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sly

Slip away down the path of my love
is this enough
You need more than just me
broken and weathered
Step into the light you have earned
nothing is empty
without your fingers around my heart
drift into hell
where I reside with my blackened hate
another is better
You are the golden gift of life inside
I am nothing
Given to the one you have been
another you have
Emptyness reigns forever now
walk the ocean
farther and farther you slip
madness comes
the angel of death cannot have you
only me
time slips you further and further
into the grey
what will the sly angel say now?
Black dreams
the light consumes me as I scream
the bed empty
You’re gone forever without a sound
dreams cannot heal
the love you rended from me
Go away
I am nothing without you

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 06.02.2014 @ 11:49 pm

left

Left in the house alone
Blackness to overcome the empty
no sound is heard now
just me breathing in the stale air
the windows are closed and shuttered
keeping me within this parochial prison
why did she have to leave me?

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 04.28.2014 @ 9:54 pm

baffled

dream of nothing inside
why cannot i stay this way?
lost forever to everyone
it is only time that brings me
the pain lost inside forever
why do you want to open it
the can of a man baffled
lost into his own soul
of dreamy heartless wonder

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 10.21.2013 @ 12:22 am

aboard

the day she came
into the soul
of my beginning
where did i go
now into the heart
of a man lost forever
aboard the wave of life
i cannot abide anymore
the path is too long
until she smiles again
the nightmare of our existence
lightened in the mire of the pain
will she see what it means
the gift she has given
to one so lost for so long
i just wish i was enough
to make her see what
she can more than be
I am her guardian now
dare the one that hurt her
come near me asshole
you will see what hell feels like
look there she is again
keeping me here
the nightmares lost while she is
the blackness abated for now
her own pain a red ribbon
that i will untie one day
until she is aboard the same life
the blackness I will lose each time
the memory of what I am not
and what she will be lingers
standing there blocking out the real
love lost between two forever
i cannot have another
someone will love her
but will she let them
i cannot see that far
the clouds are forming now
the greyness satisfying
my aching soul for today
she will keep me here
as i sleep my life away
aboard the dream of nowhere

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 10.07.2013 @ 11:12 pm

stolen

wake me when my heart feels
again lost in the path of dreams
where will it lead this broken man
nothing could be worse than now

moments of lucid beginnings
stolen from the soul of need
dream again without me you say
nothing else i have to give away

walk the path for me again
my eyes are blind in the rain
where will this lead my pain?
Black is here again, with me

I will walk again when I wake
over and over i will succumb
to the memories of a stolen child
no one wanted after that day

Will you walk or run away?
The vision opens again
the boy becomes the hated
the heart lost in the dream

of another day stolen from him
will you still be here when he wakes?
to see the blackness eaten away
by the love that resides within

my heart is the dream you want to see
the red a constant love of life
you are still here? why? I…
Words stolen into the night of my soul

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 09.30.2013 @ 11:12 pm

indecision

time takes its toll on one man
walking down the bridge of life
which way will i go to find that one
tell me now does my heart linger?
within your soul of more than one

moments taken into the will of the need
you are here inside the golden beams
light shining in a violet haze of dreams
why cannot just say what is inside
looking across the other side wondering

steps taken lightly into the realm of hate
one does not tread here the way i do
too much taken, too much pain
will you see me for what I am now?
The arrogance a mask of indecision

One last look, one last time, one more step
farther away from what I once was
there you are on the other side
white violet intensity seething through
pain taken into the fold of the secrets

Turn away, look inside its me
I need you more than words permit
the white hood of isolation falls away
the bridge has been crossed as I fall
Into arms meant for me?

Secrets lost into indecisions of hope
Will you take them now?
Can you see my heart?
Beating time away
into your soul

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 08.18.2013 @ 1:34 am

flat

today was the dream coming true
the flat desert endless until i returned
this land of hell that bore me into it
what hell will you render me into

step after step, day after day of nothing
where are you? why now? me?
there it is, home, nothing is here now
i am just a grey bear of what I was

the hollow sounds echo against my heart
his voice is full in my deaf ears
screaming at my stupidity
leaving him behind
why

I cannot think anymore
the love behind a door
one the world did abhor
i am lost as i have lost
all of them now
except one
Son

Help me see more
give me your hand
i cannot walk
the pain
too much
go

they will not find me
across the sea
son go now
they are
here

blackness comes now
have I done enough
for one life
I must
go

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 02.13.2013 @ 2:45 pm

features

broad and short
there he is taking my eye
wherever he walks
love unbound
they fall into a smile
only my eyes can see
i love him too you know
his features a mystery
to any other but me

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 01.31.2013 @ 11:38 pm

size

he touches me inside the world
my heart makes just for him
taking away the pain and turmoil
his fingers love in the cavity
words meaningless to the mind
souls twisted imperitive to love
why must i be imprisned here?
as he flies away to another land

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 01.15.2013 @ 11:11 pm

placed

sitting on shelf
collecting dust
forever lost forgotten
unheard unfelt unwanted
what is this dream now?
creeping across the waves

placed far away to find the love
inside the layers of dust
the heart flutters again
rendering two into one
after years of not feeling
beginnings of love

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 01.03.2013 @ 5:47 pm

five

facets of life
Taken into one
Five from two
where will we be
I have loved, lost
Given, taken, hated
where do I go now?
Alone in the world

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 12.17.2012 @ 6:14 pm

due

Now its imperative
The life we lead
Into the madness
Of the days before
Nights stolen in hell
Love forbidden in two
Making their way across
Hearts entwined forever
The love growing deeper
Needing to see the other
Due for the caresses
The simple looks of want
needing to see the other
Reaching out fingers find
Intertwined love of two
Turned from the hell
That the world can be
Lips locked across hearts
Stealing the moments
This life gives two now
Reaching farther into hearts
Of pure lustful bliss
Two turn into one soul
Complete after all this time
Life is complete as one

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 12.17.2012 @ 12:02 am

object

the object of my affection
sitting across the room
looking away at the sky
not knowing i stare openly
i am here and he is far away
dreaming of someone else
can i sit and cry at the stars
knowing he will never see me
loving him with my sad eyes
he the object of all the attention
seeing them all and ignoring mine
a heart without love is not a heart
his is there glimpses rendered immortal
i walk away letting them take his hands
silently i grieve my solitary existence
step by step leading to the object of hate

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 12.03.2012 @ 12:55 am

past

Past
What a horrid word
reminders of the pain
you standing in the rain
slipping into the void

future
do I really have one?
dream of life anew
infinate drops of dew
simple words of hope

Present
Tell me which path
Forsaken for the one
I dream of your sun
Heart look that way

Time
Eclipsing them all
Forward we want to be
You standing with me
Love eternal in two

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.29.2012 @ 1:21 am

soon

another day closer
reaching out to my heart
i will see you soon
months apart without
taken by an evil
left to die alone
you were there
always waiting
hoping i would be
walking back in
life too short for two
i cannot remember
your voice, your words
seeping into my heart
i am alive because of you
carried me you did
into the bleak of death
surpassing its grasp
my heart is yours forever
as two reunite in sun
soon is not enough
for we must be now
together, forever
a circle bound
into the life we have
walk with me
love of a whole
never given too soon

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.26.2012 @ 3:04 am

library

books and books
more books
i must fill it all up
my brain does not have enough
words to write this
simple lines of nothing
taken in out of context
meaningless without it
the apple the all the end
it knows them all
seeing through the lies
searching for the ideas
that will bring the things forth
into the truth of the existence
of those that came before
the end is now
lock myself away
emptiness i choose
to give to the next
that he may find me
here waiting for him
so i may find them
three that have let me live
into the end of days
seal the entrance son
my time here has come

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.24.2012 @ 1:04 pm

hall

twist the knife in deeper
scamper away to the light
seeing another fall away
into the dawn of a day
tripping the way i am
he cannot see me now
resting on the knarled bow
turn around twist the fate
turned into precious hate
i cannot abide the rain
bloody in your vein
turn to the blade of end
your life unto me I rend
spirit of one and all
slipping down the hall
i stand again walking
see you i am stalking
in love of the light
he has given sight
into the end of me
his blood you see

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.22.2012 @ 4:01 am

mention

the words left his lips
no mention of my name
how could this be
i love him more than…
my own being
why is he going far away
my soul my life my heart
all contained in one man
i have caused him such pain
dream take me away again

he walks faster farther away
i can only watch him go
the world says we cannot
love one another
life torn apart for compliance
else we face such violence
his footfalls fade his voice in me
seeping my soul into nothing

the tears fall down faster now
knowing i will never hear him
laughing in the morning dawn
as he lays in my arms again
why is love such a damn sin?
i cannot know where to begin
No woman can make me happy
just another man denied
love that is overwhelming
for i am another man

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.18.2012 @ 10:23 pm

institutions

locked away inside
no way out again
sun is gone
taken away from me
privileges revoked
i hate the dark
light find me again
why must you keep me
here in this gray hell
time passes slowly
forgotten i have been
stolen into the mire
mind free me from pain
one day i will walk again
free to feel what is mine
he will come for me
i must not die alone
his heart is taken
still I linger within him
just one more day
nothing will be free
except me as the night
falls into the blackness
delusioned into thinking
someone loved me
why isn’t he here now
help me help me
i don’t want to die
i just want to see
once more his eyes
pure golden heaven
running freely from the hate
two worlds collided inside
his heart buried deep in pain
i see it now guiding me
for he is here now
arms i have missed
love never lost in me
this institution of death
he has taken me from
she whispers in my ear
the hope my life brings
his heart is complete
three meant to be one
his soul fragile underneath
we must watch him now
as i fall away blackness
the key turns again
she will hold him still
the son lost too soon
betrayal by one man
our lives forfeit to hell
he stands again alone
but one left beside him
is it enough to go on
i can only hope he stands
above them all giving more
his heart broken into agonal pieces
blood flowing to the ground
he rises from the slaughter
as i am flying away to the next
his heart i will hold forever
wrapped in the safety of my love

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.16.2012 @ 11:44 pm

draw

Lines given to the artist
to find the direction into one
leaving the picture intact
feelings stretched into a whole
draw another into something real
emotions in a stroke
taking one away from the soul
driving to the place of peace
look underneath now
convergence of layers
seeping in and out
do you see them all now?

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.12.2012 @ 2:08 am

major

i love you
my all
my angel
my being
my one
my life
three mere words
all i need
you here
standing with me
forever
seeing you
gives me life
to go forward
standing in black
receiving my major
life begins again
you walk by
my all
my angel
my being
my one
my life
I love you

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.07.2012 @ 11:11 pm

ground

keeping me in one place
you have done nothing less
a piece tossed away
stepped on over and over
you bent over, picking me off the ground
searching for someone else
yet here you are standing beside me
perfection in your simple love
turn around i did that day
as you showed me the way

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.05.2012 @ 5:48 pm

interest

no one is interested in me anymore
i walk around this castle wondering
will it last forever?after I am gone
taking the history to another page
the quill scribbles faster hearing me
linger over the words i want to leave behind
another will follow in another generation
will he find what i intend him to find?
i cannot stand another moment
my body is waning into nothing
will his interest wane when he finds me?

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.03.2012 @ 8:53 pm

steps

one after another following life
dreams ignored for what is
what must be in this shortness?
follow me and you will perish
my heart knows so truly this pain
overcoming its sinful disdain
still I find you next to me
fingers wrapped around mine
Steps taken together in love
falling into the heart I lost
you have opened me once again

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 11.01.2012 @ 2:57 pm

bury

I killed you today
takiing the pain away forever
leaving the love you have to give
open your heart let it fly free
bury the pain you have for the other
why must you keep it coming back to me?
the words are meaningless in your soul
drifting on the sands of where we were

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 10.16.2012 @ 1:06 am

vote

choices made on a particular day that many say do not matter.
how can this be when many are more than one?
life is not determined by the randomness of the day
choice becomes one with life when made effectively
how can I pick just one to vote for?

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 10.01.2012 @ 1:45 am

hundred

kills into the night of nights dreams in the night of hope lives lost into the mire blood rains down upon the hundreds gathered around the noose of the three taken from the one in a hundred soul that is left behind to clean up the messes made

» Posted By Olcsealgaire On 09.29.2012 @ 1:10 am

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