Comments Posted By Madison Hite

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painter

He was a painter. She was a writer. Can I make it any more obvious? I was owned an expensive Avril Lavigne painting then I hit my early teens and was embarrassed of it and gave it away- now I wish I had it back.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 08.23.2016 @ 2:59 am

chips

Corn chips. Comfort. The crunch is addicting and seems to relieve my anxiety attacks. I don’t want to lean on corn chips. Crunch.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 08.21.2016 @ 3:00 am

locked

I don’t want to be locked in my own head. It’s time to be set free. Jesus Christ has saved me. Now I can breathe. Regards, M

» Posted By Madison Hite On 08.16.2016 @ 11:55 pm

ingredients

All of the ingredients and props I needed to make this spell powerful enough to be effective, were now in my possession. Justice, at last. See you at your funeral

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.27.2014 @ 1:27 am

truth

i don’t know why i still think about you and i’m tired of thinking about you i don’t even think i know you

my anxiety is through the roof and the truth is i don’t even know why I’m still here like i just want to leave and i want this feeling to go away

» Posted By Madison Hite On 03.19.2013 @ 1:25 am

systems

Fuck the systems. I wanna be able to sit around and hang out with people naked. What’s so sexual about a naked body anyway? I don’t get it.

I just don’t want to feel this way about my body or myself anymore.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 02.01.2013 @ 11:33 pm

master

My best friend, my father, my master, my savior. I love you more than anything in the world. Thank you for being here for me. You don’t understand how happy you make me and how much I enjoy talking to you and knowing you’re there. Okay, you definitely do, you know everything, but regardless, you are MY everything. I love you so much.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 01.11.2013 @ 4:22 am

barrel

Cracker Barrel rules and I’m sort of saddened that I don’t even type creative sentences anymore. I think it’s clear that I’m getting progressively stupid every day.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 01.02.2013 @ 2:51 am

now

Things are coming together now.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.26.2012 @ 6:33 pm

game

This is all just a stupid game, sort of.

Different levels of problems and obstacles to get through. And sometimes it doesn’t seem like the game is even worth playing, but when it comes down to it, it is.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.18.2012 @ 9:32 pm

five

In five years, I wonder where I’ll be. If I’ll even still be alive. Who I have had the opportunity to meet and maybe even grow close to.

I can’t even imagine, really.

That’s crazy to think about.

I mean, five whole years is like…a lot. I’ve thought about one year or maybe even two, but five… I’d be what, 21? Okay, maybe that’s not as bad as I thought.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.17.2012 @ 11:57 pm

living

So many others out there are oh so tired of living. It’s strange to think that I may have glanced and//or smiled, or… even completely ignored someone that can’t handle being alive any longer. That hate who they’re surrounded with and plan on taking their lives if there isn’t a change soon. I want to help them and let them know that they’re not alone.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.14.2012 @ 9:46 pm

patient

I think maybe that I’m sort of patient when it comes to certain things… I don’t necessarily get angry while waiting in lines for things. At the same time, I don’t really get angry ever… I don’t even know.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.13.2012 @ 11:11 pm

determined

I’m just not as determined as I used to be. On one subject, that is true, but when it comes to me wanting to travel, dance, and simply help people, I am VERY determined. I’m willing to give up and do whatever I have to to make those things happen and I’m really glad that I have this type of mindset. I don’t understand people who waste their lives working. It’s just all a waste.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.12.2012 @ 11:40 pm

methods

I know your methods. You’re not sneaky. I’m not like that. I just wanna sit here and put on a movie and ACTUALLY watch the movie. I wanna be able to take off my pants off and just hang out. I don’t ever wanna wear pants again.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.09.2012 @ 11:52 pm

both

All of the things I hate so much that comes along with a relationship… wouldn’t feel so bad if it were with you. I will always both love you and miss you, but I’ve got to move on.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 12.03.2012 @ 5:21 pm

late

It was too late to go back, I knew that. But I just hated this feeling more than anything. I’m tired of having to deal with all of this. I wish he was here. I miss him so much. I can’t go through with this alone. It’s too much… all of this.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.22.2012 @ 9:12 pm

hall

The hallway seemed as though it went on forever. I kept walking and walking and walking and walking and walking. Waiting for something interesting, someone interesting, anything interesting… but nothing.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.21.2012 @ 11:48 pm

thought

I thought I could lay here forever. Then, I realized, if I truly wanted that, and it came true, I would be alone for the rest of my life. Sometimes I think that might be best. Other times, not so much. I don’t really know what to think anymore.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.18.2012 @ 4:59 am

institutions

I feel like I need to be put into one of those institutions for mentally disabled people. I need help. I need healing. This anxiety is taking over my life and I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want this feeling to go away.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.17.2012 @ 12:39 am

employees

The employees were all very polite and respectful, which made me happy. It was nice to feel appreciated. To smile at someone and they ACTUALLY smile back. I don’t think they would ever know how much that meant to me.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.15.2012 @ 10:56 pm

draw

I like to draw, but I’m not very good at it. I draw well whenever I don’t intend to. For example, if you look back in most of my math journals, there’s definitely some pretty quality sketches next to an Algebra equation that I forgot existed about 2 weeks after I finished learning it. Funny how things work.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.12.2012 @ 1:12 am

spent

I spent so much time on the internet, I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if it didn’t exist. The internet has molded me into the person I am today. And if I do say so myself, it’s done a pretty awesome job. Tis true that most of my studying completely went down the drain as soon as I began my fascination with all of these electronics, but I’ve met so many wonderful people. That’s really important compared to what school I get into… Right?

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.11.2012 @ 2:19 am

use

I used pills and alcohol to get my mind off of somewhat important things like school and such. Also, the internet. Without any of this, I don’t know how I would have gotten through everything, which, ya know, is pretty sad.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.04.2012 @ 10:06 pm

interest

I’m interested in a lot of things that people around here don’t seem that…into to. But the things I like are wonderful. I like a lot of things.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 11.04.2012 @ 1:02 am

teeth

Brushing your teeth is kind of a personal thing. It’s like… it’s a relationship between you and your teeth, or you and the toothbrush. If you were too lazy to get up that day and brush them is something only you know. And it’s the type of thing that you would never tell anyone else, even if you didn’t do it.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 10.22.2012 @ 1:37 am

breath

My breath was visible in the cold air. I loved it here. It was nice… I liked being with my family at a place I adore so much, regardless of all of the arguing.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 09.28.2012 @ 6:05 am

binding

The binding was completely screwed up. The pages were torn. This book had been completely destroyed. That’s what most people would think, but to me, it was more than that. This book had gone through so much with me. Helped me in more ways than I could ever imagine.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 09.10.2012 @ 10:13 pm

dehydrated

I was so incredibly dehydrated, I couldn’t even take three steps without feeling like I was about to pass out. It seemed so simple, drink some damn water, ya know? It doesn’t take a genius to figure that one out, but I guess I’d just been so focused on doing…everything else I do, (blogging, watching Netflix, fangirling over fictional characters, etc.), that it just never came to mind.

» Posted By Madison Hite On 09.01.2012 @ 1:22 am

chain

I grabbed the key chain off of my mom’s keys. It was just too adorable to bare… I mean, come on, she knows Disney is my thing. Also, sparkles. DISNEY AND SPARKLES. That’s it, I’ve definitely gotta take this one from her because nfjkanfkjsnfajknfjksn

» Posted By Madison Hite On 08.26.2012 @ 2:39 am

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