Comments Posted By jas
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I have not embraced myself since I was a child. I think that is a huge problem. It is every reason that I have experienced all that I have experienced in relationships. I want to be the type of person that loves myself. I think it would benefit me greatly. I just don’t know where to start.
» Posted By Jas On 03.15.2018 @ 9:31 am
Aeroplanes. Paper ones, back and forth over the library. me, you, them. us. We love it. oh how we love it so. old books and coffee cups, we love it.
» Posted By Jas On 11.07.2015 @ 5:50 am
She slithered along the floor. It wasn’t sexy, it was disturbing. He watched her slithering closer until he was able to step out of her line of movement.
» Posted By Jas On 05.23.2015 @ 5:24 am
» Posted By jas On 03.27.2015 @ 3:56 am
Just needed a place to write something. If I were to include the word agenda in it, my agenda is to draw birthday typography boards for my brother’s 21st birthday. And suddenly I am reminded of my 14th birthday… whereby, I went to celebrate it on my own as I didn’t know who to invite. I don’t know if I even had anybody.
I went ice skating on my own, then I went to have dinner on my own too. I’m pretty comfortable in solidarity – very sad to be lonely, happy to be alone. But I wanted to at least be able to celebrate my birthday for myself. That very day as I was eating dinner outside alone at a cheap but nice restaurant, my brother walked in with his friend. And he saw me. He also knew it was my birthday. He even ‘teased’ me saying, are you alone? isn’t it your birthday?
I didn’t say much. His friend even invited me to join their table – out of pity, or at least my teenage mind thought and still does kinda feel so.
Ah… that is a time I sort of wish to forget. It was, so, depressing haha. Celebrating my birthday all on my own. Kinda did that for 4 years I suppose. 4 years I wish to forget.
Don’t really manage a blog, just wanted a place to post it up. No one’s gonna read this anyway. But I’m not depressed haha, I have friends. Just didn’t have close ones back then. Just needed a place to let out my memory
» Posted By jas On 01.30.2015 @ 10:37 am
the doubt in my mind was sure to cease fire
but i tried my best not to irk him while he tried
to fight for what was right.
if he believed it was true,
i would back him up no matter who knew.
» Posted By Jas On 10.06.2014 @ 10:04 am
“you like my earrings? Josh got them for me, aren’t they stunning?”
sam was looking at me expectantly, wanting me to be excited with her. but I wasn’t focused on her shiny new earrings. i was more focused on the fact that I hadn’t heard from Eli in over 3 days. was he alright? should i go to his home and see if the leader of the Elite will speak with me? i hated leaving this up to fate.
» Posted By Jas On 07.14.2014 @ 6:23 am
his eyes were violet, but wait, how can that be?
so beautiful and shiny, it was hard to believe
» Posted By Jas On 07.12.2014 @ 9:30 am
as i watched her through the translucent glass
i fell in love with her curvaceous frame and beautiful mane
she was the essence of pure beauty
the epitome of magnificent
» Posted By Jas On 07.11.2014 @ 7:09 am
your logic is illogical.
please back up and restate what you said.
what you said does not make sense.
no, i will not interpret it.
you just need to be more intelligent.
» Posted By Jas On 07.09.2014 @ 6:57 pm
disfigured and cold
with a burning hole
empty and dark
was her fragile heart
no hope, no fix
» Posted By Jas On 07.08.2014 @ 2:01 pm
her vocals were that of angels; i couldn’t believe such a beautiful sound could be made. i stared in awe and waited until the last note was sung through her beautiful luscious lips.
» Posted By Jas On 07.07.2014 @ 11:04 am
it was hot and she quickly drew back her hand as she realized it was still on. I wonder who could have left it on? she thought to herself as she turned the knob to power it down. it was strange coming home to realize that your house had been violated, and she could do nothing to erase those feelings of dread as she continued down the dark hall to her bedroom.
» Posted By Jas On 07.05.2014 @ 3:25 pm
I held onto the rafters as I fell from the roof. I could not with all my strength muster up the energy to pull myself up. I felt a single tear fall from my eye as I slowly began to slip.
» Posted By Jas On 07.03.2014 @ 7:39 am
To nie był taki pływak jak pozostali. Wystartował jeszcze przed początkiem zawodów. Zanim ktokolwiek zdążył się zorientować, on już pędził. Po co? Dokąd? Kto wie? Może tęsknił? Jak ja?
» Posted By jaś On 03.13.2014 @ 10:13 pm
“there’s lunch in the freezer” she said
but i didn’t want it. i wanted real food. we had been living off of frozen food for the past month.
“i dont want what’s in the damn freezer” i muttered
» Posted By jas On 01.07.2014 @ 5:45 pm
I fell. And kept falling. Trough the air, was that air? I could fell my limbs, MY LIMBS, doing something so strange. THey embodied all the panic my terrified mind could not feel. THey were separate from me, apart, struck with some madness, some insanity that was not my own. I was going to die and i was fine with that. Flailing.
» Posted By Jas On 02.18.2013 @ 4:19 pm
Opposite of round. A table on which place your breakfast. A round peg does not fii into it. Too polite and too cute. Checkered tablecloths and picnics in the sun. So neat and tidy.
» Posted By Jas On 11.24.2012 @ 9:06 am
n momentum questions
but in life
you need a racket
cause u need to catch whats coming for u
» Posted By jas On 06.11.2012 @ 8:38 am
There was a small town, high on a cliff. There weren’t many people there, and there weren’t many things to do all that way up there, but it was beautiful. Beautiful beyond anything comparable in the imagination. The bluest skies, the strangest birds and the most cheerful people anyone had ever met.
» Posted By Jas On 03.04.2012 @ 10:58 pm
reminds me of alarming. scary? scarist. ringing alarms. panic and confusion… someone that sets this off? The mist of an alarm? More like a fog with panic. Arm in the middle. What is the point of this.
» Posted By Jas On 11.06.2011 @ 5:44 pm
gasloine – hot, runny, firey, fierce. fuel, makes you go – yet can be destrucctive as hell.
» Posted By jas On 04.16.2011 @ 4:19 am
mmm chocolate. its dark light smooth bubbly crumbly lovely. it makes you smile. it makes you feel warm and almost hugs your inside. it isn’t always good for you but it foes make you want more and makes you feel all nice inside.
» Posted By Jas On 02.15.2011 @ 7:02 am
i sit in dark rooms to think… everything just seems so much clear and simple. When the noises get loud and life seems a little rough, i just sit in a room. Music is playing but it blocks out all the noise. I can’t take it somtimes and i keep my sanity.
» Posted By Jas On 02.02.2011 @ 3:04 pm
my future was bleak… well to say the least. I don’t know what i want or who i want or who i think i am. I don’t know where i want to go from this one stop. I could sink into oblivion at this point, and nobody would notice.
» Posted By jas On 08.26.2010 @ 10:03 am
witches have one. if u ad er u have wander. wandering is fun cos you never know where ul end up and its good exercise
» Posted By jas On 06.11.2010 @ 5:34 am
i havw a beloved dog beloved beloves beloved im a belloved person beloved means you aer a very loved person
» Posted By jas On 03.29.2009 @ 3:29 pm
i wish that life was full of rewards. everything in life is fucking ridiculous, and nothing good ever happens. those who deserve rewards, those who deserve to a good life, those who deserve recognition never get it. those who don’t deserve to die, those like izzy, the kind people in the world always leave us. why does it have to be this way? why do the good suffer? why does evil always prevail? is this how society is supposed to be?
» Posted By jas On 03.22.2009 @ 4:10 pm
octagonal, skewed, markers, details, electrical, life,
» Posted By jas On 03.20.2009 @ 2:26 am
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Don’t resist what others try to feed you if the spoon looks unattractive. Just try it. Maybe you’ll like it or maybe you wont, at least you can say you’ve been there
» Posted By JAS On 09.19.2009 @ 9:23 pm