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Something I am not, but want to be. But also something I don’t want at all. Somehow it’s a jumble of contradictions like everything else in my life. I run towards and flee from tradition. My son, however, deserves better. For him, I must find a balance. I cannot be flighty for him. He needs more than that. But then at times, I am way too serious. Not flighty enough. Is there ever a way to make things clear again. You know the answer, babe. muah!
» Posted By Terra On 08.13.2017 @ 10:51 am
Her face is burned into my memory. The way she looked at me, just beaming. Her nose crinkled and her eyes shined. Even behind the veil, I could see every detail so well. She was so beautiful.
Just like that, it ended.
I keep imagining the next moment in repeat – beautiful bride, then a burst of red.
» Posted By Terra On 01.20.2014 @ 1:45 pm
To think that the sentiment could last over all of the years, all of the cups of coffee that he’d had and stared at her as she typed on that black laptop with the single sticker on the back, and all of the missed opportunities to introduce himself to her was astonishing. To think that it was all over, not because the sentiment had faded, not because she had rejected him and freed him of it, and not because he had finally made his move, was even more ridiculous.
» Posted By Terra On 01.18.2014 @ 8:13 pm
He could harm her, right then and there. That much was obvious when she saw the glint of metal underneath his jacket. He could pull that gun out and shoot her at any moment.
But he didn’t and she wasn’t sure why. There was a fear in his eyes as he watched her move. As though she was the one that would hurt him. But she was just a girl… or, she supposed, she used to be just a girl.
Now, what was she? A monster?
» Posted By Terra On 01.15.2014 @ 9:23 pm
He sits at the bar, greasy hair hanging limply over his dull, dark eyes. He stares. He’s tired, can’t think, doesn’t want to think. How could one think after he’d done such a thing?
He’d killed someone. A friend. A friend he’d thought he could never betray.
And yet he’d betrayed him in the worst way possible.
How could he do such a thing? How could he have ever thought that what he was doing was right?
» Posted By Terra On 01.09.2014 @ 4:28 pm
i was placed here on earth for a reason. i don’t work to please myself, i dont play hard to please my coaches, i dont succeed on my own, being placed in this family is why im pleased to be here.
» Posted By terra On 01.03.2013 @ 8:25 pm
now i feel sick. sick in the mind. days where I can’t get out of bed. Days when I can’t stop myself from cutting. Days were im just stuck. Drepression sucks. But it is me. But onlu me now. Not me tomorrow. Or the next day. Just me now.
» Posted By Terra On 12.26.2012 @ 3:43 pm
The roof was wet. It wasn’t raining, so the little girl wondered what was making it wet. She climbed atop the fence to look closer. She sees the neighbor’s sprinkler, and has a great idea. She wanders next door to make new friends.
» Posted By terra On 12.06.2012 @ 8:11 pm
The rain is falling in a spared downpours, troubling me as it does so. If my dreams were these raindrop would I feel the same sorrow? I am lost in a
» Posted By Terra On 03.31.2012 @ 8:32 am
I lived here. I grew up here and moved to the city. The nights were quiet and I used to find happiness in ice cream.
» Posted By Terra On 03.04.2012 @ 7:15 pm
This word isn’t in my vocabulary. I am sooooooooooooo not _____________. This shouldn’t even be word. I mean if everyone was just____________, then where do we get self expression. I know i did not take all of those music lessons for nothing. It’s because I wanted to be different! Then I realized no one is ___________. Therefore, this word is my ememy. for confusing me, but is my friend because it brought me to discover music………..
» Posted By Terra On 09.16.2011 @ 9:57 am
I wonder if your organs are elastic. Like can you stretch them reaaaaaaaal far like? And when they’re are all stretched out and stuff It would be kewl to jump rope with it right? No? Well duh, you’d die from lack of organs ^-^
» Posted By Terra On 08.10.2011 @ 4:28 pm
I once got to level 99 on kingdom hearts 2. It’s the highest level on that game i think. yep. Kingdom hearts is like one of the best Square Enix RPGs. you know other than final fantasy n stuff. Except #10. That one just failed miserably……. anyhooooooooooo. I like tacos XD
» Posted By Terra On 08.03.2011 @ 6:48 pm
If you capitalize the i and left the L’s lower cased it would look like this Ill. How would you pronounce that? isn’t that a roman numeral? hehehe the world will never know. XD
» Posted By Terra On 07.24.2011 @ 3:54 pm
When I was around 3 I used to think that ticket was some form of tick. But then I got older and felt really stupid when we went to the movie theatre and the guy was like “Hey you forgot your ticket!” and I was like, ” EWWWW I don’t want your popcorn ticks!” and everyone was looking at me weird and then i got the real definition. LOL….also speeding/parking ticket are a royal pain in my brain…..grrrrrrr I don’t even drive yet and I can tell that sucks!!!!!!!
» Posted By Terra On 07.22.2011 @ 8:22 pm
Incredibles! The little plushie TY toy. The CRayon. My favorite color. A flower. It can be so many things. HMMMm interesting XD
» Posted By Terra On 07.21.2011 @ 9:09 pm
Reali-stick. Pessimi-stick Optimi-stick..lotsa stuff with stick at the end huh?
» Posted By Terra On 07.17.2011 @ 8:17 pm
Lung cancer in a box. Or a stick like thingy. Whatever you wanna call it. It’s the truth. Think before you act retarded enough to start. It’s just like doing drugs or alcohol. Or like when you don’t think about getting those gauges for earrings, sure at the time (when your young) it’s great, makes you look cool right? But 20 years later when your old your ears are going to be jacked up and you’ll regret it and you’ll only have 1 person to blame. Yourself. Don’t Smoke, it’s a JOKE!
» Posted By Terra On 07.15.2011 @ 11:26 pm
I have metal straws form 7-11….it’s their birthday today so they’re giving away free slurpees XD. I went in there the first time and was bummed out because they were like in smaller than small cups, so I come back 5 minutes later with a tape mustache, aviator shades, and a krispy creme hat….Rahim, the cashier, didn’t notice and I got another free slurpee. YEAH! I steal free stuff…just kidding.
» Posted By Terra On 07.11.2011 @ 1:34 pm
Dishes. The suds are spilling endlessly over the waves of water. I look out the window to only see more water. And more. and more. and wind. WHAT”S WITH THE TROPICAL RAINSTORM IN COLORADO????? I DIDN’T ORDER A MONSOON!!!!!!!
» Posted By Terra On 07.08.2011 @ 6:35 pm
I am not a good thinker so obviously I can’t think of what to write about “Maroon.” I guess I’ll start by saying it’s my least favorite color. Maybe I should try out new things and make it my most favorite, or I can just go listen to some Maroon 5. After all they do come from my state. Sigh my state is not a good fit for my state of mind. I think I might not be sane. After all I messed up my original One Word doodah…Oh well!!!!!!!!Maroon rhymes with balloon XD
» Posted By Terra On 07.07.2011 @ 7:01 pm
one word to say all of these things? About wonders and life and confusion? What can I do to improve myself of these inadequate thoughts that describe this one word. Love. I can’t decide on how to take this. I hope that you can somehow figure it out because I know I can’t.
» Posted By Terra On 07.07.2011 @ 6:56 pm
moles make me think of marilyn monroe. and how gorgeous she was even with all the so called “imperfections”. she was plus sized, had a huge mole on her face, and had problems. but she was so beautiful. beautifully inspiring. someone i look up to.
» Posted By terra On 05.18.2011 @ 10:08 pm
Empty chairs at empty tables…and my friends are dead and gone…
I used to love that song. I always admired its expressive sadness. But now…after the incident in August…it hits too close to home.
Tears fall, unbidden. I try to hide them; I wipe them away and pretend they don’t exist.
» Posted By Terra On 02.25.2011 @ 1:51 pm
The flame rushed up and engulfed my house.
I stood outside, shaking, staring at it in wide-eyed horror. Everything was being swallowed by the flame. The giant, unstoppable flame, roaring and whipping about and swaying in the wind. Everything I owned was inside that house.
I saw the flames in my room. Nothing was the same anymore.
» Posted By Terra On 02.16.2011 @ 12:40 pm
The perfume dripped onto my fingers.
Lilac and lavender. The smell brought me back to the days of summer, the days of love and laughter…the days in which I was happy.
The day that all ended.
I was on a swing, playing with my friends. I swung up and down and up and down and felt the wind on my face. It was the best feeling in the world.
Then I fell.
» Posted By Terra On 02.08.2011 @ 9:05 pm
A pillar of doom.
Apparently, this one pillar held all the power in the galaxy. It glowed green – was that what the townspeople had based their assumption on? I didn’t know. But, anyway, he was supposed to take control of this pillar before the evil emperor did. Or something. He wasn’t quite sure. Why did they decide to put all their trust in him without even giving him a decent briefing?
» Posted By Terra On 02.06.2011 @ 4:17 pm
I dropped the pill into the glass of water and watched it slowly dissolve. A pink cloud formed around it and the pill became smaller and smaller as the pink lifted off and floated around it. I swallowed and braced myself for the taste. It was going to be unpleasant…
» Posted By Terra On 02.06.2011 @ 4:12 pm
My hands are covered in grease.
It feels good to get into the engine and take things apart, after so long. It’s been ages. It’s strange, but I love doing this. Taking them apart and putting them back together. Making them my own. Fixing, healing, solving problems. Examining it.
» Posted By Terra On 02.03.2011 @ 10:13 pm
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I sat in the room, eyes closed, drifting off, floating away, letting go of my mind, waiting, just waiting, for the light to come.
I was alone. Nobody was there. Nobody existed but me.
I felt tears form and drip down my nose.
» Posted By Terra On 02.01.2011 @ 4:03 pm