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stir

When I see him next week it will be the first time in months. I feel a stirring in my gut.

I’ve missed you, I think. Have you missed me?

Now the blush is creeping to my hairline. Oh great. Even if I didn’t say the words out loud, he will still hear them loud and clear. But he can’t know. He can never know because it’s just not the same anymore.

» Posted By nymeria On 12.15.2012 @ 6:11 pm

tasting

When I hear ‘tasting’ I always think of something vaguely erotic. Like tasting a kiss. I’d like to taste your kiss. I’m in no mood for poetry today.
Or subtlety.
Is that going to scare you off?

» Posted By Nymeria On 05.07.2012 @ 5:59 pm

earring

my earring ripped. This is a lame word. All I can think about is that some gay men I know wear earrings and I can’t… because it ripped so badly I need to get stitches before I get it re-pierced. worth it? I think not.
I feel a bit of a grump today.
Owch.

» Posted By Nymeria On 04.16.2012 @ 3:18 pm

charms

He had a lot of charm. Charms. Charming.
He’s very charming.
I wonder if it’s real charm, or just fake. Like the charms you get to put on a friendship bracelet when you’re little. But they turn out to cheap plastic and break around the same time as the friendship falls apart.
Real charm?
Or plastic?

» Posted By Nymeria On 04.01.2012 @ 8:42 am

centerpiece

It’s difficult to find a centerpiece to my life. I know what it should be, but the battle over what I want it to be is unending. Sometimes you have to choose what’s best in the long run, I suppose.

» Posted By Nymeria On 12.04.2011 @ 1:03 pm

orchestra

When I listen to orchestra music it always seems to rise and fall, then intensify with whatever my activity is. It’s so awesome. Listen to orchestra music when you’re cooking and your kitchen will be very messy! :)

» Posted By Nymeria On 11.14.2011 @ 6:09 pm

positively

I am without a doubt, one hundred percent, positively dying to get out of this house and away from all the people in it! Shoot me now. Or send me a magic carpet, either works.

» Posted By Nymeria On 11.10.2011 @ 4:17 pm

sacrifice

I sacrificed my friends and my whole life to go far away to start anew. All because I loved you, and I thought you were going to start loving me too. But instead you left me in a strange place, alone and destitute. Then you whisper “I am not abandoning you.” Bullshit.

» Posted By Nymeria On 10.29.2011 @ 4:36 pm

compassion

So many people have had compassion for me, I should be grateful. Richard did. I think of him often now, which is strange considering he was such a small part of my life for such a short time. I was so young then. I feel as if I have aged forty years.

» Posted By Nymeria On 10.13.2011 @ 3:41 pm

elastic

My heart used to be elastic, fit itself to whoever crossed my path. Now it is made of concrete, strong and solid and will not open up. Never will it loosen up.

» Posted By Nymeria On 08.11.2011 @ 4:16 am

canvas

my life is an empty canvas after he disappeared. I used to be a person, I used to think and feel, but everything I built myself around collapsed when he turned out to be an illusion. Now I am nothing, an empty canvas, free to be anything in this world… lost.

» Posted By Nymeria On 08.07.2011 @ 3:14 pm

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