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My mind is open for those who can understand it but, my soul is harder to reach.
A barrier is up with signs saying “come in peace”, as if all others are foreign and bound to impede on my many years of healing. But, when you got my mind you heard my soul, and when you saw the barrier you climbed that wall to show me not all peace comes from within.
So, thank you for vibrating with me.
» Posted By VEH On 11.30.2018 @ 3:32 pm
The walls creak and are 5000ft high and i swear they move closer together everyday. The floor is quicksand and i cannot move. I’m stuck. I scream and no one hears. I scream loud. “FIRE!”, “RAPE!” “HELP!” no one answers. I’m stuck. Anxiety. The walls are really 80ft, they stay in place everyday, the floor is carpet and soft. I’m not screaming, no words are coming out, they cant. Anxiety. I’m imprisoned in my own head. I’m stuck.
» Posted By VEH On 05.02.2017 @ 5:28 pm
i used to sit on rooftops with my friends. We would sneak up there and drink, smoke, laugh and cry. I grew up up there the the rooftop. My first kiss happened up there. We were sitting there watching the stars. And I still watch the stars. On that rooftop I tried to jump, to be with the stars. To me the rooftop was the closest thing to something more. up there I saw everything. all the lives below me, and all the lives gone above me. I still sit on rooftops. And i still watch the stars.
» Posted By VEH On 03.01.2017 @ 4:10 pm
All my life I’ve grown up getting “You’re an oreo” or “You’re but a normal black girl, you sound white”, but what does white sound like? Are you confused because I pronounce every syllable in a word? Or is it my lack of slang? Maybe its because you’ve never seen someone ‘my color’ make it past the 10th grade. It’s so foreign to you that a black child could be educated. That we put down our fried chicken and sat out fat asses down long enough to read a book? That i can do more than be a ‘trap queen’ or a trophy wife. Can you even comprehend that I am a 19 year old BLACK and EDUCATED college student?
» Posted By VEH On 02.08.2017 @ 11:27 am
Have you ever been alone? Not just by yourself, but truly alone? All of your family is alive and your friends are around you. Your phone is full of contacts but you are alone? It is an indescribable pain. Your lungs feel heavy while you struggle to find a reason to take another breath. Your heart feels heavy with the weight of not having one person who knows you or understands you. Your head hurts because you think too hard on the words to say to describe the indescribable feeling of being alone while everyone you know is by your side.
» Posted By VEH On 08.13.2016 @ 6:55 pm
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I wish I could be as high as a tower. Not by drugs but literally that high up. To just stand on one and for once feel like I matter. Standing higher than everyone else and looking down on the little people and arbitrary things that don’t really matter in life. To appreciate the aesthetics. Feel the way the wind moves and maybe understand a few things about life and why I am here. Maybe just figure myself out.
» Posted By VEH On 05.24.2016 @ 5:12 pm