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you weave yourself into me
flowing in and out
let me tie myself deeply into everything you are
» Posted By Britt On 01.02.2019 @ 9:32 pm
Orange wow that’s your color. The color you wore the last time you came over. Te Amo, I really can not wait to read this in a couple of years and see what reaction it sparks in me
» Posted By Britt On 04.12.2018 @ 4:39 pm
Her mind went blank. The quilted blanket fell against the couch and she ran to pick it up, watching as William ran his fingers along the stem of one of the roses. She didn’t know what had come over her. ‘He’s a boy,’ she thought, ‘just a boy.’
» Posted By Britt On 04.10.2018 @ 6:19 pm
Welcome to my twisted mind. But literally.
Or, I guess, for one specific person STAY AWAY because you’re not welcome.
You’re not welcome in my headspace, my home, my dreams, anything.
You would have been, as a friend, but you were immature. You did what you had to do I suppose but it hurt to go from something to nothing in the matter of minutes.
Yet it’s quite amazing how you always seem to seep in.
Crawling in through the cracks
Slipping in through the door of my heart when it opened for someone else.
Like an unwanted fly that seems to buzz around my ears, a pestering annoyance now.
I don’t want it to be this way, but I didn’t get to have a say.
You cut me out, and now this is my response.
You decided to leave my life, so I am not going to beg.
Just as in the Olivia Gatwood poem. “The boy says he doesn’t love me and he doesn’t love me. I have so much beautiful time.”
I am working to get to the point where I don’t spend so much time thinking about you. Especially since you don’t spend any time thinking of me.
You’re moving on without torment in the day-to-day, and I deserve that for myself too.
I don’t want to spend time thinking about you anymore.
I am thankful for the time we did have as friends and then girlfriends. Because I have learned such valuable things about myself, others, and the world from you. I don’t regret being vulnerable even though it hurts like hell now. I don’t regret getting close to you only to be nothing.
I learned how to love, fall in love, and that I was able of loving and being loved. I came to terms with my sexuality. I have become transparent in that respect. Weight is slowly lifted from my shoulders, like the heat that evaporates when running into the cool ocean waves.
I am also thankful for not being together. This way, I am able to reflect on the good and bad times from a distance. It’s a clarity that can only come from separation. No longer connected to you but reflecting upon what used to be in retrospect.
From this, I learned that I need to be open first and foremost to people so I won’t feel paranoid about loving openly. I learned that gay isn’t abnormal, strange, weird, or unnatural in any shape or form.
Whatever sexuality, all are valid and deserving of a welcoming acceptance. And it’s not fair or healthy that I felt so afraid for the entirety of the relationship. For a year and four months.
In my next relationship, I will not look both ways before I hold her hand. I will not give a flying shit about who is looking when I kiss her. I will not beg for acceptance. I will not stress over any kind of perception could possibly be sent through my queerness.
Welcome, new mindset. Welcome, one and all, I am miss moving on. I am going to have such beautiful time.
» Posted By Britt On 12.02.2017 @ 4:09 pm
my life spiraled into your love and nothing was the same
no one before you loved me the way you did my king
I am my beloved’s and he is mine
» Posted By Britt On 06.22.2017 @ 5:48 pm
Why are we so scared of changes
we must learn to embrace these changes
if we didn’t change we would grow
and growth is so necessary to our lives
we must grow change evolve
learn from the past
» Posted By Britt On 10.11.2016 @ 1:34 pm
I treasured it as if it was the last thing i had .
in a sense it was
i had only it
and it had only i
we were happy safe and true to each other
and then it changed
when i let someone treasure it and t wasn’t the same
but its getting better because im learning to treasure it more
because at the end of the day
my heart and i are one
» Posted By Britt On 09.08.2016 @ 5:20 pm
I now now i needed you
i know know you needed me
and that its okay that it ddint end how we wanted it too
because we grew
we knew that in the end
we need of all
» Posted By Britt On 08.27.2016 @ 11:41 am
Her timeline stretched through several decades, however she was still young.
At age 40, she was a mom, a daughter, a friend, and a wife; titles she considered extremely important to call herself each day.
She was proud to say that she has been positive of the aging process during her time here, and that focusing and using your time to do something beneficial in the world is never wasted when you enjoy it and work hard for it.
She loves her children, parents, grandparents, husband, and friends who have guided her across the timeline.
She hopes to never lose that sense of love and security.
» Posted By Britt On 07.20.2015 @ 4:11 am
I think of a circus or a track competition and that’s pretty cool. I would probably die if I ever tried to catapult. It don’t seem to interest me whatsoever!
» Posted By Britt On 05.20.2013 @ 6:54 pm
Weathered. Like an old man or an old tree, right? Weathered has dealt with the seasons it enounteres. Very different from seasoned – which is what they termed slaves who had been through a crop in the Carribbean. Most of them didn’t make it. Most slaves colcndt get the seasoned status.
» Posted By britt On 02.21.2013 @ 8:49 am
Lindethiel stared out at the rising dawn, scowling as the light glinted off of the chains around her wrists. She was broken, bloodied and sore, but there was one thing he would never take from her, one thing Saruman could never have: her spirit.
» Posted By Britt On 02.15.2013 @ 12:13 pm
“all day long you’ve been at this.”
“yes, seeing as i was the one doing the sweeping i am certain that i have in fact been at this all day.”
“well i’m just saying, maybe it’s time to take a break?”
“never, my friend, for the floor is never clean.”
» Posted By Britt On 01.17.2013 @ 9:26 am
“it’s not that bad, i don’t think,”
“no shut up it really is that bad.”
“no no no, it’s just, maybe, like, not fully grown?”
“wikipedia says it is.”
“okay well, huh.”
“maybe i should just get another fish?”
» Posted By Britt On 01.16.2013 @ 9:42 am
“remember, the water is on the table to your right.”
“remember to enunciate, you know you slur your words when you get nervous.”
“you’ll do great.”
» Posted By Britt On 01.14.2013 @ 7:35 pm
“put this in the closet.”
“and this in the top drawer.”
“and make sure to make my bed later.”
“of course, milord.”
» Posted By Britt On 01.04.2013 @ 5:00 pm
the barrel falls to the ground and the shining red spills over the cracks on the floor.
“you’ve spilt my wine, you asshole.”
“sorry kid, tough luck.”
» Posted By Britt On 01.01.2013 @ 9:47 pm
rise, makes me think of rice, which i don’t like in most dishes, well, the plain white rice. in some dishes, it’s seasoned, or yellow, sometimes even red! you also have this sticky white rice which i also like. like in risotto! i love risotto. we ate risotto only yesterday, with peas and bacon, it was lovely.
» Posted By britt On 11.29.2012 @ 12:45 pm
Oppps got distracted!!! Didn’t read the instructions quickly enough so I’m behind! DAMN IT!!! Wont make an A on the Spelling B now. Sad day.
» Posted By Britt On 07.21.2012 @ 12:20 pm
Decorations. I always think Christmas, putting up the tree along with the lights and different colored balls…can’t spell the ‘o’ word so I wont even try :p. Fun time of year though, always get presents and time with the fam. Fun fun fun fun fun fun fun.
» Posted By Britt On 07.16.2012 @ 1:48 pm
Crew. The crew of a ship, lots of seamen…hehehe semen :p. I’ll admit I do like sexual closeness but anyone whose experienced any kind of sexual contact (kissing, etc.) would understand. It’s very invigorating.
» Posted By Britt On 07.15.2012 @ 7:05 pm
Auxiliary. Anytime I see this word I think military. Gun power!! All the power behind the tanks and guns and the bullets fly out and go BANG! BANG! Ohhhhhh someone is dieing from it!! :( NOOOO!! Don’t do that! It’s unthinkable! OHHHHH the HORRORRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! What will become of me now? I have no one, you took it all away from me!!! YOU B*ST*RD!!!!!!! How could you do this to me?!
» Posted By Britt On 07.14.2012 @ 9:12 pm
The adviser slowly kissed her neck, his arms around her. As they enter into the room, he lays her on the bed. He rips his shirt off. They keep at it. The door is shut with a “Please do not disturb!” Sign on it.
» Posted By Britt On 07.11.2012 @ 6:52 pm
I advise you to reconsider your life. Are you doing what you love to do? Are you happy? To be happy, you must do what you love to do..even if it’s once a day. Do what makes you happy. And all of life’s problems will seem like nothing to you. You can over come anything.
» Posted By Britt On 07.11.2012 @ 6:50 pm
One word Umm I say that one word is..Happiness. Learn to live life happy. Happiness is the key to everything. You decide if you are happy or just depressed. You chose.
» Posted By Britt On 07.11.2012 @ 6:48 pm
there was a girl who needed food. to food she was addicted. she couldn’t help it: every thought smile was for food. she was . she got made fun of. something was wong with her. she NEEDED food she felt like if she wasn’t always shoving food in her
» Posted By britt On 06.02.2012 @ 11:21 pm
food, eating,an experience,happiness,trying something new, safety, whats this?, awesomness,wine tasting, h
» Posted By britt On 05.07.2012 @ 7:08 pm
Catcher.. all I can think of is Holden and his crazy antics. Although it is very interesting to compare him to Frankenstein’s monster in regards to the theme: Nature vs.Nurture.
Poor old Holden ! & his rad red hat haha
» Posted By Britt On 03.27.2012 @ 4:09 pm
my feelings towards you.
whether it is right or worng…
perfections twin brother.
» Posted By britt On 03.24.2012 @ 11:02 pm
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Today I slipped on some slimy , stinky green residue. I was appalled, not only because this goo was now on the bottom of my foot, but also because none of the men decided to clean it up. Needless to say i was horrified!
» Posted By Britt On 03.23.2012 @ 6:00 pm