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I do not have kids of my own, but often times I find myself showing motherly instincts. As if their creeping out my veins, wanting to show long before I have my own children one day. I work with children throughout the day and spend much time with my niece so that could be good reason for why I am often feeling like a mother bear protecting her cub.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 12.03.2014 @ 4:09 pm
Toaster? I’m full of anticipation for a word to express my
feelings right now and you give me fucking toaster? I was so
inspired and so fucking ready because it’s been awhile since I’ve
written and I get fucking toaster. Fuck you, toaster’s
» Posted By Paige Noel On 11.14.2013 @ 1:40 pm
Things change. Everyday. You and I should stay. I want to keep you with me where ever I go, whatever I do. I want to be able to always turn to you. To share with you my deepest of secrets and to sate your every desire. Don’t let go. No matter how strong the storm is.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 12.19.2012 @ 1:37 pm
We’ll live where it’s warm. I’ll have you and you’ll have me. We’ll both cook dinner together and go dancing on the weekends and cuddle while watching the news. Life will be simple and beautiful.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 12.04.2012 @ 9:49 am
I wonder what you’d think of my inner most thoughts regarding you. My most evil of fantasies that eat me up everytime I think about them. Being a mere object in your life, easily replaced by one of those lovely girls who you call beautiful behind my back. So, where do I stand?
» Posted By Paige Noel On 12.02.2012 @ 5:37 pm
He never seemed to understand how I felt. That feeling of being undesirable. I’m never given full reason to feel such a way, but when I am it’s like being pushed head first into a pool. He’s seemed to cook this idea up that I’m comfortable with how things work between us and our friends. When the realization hits him, I want it to punch him hard in the face.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 12.01.2012 @ 7:29 pm
The autumn winds will blow, harder now than ever before. The ship will rock. Back and forth. But don’t worry. Everything will be okay. The ride might get bumpy, as long as you hold on tight.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 10.22.2012 @ 1:02 pm
I was higher than an airplane. You raised me so high. Clouds at my feet. Atmosphere thin. Your love thinned as well. The fall. So fast. It hurt my heart, hurt my head. Crashed. Burned. Just. Like. That.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 10.18.2012 @ 5:28 pm
You’re all I want. The flame that keeps me warm, brightens. The song that makes me want to sing along. You keep me stable, to hold the horses. Help me see things clearly. And I’m scared. Terrified of what could happen. You don’t always get what you want.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 08.14.2012 @ 7:22 pm
The rest of the world can’t help but grin.They’re floating on the surface. Eager for the climax.Young love grips the collars of the reckless. She knows this. That he won’t be one of her great losses. His electric kiss lights her world. And they continue to grin.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 07.31.2012 @ 7:57 am
I’m your puppet, but undeserving. Any minute you could cut the strings and the fall is huge. I can’t help but to be afraid. Living in this fear every day, that you’ll cut the strings and walk away.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 06.22.2012 @ 1:23 pm
Times like these make me feel like I need to have the same things everyone else has. Even when I don’t want these things, I feel like I should have them to be more accepted and liked. Getting a job would solve this, I’m sure but whether I’m good at anything or will be accepted to work at certain facilities. I should just be a stunt devil. Nothing like being poor and daring.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 05.26.2012 @ 12:50 pm
The way your hands felt on my ribs. That was all I needed to feel alright. My heart practically roared, like my neighbor’s dragster engine at 2 in the morning. I’d like to see you at 2 in the morning, holding me the way you do so I can feel that perfect feeling of being on cloud 10. Floating above the world and all my troubles. It’s just your touch.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 05.15.2012 @ 7:09 pm
I spend most of my time wondering lately. How the world works and why I’m here, mostly. Sometimes I ask myself why I don’t seem to succeed at anything, or why I do nice things and bad things happen in return. I’m not sure what I would do if I found out the answers to these questions though. Either I’d find out I’ll go places in life and I’m significant or I’d find out I’m just as unlikable as an insect.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 05.14.2012 @ 1:02 pm
It’s upright amazing how incredibly horrible people can make you feel about yourself. When you listen to every single word someone has to say but once you open your mouth to speak they so bluntly ignore every pathetic word that comes out of your stupid mouth, making you sit there and talk to yourself foolishly. It’s just amazing how ignorant and disgusting everyone can really be.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 05.05.2012 @ 10:45 am
Sunday morning. I want to be with you on this day. This very second I just want to see your face and hear the sound of your voice. The sweetest symphony, not bitter sweet either. It would be the greatest feeling, your arms holding me right now. So welcoming and warm on this cold, rainy day. So where are you? I want to be there.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 04.22.2012 @ 9:53 am
I can’t wait to see you next. My heart races, more then any horse jockey could handle. I just want to jump up and down as if I could jump all the way to the moon and scream. “She loves you yeah yeah yeah!” as if I were in a cheesy 80’s movie. It’s crazy how much someone can entice you. Seeing you, wanting to jump in your arms and kiss you. It’s crazy.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 04.14.2012 @ 2:40 pm
I’ve tried too many times but I guess I’m too willful. I wish I could be like other people and stay mad at you when you make me feel horrible. I wish I didn’t forgive you so easily. But really, I wish you’d just stop.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 04.05.2012 @ 1:10 pm
You’re holding me now. Bare bodied. My heart’s now a blaze. Like the cigarette in my hand. Your breathing is soft, comforting. Like rain pattering my bedroom window at night while the spring’s tulips bloom and blossom.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 04.01.2012 @ 12:38 pm
I carry these things. The hickeys on my collarbone, the necklace you gave me for Christmas, the wilting flowers on my nightstand. They’ve become my reminder of you, charms you’ve given me that I can’t help but look at and see your face. That’s all I need when you aren’t around.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 03.31.2012 @ 3:01 pm
It’s odd how things can happen. One minute everything is going great. The forest is calm, in peace. Then, it suddenly goes up in flames. In an instant everything is destroyed and torched because of one stupid action. How will we fix this now? is the only thing left to say.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 03.18.2012 @ 5:46 pm
I can’t seem to remember how this all began. Everything the same, every single day. Just a pattern, repeating infinitely. Maybe this is the result of living in a small town. Or perhaps it’s for everyone’s own comfort. All I know is, I want to break away from it all.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 03.15.2012 @ 7:01 pm
I remember a time when I could actually say I had myself a nice little crew. All my friends in one big group, everything perfect. Now all I ask is, what happened? Why aren’t we the same anymore? Nothing seems to last long.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 02.29.2012 @ 3:53 pm
Times like these, I find myself closing my eyes and regretting ever growing up. Because once you grow up, your entire perspective changes. You realize we are the generators of our problems, people lie and the world isn’t all good. That’s when you finally notice the people you thought you knew well aren’t anything like you imagined. Everything changes. With the blinds finally open, the light can be too strong to handle.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 02.28.2012 @ 2:39 pm
The beats drop low, dripping like an icicle, melting the walls. I grasp her cold hand tight, rushing into the chaos. Pushing away kids drunk with booze and excitement, we make it into the eye of the hurricane, beat taking over.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 02.07.2012 @ 6:46 pm
Sometimes I imagine life without you. Without your touch, your conversations, the happiness you bring and I can’t believe how horrible it would be. I can’t imagine how I would ever function without you, a constant person in my life, around. Although I get upset thinking like this, I do it a lot because it reminds me of what I love about how and how much I love you.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 01.30.2012 @ 5:19 pm
It’s simple. You jump threw hoops for the people you care about most, then they go and tell you a bunch of crap making you feel pathetic. It always happens, even if you don’t want to believe it.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 01.28.2012 @ 2:59 pm
“This is the sedative” the doctor said to me as she inserted a liquid to my iv. She told me to turn to my side, and I did. My head started ringing, my eyelids heavy. Gone, I was completely gone. It felt like a collar choking from the inside, “You’re okay, don’t worry” I heard multiple voices say.
‘I’m dead,’ I thought, ‘I’m dying.’
» Posted By Paige Noel On 01.26.2012 @ 3:11 pm
He just lay there, peaceful. By now we knew he was gone. Gone from us, gone forever. At this I jumped up, head throbbing and nauseous. All I wanted was a shower. I didn’t want to speak, it felt as if my jaw was held by a tight hinge anyways, I didn’t want to eat. I just wanted to hug him and apologize. Apologize for being so bad to him, for never giving him enough attention, for everything. “He was a good dog,” Ryan sad. He was.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 01.24.2012 @ 6:18 pm
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They yelled. They screamed. I didn’t care. All I wanted was adventure. Something more. somewhere new. With everyone below the influence and a whole night to explore, nothing was stopping us.
» Posted By Paige Noel On 01.17.2012 @ 3:32 pm