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resident

I am a resident of the hotel of love-
And you are the one who gave me lease;
I cannot leave
It’s too addicting
You’re always around
And i’m always surrounded
I’m never alone
even if sometimes I feel alone
But I know you’re there
Not too far away.
It’s a rollercoaster of emotions
Trying to upkeep
And keep it all glued together
But I know,
That It’ll work out
I never want to leave.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.27.2017 @ 9:36 am

antennae

All I hear anymore is a faint ringing-
It haunts my brain
It Haunts my soul, and inner being
Anxiety-
I can’t stop picking up signals
It’s overwhelming
but you,
You’re right there in front on me
A memory
Or so it feels like
But you’re real
Standing tall
With arms wide open-
You tell me things are going to be okay;
As you say i look apprehensive
You console me
and slowly-
Very slowly the anxiety is dissapating
Very slowly, the ringing is leaving my body
Thank you for being mine.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.25.2017 @ 10:18 am

almost

I almost had you-
Things couldn’t have been more perfect
then you had to go and FUCK it up
I told you not to
I can’t force you to want me
and I am going to have to get over you.
it’ll take time
because I am so bitter towards you.
because you chose someone else over me
which makes me feel inferior
and small
and unworthy
terrible
sad
and upset
my spirit broke
even though we spent a short time together.
I thought it was worth a million lifetimes.
Happy holidays you sack of shit.
I hope you enjoy it with the one you care about
I know it won’t make any difference to you that you hurt me.
you’ll still be smiling, laughing, kissing, loving
don’t worry, you’ll see the mistake you made eventually-
because I AM worth it
all those fuckers that broke my heart will see the mistake they made
when they’re 10 years down the road as miserable as anything.
realizing that they could’ve had it all.
I don’t deserve heartache, no one does.
cheers, douchebags.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 12.25.2016 @ 9:54 am

loading

Why in the FUCK do I always do this to myself-
My mind is always thinking about shit, which makes me do dumb things.
Like chase boys around for no reason,
I’m so lonely all the time
Where did this come from?
What the hell happened-
Always incomplete thoughts are what are in my head. They never seem to finish themselves..
Fear and Loading-
Those are my emotions lately-
I have no idea what is going to happen, but now that there are feelings involved on both parties- Yikes..
I hate how I am sometimes..

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 11.21.2016 @ 4:32 pm

burning

today,
I saw you in the mirror-
and it brought back memories
dear god i’ve missed you.
I can’t believe you’re here!
How’d you sneak in?
i sit down in front of the mirror,
and hold my hand out-
you reach out
and put yours into mine
that feeling, in the pit of my stomach
i have butterflies.
i saw you, in the mirror
then blinked, and saw me.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.22.2016 @ 8:45 pm

darkness

You may not be able to see-
But I can,
Right through the blackness
take my hand
i’ll lead you
and you can follow
if you can
just be still
listen, breathe and feel the darkness
It’s not so bad, is it?

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.09.2016 @ 2:35 pm

cloak

You cannot see me
you cannot see yourself
we cannot see each other
we’re hiding where its safe and sound
don’t cry darling, we will not be found
just close your eyes, and breathe
see what you want to see
the lights are off
we can go anywhere you want to, just tell me where
take my hand, i’ll show you how easy it is to escape
look where we are now.
they will never be able to find us here
it is safe and we are warm and happy
it’s okay to smile.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 02.06.2016 @ 11:09 am

bunch

All these noises
All these sights
They are all better with you by my side
All these emotions
All these feelings
They are all better when I’m feeling them with you
Our adventures will take us places
To places that only people dream of
Our time will come
Let’s not worry about it, my dear
Let’s enjoy what we get to hear
Let’s enjoy what we get to see
Side by side
Let’s enjoy what we get to feel
Let’s enjoy what we have
Side by side.
And no one will ever be able to take away our memories.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.19.2016 @ 3:30 pm

acted

I can’t think right now
Everyone around
they’re all just blurs
moving at a million miles an hour
and i’m a snail
in a huge world. they’re all giants
it’s all an act
I know this.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 09.16.2015 @ 3:18 pm

perspective

60 seconds isn’t long enough
To talk and tell you about what’s in my mind
About what wheels are turning
And what
Could possibly
Be surrounding me
And how it’s effecting my thoughts
Is it really my perspective?
Or is it
The rest of the world
Forcing their outlooks on life
Upon me.
I suppose neither of us will ever really know.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 08.02.2015 @ 7:58 pm

slip

I still think of you,
every now and then
About how you almost ruined my life,
And how I almost let you.
My will almost made me drop to your feet.
I was almost weak,
And I almost let you take my mind from me.
You weren’t even in my life, but for a short moment.
You tried to take everything from me..
my weak mind let you, but my soul kept strong..
and here you are…again.
trying to crawl back into my brain..
But I won’t let you this time.
You will not take my happiness from me again
I refuse to let you waste anymore of my time.
How? you ask?
by forgiveness..
I will find the power to forgive you..
And you will set me free.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.04.2014 @ 1:22 pm

stapled

Cold.
I’m so cold.
From head to toe.
I try to move-
my brain tells me so,
“you will die if you stay here”
yet-
My body will not move.
Struggling,
I rip free.
from the ground
Red.
The color red
oozes out.
You save me
you put me back together.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 07.24.2013 @ 9:30 pm

intent

These words,
that cross over into your brain
are all intentionally put here
for one reason
to explain how I feel
And who I am-
The truth?
Ha, but of course
that’s all I could ever imagine telling you.
And here it is:
I’m a Hopeless Romantic.
I’m a sucker for love movies,
The only thing that ever crosses my mind,
Love.
I think my knight in shining armor is close though,
very close.
I feel him-
He’s on his way to save me.
And when I see his face,
I won’t be able to do anything
but smile.
I’ll never let him go.
And we’ll be intertwined, and undiscovered
our bodies will be the only thing we see and feel.
we’ll be in each others’ company.
And nothing else will matter.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 07.03.2013 @ 7:59 pm

shells

Shells, Shells-
everywhere
but not one to take home
All different
yet all the same
Something like humans.
Something like us-
you and I
We connect
we found each other
somehow
ended up in the same part
of the same world
and, my love
Its unbelievable.
and now that I met you
I can’t live without you..
Here we are
together
love once again
has taken over my life.
You have somehow managed you way into it also.
A strong exoskeleton,
unstoppable.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.19.2013 @ 10:47 pm

fools

we are fools,
To think that we could possibly last-
We’re so different.
you like this,
I like that
you want to
and I don’t
No one wants to see us together,
and yet?
we are.
And it’s one of the utmost greatest things that has ever happened to me.
you care for me.
You have so much love.
And you give so much love.
Why do I feel so empty?
ah, a work in progress…
You’re trying to fix my heart.
I hate everything that I just wrote.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 06.09.2013 @ 5:58 pm

delve

I have no idea what this is.
I have no idea what I’m feeling.
Love and pain..
But let me tell you, my sweet baby-
Being human is beautiful,,
Because even in pain-
We have the ability to find all things lovely.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 05.28.2013 @ 9:57 am

planter

You’ve planted something-
Inside of me.
It lives,
feels,
eats,
and breathes.
You were the creator;
well, helped anyway.
And because of that;
I live,
feel,
eat ,
breathe,
and-
Love.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.24.2013 @ 3:34 pm

You’ve created something-
Inside of me.
It lives,
feels,
eats,
and breathes.
You were the creator;
well, helped anyway.
And because of that;
I live,
feel,
eat ,
breathe,
and-
Love.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.24.2013 @ 3:33 pm

magenta

STOP.
my eyes slowly move up from the ground,
you approach me.
in the calmest manner.
my face turns the reddest shade of purple.
you soul engulfs me.
and mine meets yours half way.
LOVE.
it eats away at me,
everyday of my life,
I cannot seem to get the thought out of my head.
EVER.
It haunts me.
I wake up to it.
I like to say that every single being of the opposite sex,
is my soul mate.
and my brain forces me to.
BELIEVE.
I search every square inch for love,
LITERALLY.
just the sweet dreams my mind takes me away to;
using my body and the feeling of love being there.
surrounding me and that one other soul-
ADDICTING.
I need more.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.21.2013 @ 9:52 pm

leverage

There is something-
that lives inside me,
that lifts me;
when I’ve fallen so hard.
It picks me up.
and-
takes me away,
In the most calm and easy way-
any human could possibly imagine!
floating!
happiness surrounds me!
And who would’ve guessed-
this could happen to me?!!?
FLOATING!
I AM FLOATING, MY LOVE!
CAN YOU SEE ME?
HEY!
IT WON’T STOP!
HELLO!
I’M GOING TO FAR UP-
I CANNOT STOP
hello…
can anyone hear me-
all I see is white..
and dark; all at the same time.
where’d you go?
where’d life go?
Alas,
I am alone.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.16.2013 @ 11:08 am

attracted

Freak out-
my mind and body shuts down.
I can’t move,
my feet will not move.
When I first saw you,
I fell in love-
And you smiled,
Because you knew.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 04.13.2013 @ 6:22 pm

beware

Judge me if you must.
but I?
I can do almost anything;
I can figure out almost everything.
I’m not a fucking idiot.
I am human,
I can create problems, or solve them;
almost instantly.
for you or others,
I have no preference.
I can move mountains for you,
Or drop them on your balls..
the choice is yours.
I will stay strong.
I am strong.
No being will ruin my life.
Ever again.
just because you’re unhappy with yourself
doesn’t mean I have to be as well-
Fuck you..
Having a dick makes you a male,
not a man.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.20.2013 @ 10:45 pm

director

It’s been so long-
since i’ve seen your face.
and that’s all I can think about-
center stage.
just you,
and a single beam of light.
you’re skin glowing;
that’s all I see,
you.
and only you.
with nothing,
but the biggest smile on your face
oh, joy
how I love being human,
and being allowed to feel.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 03.12.2013 @ 2:18 pm

choose

My whole world is changing-
right before my eyes.
and yet,
you’re still here.
I feel like crying, though
every time you’re away.
I’m so hooked.
I cannot get enough.
and yet, I feel like its all going to end soon..
everything is way too perfect.
Nothing this good could possibly happen to me.
I’m not worth it.
this lump,
in my throat,
makes it crazy hard for me to swallow.
my heart races at a million miles a SECOND.
Christ, I love you .
way more than you could possibly imagine.
you are absolutely the unhealthiest thing for me.
every time my phone lights up,
i get butterflies in my stomach…
i want to tell you how i feel.
i just need to know that you feel the same way.
i desperately need to know.
i can already see it,
my world without you,
and i’d be crushed.
i hope you’re the one.
I love you so fucking much.
please choose to stay.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.17.2013 @ 7:21 pm

experience

There is without a doubt,
a huge pit.
in the centre of my stomach.
and its eating me whole.
god damn.
it hurts.
I couldn’t sleep.
correction, I can’t sleep
because of it.
it feels like a black whole.
concern and worry take over my facial expressions.
its hard to swallow,
with this lump in my stomach.
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST-
why do I feel like this?!
i don’t want to be around anyone.
I think it might be time to distance myself,
and disappear for a while.
I’m sorry.
hopefully i’m still good enough for you.
my temper cannot be helped.
my head falls heavy.
i’ve lost all hope.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 01.06.2013 @ 10:16 am

procedure

Just another day;
in the life of me-
same shit,
different toilet.
typical.
go figure.
shocker.
wake up.
go to work.
come home.
go to sleep;
but not tonight,
on the night of christmas eve,
i opened all my presents.
by myself;
i was supposed to wait…
like everyone else.
naughty.
haahahhh!
oh well.
as of right now;
its just me and my dog,
keeping each others company,
at least i have the lovely pleasure-
of saying i never sleep alone.
thanks to my faithful companion.
happy whatever doesn’t offend you holiday.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 12.24.2012 @ 11:49 pm

measured

my love for you,
cannot be measured.
I’d do anything
and when i say anything,
I literally mean anything
for you
and all i ask for in return
is faith
in me
please give me strength
help me get through the tough parts
of life
give me a shoulder when i cry
make me feel better
please don’t abuse my love for you
I wouldn’t be able to take it
oh, heartache
how I hate you
you make me smile
and make everything better
all the time
i tend to freak out
simply because i’m so attached
don’t go
you give me chills
all the way through my spine
when you tell me you love me
when you laugh at my lousy jokes
i get giddy
i cannot stand the fact
of the thought
of you being with someone else
i’ll kill them.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 11.14.2012 @ 8:35 pm

draw

my mind is blank-
i can’t think
nerves fill my insides
they warm them
i’m scared
will i lose you?
i feel something strange in the air
you’re…
different
i’d die without you
don’t leave.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 11.11.2012 @ 8:26 pm

mass

you have something about you
a very large something
and guess what?
It fills me up-
the whole me
all of my insides
all the room
what could this one thing be that I have?
you ask yourself
I’m not special,
oh dear, but you are
and its rather addicting
its your love
and I love your love.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 10.09.2012 @ 10:39 am

various

various substances,
i’e tried them.
Nothing, and I mean nothing-
has helped, or worked
or fucking anything.
To rid of the thought of you in my brain.
eating at my cell walls
Just get the fuck out of my mind
Go the fuck away.
Nothing has worked.
So instead, I’ll try a different method.
You have 10 seconds to figure it out,
because-
10 seconds is all it takes.
10 seconds is all I need.

» Posted By Mi Chiamano Alex On 10.03.2012 @ 7:47 pm

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