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I scan the dark room, barely breathing… looking for any sign of detection. The red light in the corner is facing the other direction. It’s now or never.

» Posted By mdnicol On 01.22.2017 @ 8:59 am


I wasn’t as happy as I could have been. You show up in my life when I least expect it, turning my would upside down. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t keep holding on to something that will never happen. So to answer your question, no. I am not graced by your presence. Quite the opposite.

» Posted By mdnicol On 09.19.2014 @ 12:33 pm


The moon was glowing through the night sky as I drove home. This is the only time I feel like I can really let my mind be free. I crank my music up and tune everything else out. Just me, the darkness, the road ahead of me and my music. I lose myself.

» Posted By mdnicol On 09.04.2014 @ 7:01 pm


You brushed my hand an my heart exploded, my stomached filled with butterflies, and my body became warm. I knew from that moment it was meant to be; you and I.

» Posted By mdnicol On 09.04.2014 @ 12:21 pm


I don’t want to be your next charity case. I don’t need your sympathy. I don’t need you telling me things that you don’t believe because you’re afraid to hurt my feelings, or make yourself look like the bad guy.

» Posted By mdnicol On 08.31.2014 @ 9:18 am


I fled from you like the toxic mess that you are. You poisoned me. Took everything I had and turned it into nothing… I find myself wondering what I was thinking, I knew I meant nothing to you.

» Posted By mdnicol On 08.29.2014 @ 6:42 pm


I offer you my everything. My heart. My soul. My body. But that doesn’t seem to be enough. How can I get your attention? How can I make you see whats right in front of you when you refuse to open your eyes?

I can’t ever win with you.

» Posted By mdnicol On 08.30.2011 @ 8:31 pm


It amuses me that you think I am so stupid as to let you use me. Especially after what you did to me the first time. It just isn’t going to happen, so quit trying.

» Posted By mdnicol On 07.28.2011 @ 8:14 pm


It makes me ill to see you together. Literally sick to my stomach.

I honestly thought I meant something to you, and looking back on it now, I realize how wrong I was.

Thanks for breaking my heart.

» Posted By mdnicol On 07.24.2011 @ 9:10 pm


I’ve never wanted anybody like I have wanted you. Like I still want you. This attraction is sometimes unbearable…. but I can’t help but want to be with you. I feel more than just lust, because I do love you… but sometimes this feeling overcomes everything else… and nothing else seems to matter.

» Posted By mdnicol On 06.27.2011 @ 10:26 pm


I had really good morals…
But lately, I’ve been… going a little crazy.
I don’t really know what to do with myself anymore…
and as for my morals.
Done for.

» Posted By mdnicol On 06.26.2011 @ 7:14 pm


You and I….
We have a history. One that no one will ever fully understand.
I just wish it wasn’t just history.
I wanted you and I to be past, present and future.

» Posted By mdnicol On 06.23.2011 @ 10:08 pm


I never knew what to believe in… and I guess I still don’t.

» Posted By mdnicol On 06.19.2011 @ 9:25 am


At this point, I don’t even think I could find the right guy if I searched the entire galaxy. Every single on of them has just been… nothing but trouble. I’m tired of it.

» Posted By mdnicol On 04.02.2011 @ 8:45 pm


I need structure…. I feel like my entire life has been a mess, and I need something to hold me together. I just can’t keep living like this. I hate being alone. I hate feeling like this.

I just want to feel whole.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.25.2011 @ 7:40 pm


Never once has anyone ever hurt me like you have. You told me that you loved me and wanted to be with me. I waited so long to be with you and in the end, you broke my heart. However, I have never felt this way about anyone but you. I love you with every piece of my heart, even if you don’t want me anymore.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.23.2011 @ 7:41 pm


I’m approaching a time of change, and I’m not sure if I’m ready for it. I mean, I want to move up in life, have my own house, work and be happy… I just have so far to go before I get there. I feel rushed. I don’t know where all the time went when I could go out and have fun, not caring about paying bills and doing dishes and laundry. I’m barely 20, single, working 4 jobs so that I can pay my bills and hopefully move out. I think I’m approaching failure.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.22.2011 @ 7:46 pm


Whats your policy?
Just another stupid rule to keep us all conformed. Why would we want to be individuals anyway? I mean, Who wouldn’t want to live just like you. Maybe there’s a reason we don’t want to follow in your footsteps.

Screw you and your policies.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.21.2011 @ 7:57 pm


I want what every woman wants. I want you to look at me with fire in your eyes, I want my blood to boil when you touch me, and I want you to make my heart race. I want you to make me feel wanted.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.18.2011 @ 12:11 pm


When I was a freshman in high school, I had to take gym class. I was kind of nervous about it because there were a lot of upperclassman in the class, and I was just a little frosh. BUT let me tell you. The senior guy in the class was gorgeous, and he made me feel like I was attractive. I know that sounds cheezey, but every girl likes to feel good about herself. So thank you overly attractive senior, for making me feel good about myself… even though I was a loser frosh.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.17.2011 @ 12:17 pm


I figured you would understand me. That you would know how I felt…. but obviously you don’t know me at all, or you wouldn’t hurt me like you did. You tore me down, made me feel insignificant…. like nothing. You are just like everyone else.

Go figure.

» Posted By mdnicol On 03.16.2011 @ 11:48 am


I hate when my alarm goes off in the morning, and I feel as though I had just gone to sleep…. actually this happens every morning. I just am not a morning person. Screw the alarm. I’m hitting snooze, I just won’t have a lot of time to get ready for work. haha

» Posted By mdnicol On 02.07.2011 @ 11:54 am


I was in a darkroom once. I don’t really remember much about it, but it made me want to get into photography a little more. The old school photography. I haven’t really done much with photography since I bought my camera though. :/ Maybe I should get back into it though.

» Posted By mdnicol On 02.01.2011 @ 6:28 pm


When I was little, I used to pack jelly in my lunch. Only the cherry kind though. I didn’t much care for the others. Actually, I think I bought some jello not too long ago. Its probably in the fridge, not being eaten because I just now remembered it. Hm.

» Posted By mdnicol On 01.31.2011 @ 7:27 pm

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