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I was in the kitchen, my parents at work. I was suppose to go to school, but I slept in. As usual. I decided to grab my stuff. There was a book on the kitchen counter. I was curious, so I crept over there. I peered over to see the title. ‘Forklift.’ “What?” I said out loud. I grabbed the book and put it in my bag.

» Posted By Mai On 07.25.2017 @ 4:56 pm


I feel disturbed because I hate coffee and I hate waiting for others, I miss writing because I did not write since ages, I miss thinking and feeling the coziness of the world, I’m so disturbed I miss myself and I couldn’t say enough, I feel disturbed and hopeless.

» Posted By Mai On 09.01.2015 @ 1:33 am


There was severe damage to the car. It was a terrible accident. Well no one got killed but I felt like shit for ruining my dad’s car. I was about to get in so much trouble. The entire front bumper was taken out and the windshield was smashed. At least I had just run it into a tree… but still, it was hard to look at the positives in that moment.

» Posted By mai On 05.14.2014 @ 3:48 pm


For years, though I outwardly judged people of faith as being weak, I secretly held on tightly to a belief that before I was born, my esoteric self chose this specific life to be born to, live through and ultimately serve my purpose within. Without this firm belief, I would have given up and committed suicide so well that I would’ve stayed dead; never returning to this life of immeasurable pain.

» Posted By Mai On 12.08.2013 @ 3:26 am


I like to rest my head on my husband’s and vice versa

» Posted By mai On 05.15.2013 @ 8:01 am


i love it because i’m growing to all my life to be mum and grandma, and still loving for all my life, with my children, and my beautiful doughters, and my husband, and i kil him because i want his money

» Posted By mai On 02.08.2013 @ 8:03 pm


The silence is deafening. My ever turning mind can’t take the break. It echos between my ears, as loud as a train passing by outside. The hum of negative sound keeps me awake night after night until its dawn. It whirs in my ears till my brain takes off once more.

» Posted By Mai On 01.18.2013 @ 10:09 pm


I didn’t choose this life; though I tell myself I did every day I’m alive. It keeps me moving forward–thinking I have a lesson to learn and a greater purpose to fulfill. But I’m not sure that I do–or if I’m even on the right path. Every day I want to give up. Every day it aches to survive. But every day I remind myself I chose this life, these circumstances, these trials and endless tormented nights… that I had a choice of what schools to go through this time around. Then I remind myself I have too much invested to just drop out. And I push forward another day.

» Posted By Mai On 01.17.2013 @ 1:57 pm


warm and hot. a fire at the beach at night. with shining stars shining bright at me. maybe granpa is one of them. i bet he is smiling, if he is. cats don’t smile, like the on in Alice in wonderland. that’s a good movie. i never saw it in the cinema, but i once saw it at home with Anne, i think. it is weird with Anne cause we have kinda grown apart. but we still got our humor, and when we will go in gymnasium together i hope it will be fine, or it will be really weird. cause we have never went to the same class before.

» Posted By Mai On 12.25.2012 @ 11:24 am


things that went by with the wind on a summer day… things gone and lost in the corners of one’s memories. Things that may come back but never be the same.

» Posted By Mai On 11.29.2012 @ 6:54 am


Blindess. Utter and complete blindness. All is dark. I have fallen into this dark pit where all I can do is wait…alone.
…I can feel it, the cold paws of fear gripping my chest…slowly, painfully…it wont be long before I loose the last thing I can call my own: my mind.

» Posted By Mai On 09.15.2012 @ 2:02 pm


Whether she liked it or not…she was alone…and maybe it was time she did something about it. Why? Cause for once in her life she wanted change, she wanted action…she just WANTED.

» Posted By Mai On 09.05.2012 @ 4:25 pm


texts make or break your mood….you can get a text that makes u float or a text that brings you back to reality the hard way,they’re overrated if you are a male and crucial if you are a female…all it takes is that tiny alert that you got one for you to smile or for you to be dreadfully apprehensive

» Posted By mai On 08.10.2012 @ 7:45 pm


dare to dream. to be confident in who you are. to be the person you were meant to be however scary it seems. dare to find love and let love find you wherever you may be. dare to live instead of just existing.

» Posted By mai On 08.05.2012 @ 4:52 pm


I saw a racket one day, and my oh my was it beautiful. Too bad I had no idea that it was a racket that would be my downfall, a racket would make me lose everything, my boyfriend, my best friend, and my family. A damn racket was the sole cause of me losing everything about my life. It wasn’t fair, but i had to deal with it anyway. Life sucks.
I was sitting under a tree in the park, waiting for him to show up, but i was waiting for an hour already, so naturally, I figured he was a cheating scumbag who was too busy sleeping with his mistress to remember little ol’ me.

» Posted By Mai On 06.10.2012 @ 11:18 pm

I saw a racket one day, and my oh my was it beautiful. Too bad I had no idea that it was a racket that would be my downfall, a racket would make me lose everything, my boyfriend, my best friend, and my family. A damn racket was the sole cause of me losing everything about my life. It wasn’t fair, but i had to deal with it anyway. Life sucks.

» Posted By Mai On 06.10.2012 @ 11:16 pm


is interesting. But I wonder if aesexual people feel it – biologically aesexual that is, not orientation-wise. I mean… If you’ve got both, a penis and a vagina, which one will get aroused? Hmm.. I guess it depends which one is more developed. Oh well =P

» Posted By Mai On 06.28.2011 @ 5:33 am


I thought I’d never experience love. But I did.
I thought I’d never lose it. But I did.
And I wonder why.

» Posted By mai On 06.18.2011 @ 6:03 am


Burning, red, hot, liquid. Burning, death. Energy, life, wealth, plenitude. For every side there is another, infinite possibilities.

» Posted By Mai On 04.15.2011 @ 9:10 pm


the time we layed in the field together? it seemed infinite. at least the memory of it is…

» Posted By mai On 02.01.2009 @ 11:21 pm


As i was running all i could think about was getting as far away as possible and before i knew it i was stuck facing a corner. It was dark and all i knew was that it was over.

» Posted By Mai On 09.12.2009 @ 7:11 pm


mayosha need for true love and for true life without tracking

» Posted By mai On 04.22.2009 @ 5:48 am


see spot run. see spot fall. see spot… become nothing at all.

you’re fading slowly away like those dots that appear behind eyelids when you rub them too hard.

» Posted By mai On 01.15.2010 @ 8:22 am

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