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Polo players. That’s what they’re called right? But I don’t know much about polo. Except that it’s a sport and I loathe sports. They suck out the fun in trying to shed calories while attempting to look fit.
» Posted By Ramona On 12.16.2014 @ 7:08 am
Polo is a sport. It’s a shirt. And a car. But my favourite is the word polo. Without thinking too much, it’s just a word. Simple and precise. Word. English is a cool language. Words can mean everything and nothing at the same time.
» Posted By Ramona On 12.16.2014 @ 7:02 am
play, disco-ball, sex, man, women, atraction, house, music, colors, crazy, dance, fun, love, free,
» Posted By Ramona On 01.22.2014 @ 3:27 am
and sometimes and maybe and sometimes it happens. I feel like time has been stolen from me. because here i am at 23 and Im still the same as when i was 16. i stole my own thunder. times stolen from me and now im aging and i still don’t feel like I’ve lived. an dim so beautiful. i am so beautiful and that will be stole from me one day.
» Posted By Ramona On 10.01.2013 @ 1:55 am
hunger. intinse burning hunger. How can I survive with nothing to sustain myself? I have nothing. I am nothing. In the eyes of my peers- of my government. Nothing.
» Posted By Ramona On 09.04.2012 @ 9:51 pm
it’s a nice word you use it when describing a certain area..or can refer to the layer of the earth, the o-zone. or maybe abstract things like friendzone
» Posted By ramona On 08.15.2012 @ 2:06 pm
The plane’s turbines began to spin and i clutched my mother’s hand. Flying for the first time at 16, terrified of heights, and tears nearly running down my face. Now this is what awkward coming of age stories are made of.
» Posted By Ramona On 07.09.2012 @ 7:21 pm
I had a pink racket once, I would take it everyday by my grandmothers pool. She would watch me try to hit a yellow ball over her 60 foot brown fence. One day, I finally managed to get the ball stuck in a tree. My grandmother wasn’t there.
I wonder where that pink racket went. Ill check my closet later.
» Posted By Ramona On 06.10.2012 @ 6:43 pm
Have i been bitten with this damn sickness of love-hopelessness.
I was blessed once to experience somethng so beautiful, but simultaneously something so dark. And now, when I watch things like titanic i’m stuck in a stupor of not knowing or believing in true love.
» Posted By Ramona On 04.12.2012 @ 1:12 am
I swear i lose it too often. other times i feel like it is utterly inaccessible. like apathy. but i want to be angry. feeling something is better than the dullness. like a shitty fucked up memory i so horribly discarded. i want to be normal again.
» Posted By Ramona On 03.26.2012 @ 1:48 am
i used to always love horses when i was young. back before i broke it all. actually no, i didnt break me, he did. and it did. back when i was young and i loved horses. damn it feels so strangely far.
to be fucking innocent like that. shit.
» Posted By ramona On 11.25.2011 @ 2:20 am
what does it mean that i dream about you?
ive known you for years how do quantify how i feel
if it is a feeling or not
god it was so cold last night
i need to learn to live with no regrets
fuck it was so cold i dont know how to take what i did
but wait how did you take it?
did you say somehting
» Posted By ramona On 11.13.2011 @ 11:56 am
Don’t be alarmed I fear we are falling back to ground.
I don’t get this feeling. It’s right and its good. It’s right and it’s good but its wrong
i wonder if I’ll ever feel the full force of it all again. but then, if i do, that means id feel the full force of the breakdown. so maybe this is fortune
» Posted By Ramona On 11.06.2011 @ 11:56 pm
I feel like i can’t really relate to this feeling. like i like you. you like me. but im off my game. why am i such a control freak like i have to set the tone and play my sexy little games to make you beg. but idk why, i get so giddy around you. and im not intimidated by you and yet here i am like this . fuck i like yuou. i want you ,.but i cant i feel like i cant right now. not
» Posted By ramona On 10.20.2011 @ 6:53 pm
its like im locked up in my cerebral castle again, walls way up high. youre a great guy, youre what id want. but we’re all fucked up a bit right now. and that kiss. its all i can think about. but i dont want to open again, i just cant. id want to , but i cant. and now i sit here lost.
» Posted By ramona On 10.19.2011 @ 7:13 pm
I sometimes feel ike i would trade this all away. just to feel fine again. but i need to remember. that this is for the best. i can be free to live my life now without any shackles. it will suck for a bit but in the long run this is what i wanted an needed. i just was blinded by my desire and fear. but i can fly now. this year please be good to me. life be good to me.
» Posted By ramona On 09.12.2011 @ 3:41 pm
I hate these hovering feelings. It’s been 3 months and i thought it’d all pass by now. but i need to remember. you can fuck around all you want now but one day you’ll want to settle down and you’ll realize that i was the best you ever had. but you were NEVER the best i ever had. whether you’re happy or not doesn’t change the fact that i deserve the best. And I’ll find it.
» Posted By ramona On 09.11.2011 @ 2:50 pm
tears. all I’ve know for the past 3 years is the bitter angst salt in my tears. and that’s all iv’e known today. that’s all I’ve known since June. since he gave up on me. and shattered my world. he was a bastard though. and yet i cant remember why i hate him . i cant feel it. god please make me be OK.
» Posted By ramona On 09.02.2011 @ 7:38 pm
I feel like i have so much to offer you. baby, i gave you everything and yet you still turned around and gave up on me even though you said you would never. and now i think ofyou with other girls. it kills me. nw i feel like i dont have anything to offer anyone. and if you can leave me everyone can. please god let me be better.
» Posted By ramona On 08.31.2011 @ 2:50 am
what do you mean you dont love me anymore? i dont even think thats possible. like how can you not love someone you were with for 3 years? i thnk you mean inlove. bc how can you not love me. love me.
» Posted By ramona On 06.22.2011 @ 1:01 am
it’s a place where you can eat with your friends, a place where you can stay in touch with almost every student from the university. it’s a place with so much fun
» Posted By Ramona On 05.26.2011 @ 1:31 pm
i feel so tempted to just talk to him. to go all out and idk flirt like crazy. but i dont think thatd work. not for me. i like things calm and he seems calm. but i mean how can i like someone so much when i hardly know them or are too timid to really interact. i wish he’d make a move. or alteast initiate talking to me. may be then id shine.
» Posted By ramona On 05.18.2011 @ 2:47 am
so ive never been one about internet and blogging and connections and an audfience. and then i make a tumblr. to journal my life but instead i repost photos and want followers. when did recording my thoguhts become about broadcasting my life. but then. whats wrong with being heard. and wanting that.
» Posted By ramona On 05.09.2011 @ 2:40 am
intersection is about people is about cars is about noise is about music intersextion implies a lot of feelings and senses
» Posted By ramona On 04.25.2011 @ 2:50 pm
i dont like feeling like a robot. like things are mechanical and forced. not organic. i love when things happen organically. but wiht kk i feel like a robot. idk i need to break out of this. is my own fault the fact that i admire her? damn. if anything i thought that would make things easier.
» Posted By ramona On 04.20.2011 @ 1:26 am
i wish i knew what this word meant really. obsolete makes me think empty and marginalized. i feel that way sometimes. but then again, what the fuck does this word mean anyways.
» Posted By ramona On 04.13.2011 @ 2:02 am
i dont understand why you dont have that thirst that i dol/ for living passionately. just having passion. passion. thats all i am. butyouidontunderstandyou. goddamnit why cant you want to and be sweet to me and feel a force in you for me the way i used to. the way you used to.
» Posted By ramona On 04.11.2011 @ 2:25 am
i want to feel connected in this crazy intense beautiful inspiring muay thai community. its kinda tough when youre the new kid and a baby fish in a big fucking pond where everyone else seems to already love each other. confidence is hard. but i want it and hopefully it will happen. i admire these people so i want to be one of them.
» Posted By ramona On 04.06.2011 @ 11:40 pm
what is my purpose here at school? in life. haha its funny how this would come up. all day ive been enjoying this beautiful campus talking to people about my future but its like fuck. i dont know one. i dont know what mine will be. whats my purpose here at ucla? whats my purpose with these studies and work. i just wanna live and travel and love and party. but thats not a purpose now is it?
» Posted By ramona On 03.31.2011 @ 5:27 pm
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I took executive authority this time. i made all the execuitve decisions that this time, finaly i wasnt going to live my life dragging my feet, i cam back from break ready to go and i feel amazing. so far knock on wood this is great i feel alive and active and i cant wait to see what i do with this. i hope it stays god i hope this stays.
» Posted By ramona On 03.29.2011 @ 5:14 pm