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a spewing fountain of your blood red lava,
through hatred and the lies,
comes a thick paste of disgust
and a little drop of honey
on that sweet tongue for you,
to curse with misery,

(but i couldn’t do that.
in my mind,
hate is no longer a word.)

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.29.2009 @ 4:54 pm


a butterfly’s waltz,
his glisten in the sun,
like a shining cup of morning dew,
a challenge one has won,

and three thousand years can fly,
a billion lights, you reach,
touch the sky and feel alive,
your toes, and sand, the beach

before the waltz is done,
a forty-something miles,
give me one last glance,
a stare, maybe, a smile.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.27.2009 @ 5:59 pm


a hand,
two hands,
three intertwined around a center point,

a smile,
and tears,
inside as you grin your makeshift happiness into view,

a pose,
two poses,
three, and you know it’s all a lie.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 05.12.2009 @ 4:28 pm


wrapped around your eyes
you can’t see
they block all life
from entering
into your head

blood circling in all
your vision,
you’re lost,
gone forever,

but no, they hold you in place,
and they won’t let you go
as much as you beg them to

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.03.2009 @ 9:25 am


if one really considers it, there is no center to the universe..

because who knows how big the universe is? and what if it stretches farther to one side than the other?

and what if there’s a lower point of depression that no one has reached, there is no “so-so” moods, there is happy and these is sad and nothing in between..

there is no middle.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.27.2009 @ 6:26 pm


but your eyes – they stay the same

although you might look difference act different be different say things differently – well, okay, you’re not who you you used to be at all, YOU are different.

(but your eyes are still the same.)

…i think.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.22.2009 @ 5:07 pm


butterflies twirl around you creating millions of threads made of peace surrounding the earth in their cocoon and hugging the blanket of snow on the ground and they fly through the air spreading love and joy and happiness and-

and war is gone,

and we can

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.18.2009 @ 2:05 pm


purpley blue and yellow green and reddish

they’re all different – all accepted

the little ones, so fun to find and when you eat them, the sour taste resonates through your mouth

the big ones, so sweet and squishy

they’re all different – but all accepted

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.17.2009 @ 9:52 am


blood circulates through me,

it does, really, they’re not cold i promise you they can’t be they aren’t cold i’m alive i feel my pulse

and the blood

it moves through my veins screaming “LIFE! LIFE! LIFE!”

i’d rather it didn’t.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.13.2009 @ 7:59 pm



over, done with.


it’s gone. just gone.

missing people, missing pieces, missing things, missing love, missing them, their missing hearts.

missing souls, all finished with their lives.

they’re lost.


» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.08.2009 @ 12:38 pm


the gold poured through his palms as he stood,

and the man cackled with greed. the money flew through
his heart,
his soul,
and everything he knew
until he could not sense his own existence anymore as it trickled around his neck,
almost choking him with wealth.

but it wasn’t real happiness.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.06.2009 @ 12:41 pm


only we can feel it

the breeze between our toes and we’re the only ones on this deserted beach tiptoeing and prancing along like there’s nothing wrong in the world and we’re singing,

singing like the birds above us, higher than we could ever imagine,

only me, and you, and us.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.05.2009 @ 4:44 pm


you swirl around and tell me
that your name isn’t
what i thought it was,
and you aren’t
who i think you are,

you’re just a swirl,
nothing more, just a clear
tear droplet on my

(you burned away my sanity.)

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.02.2009 @ 2:21 pm


hold the twigs together,
they’re blossoming today.
pink petals brush your fingers
as you look the other way

and stare into my eyes
that you know like open doors,
like empty, silent ballrooms
and hug me like i’m yours

i’ll take the soft pink ribbon,
i’ll take it from your hands,
and wrap us tight with tape,
free of foreign worlds’ demands.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 03.24.2009 @ 5:47 pm


and the colors shimmer
from your eyes
(as you stand there,
in the soft, dimming sunlight
and the shadows whisper our names)
but you’re grinning right at me,
because we’ll be okay
and we know it now,
we do,
really, and i,
i could finally tell you
that you’re beautiful-

but i, still,
will never glow.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 03.20.2009 @ 4:05 pm


lines around you
swirl your thoughts

breathe, with bubbles,
and loose threads in the air

don’t stick to the wall,
humans aren’t flat,
i hope you realize.

take a chance, and

with me.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 03.19.2009 @ 6:22 pm


to be,
to love,

we were, weren’t we

but now all that’s gone,
because no – we were never meant for each other and it was the job of some other girl to be “the one” for you and you’re sad but you don’t care about me of course not you never did did you and and i-

maybe i should just move on

and find the one meant for

» Posted By fallenpanda On 01.04.2009 @ 12:42 pm


the bluebells sway
in the wind,
they are no longer flowers
or simple homes for bees,
or insects,
or you,
but instead,
soft bells that ring
like silver wedding bells
announcing the coming of happiness
for you.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.22.2009 @ 3:25 pm


a bird’s soft chirp,
three flutters left
of cats,
a dog,
a prancing bee,
a soft whisper
in the trees
that takes your pain

and you lie silent in the grass
my hand on yours,
or yours on mine,
(we don’t even know
but it’s

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.20.2009 @ 6:17 pm


a shivering whisper,
to the gray-eyed storm,
and children yell
against the wind,
a blanket flutters,
through breaths
of green
and shouting voices
in harmonies

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.19.2009 @ 3:31 pm


first, a soft tapping,
with bluebirds in the sand,
pecking at your toes,

then a soft laugh
as the bluebirds flutter
their azure wings

then an azure sky
catches the butterflies
and they flutter with the bluebirds

and then a gust of wind
takes them all

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.15.2009 @ 9:19 am


cool lemonades sprinkle through your hair and you wonder why it’ll inevitably end, through pain and sadness because there will be none other than gloom that takes you away, but for now, you’re drinking iced tea in the hot melting sun that’s poured all over your skin and it’s fine,
though not for

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.12.2009 @ 2:02 pm


sitting one the steps,
everyone is silent,
but a few small crickets that are tiptoeing around you and you sigh as he comes up to you.

“he’s gone.”

maybe it’d be nice to stick your head
in a hanger.
and die.

or not,
maybe you’ll survive.

(i think i like the first idea better.)

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.05.2009 @ 3:47 pm


it’s dark,
and no one’s in the room,
but you’re alright,
you’re okay.

it’s quiet,
and no one’s coming soon,
but you’re alright,
you’re okay.

there’s only silence,
with the pitch black doom,
but you’re alright,
and you’re okay.

there’s nothing but sadness,
and i can feel the reapers loom,
i’m not alright,
and not okay.

» Posted By fallenpanda On 04.04.2009 @ 12:04 pm

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