at my many interests. i can’t let up or i will be forced to stop this task and move on to others which are not nearly as much fun. i can’t even begin to focus my thoughts.

» Posted By mer On 09.25.2011 @ 9:02 am


I am convinced that being in love is the most important thing in the world.

» Posted By mer On 09.24.2011 @ 5:44 am

convincing me… do what? to be what? to be convinced? yes? no? convinced? i’m just not too sure. still not convinced. life goes on. and on.

» Posted By Mer On 09.23.2011 @ 8:38 pm


Sometimes I think about saying goodbye to someone on a dock at a sea port. I think about “Braille” by Lisa Hannigan, and saying goodbye to my king of sand and sea. I am hiding out in my head today.

» Posted By mer On 09.23.2011 @ 7:21 am


When I was visiting my sister in Oregon, I slept on her couch. It was the most amazing sleep I think I’ve ever had. I sunk into the cushions fell asleep sprawled out like an exhausted kid after a tantrum.

» Posted By mer On 09.22.2011 @ 5:35 am


After this week is over, I am going to celebrate at the pub. I’m not on duty, I don’t have any work to do, I don’t have to teach. Plus I’m going to get a car, I am out of a long relationship. Things are clearing up for me.

» Posted By mer On 09.20.2011 @ 9:30 am


I’m concerned about work, about ending my relationship. I want to be great at what I do. I don’t want to hurt him, but…I need to do what’s best for me. I can’t put myself off anymore. This is it, this is me.

» Posted By mer On 09.18.2011 @ 11:29 am


If I were in a shootout against him, I would pull my gun a second before and who cares if that’s cheating. It’s fair enough to me.

» Posted By mer On 09.17.2011 @ 5:44 pm


I stuffed the keys into the pouch of my sweatshirt and jogged off through the field. I had to get to the woods so that I could breathe.

» Posted By mer On 09.16.2011 @ 8:22 pm


I have two bank accounts that have a combined total of $3.28. I am rich. Poor by anyone else’s standards, but rich in mind.

» Posted By mer On 09.14.2011 @ 8:08 pm


I would trade these past two days for a better ending. I wish that I didn’t have to make the decision to not be with him anymore. I hate feeling so torn.

» Posted By mer On 09.12.2011 @ 7:54 pm


Honestly I don’t know about this word. Would you say, “I need to get my hair clipped”? Or “I have to go clip the shrubs”? How about the horse clipped down the street? Mm I don’t know.

» Posted By mer On 09.09.2011 @ 12:15 pm


Existence is such a heavy word. Many people dread simply existing. They want to make a difference, be proactive. But then you think about animals, and they just exist. They survive. I want to survive, too. But the fact is that I exist. And I’m going to make the most of it.

» Posted By mer On 09.07.2011 @ 5:58 pm


I can’t even focus right now on insects, because I just had a rough day of classes,and now I’m going to go coach. It just reminds me of running because I get stressed out and then decide to go for a run in the woods. And every time I run, I end up running through several face-level spider webs, and I end up with spider web all over my face. It freaks me out, because then I imagine spider babies and empty spider web sacs in my mouth. I need sleep.

» Posted By mer On 09.06.2011 @ 12:10 pm

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