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Today I experienced the terror of being numb. The complete and utter loneliness and heartbreak of not being able to feel anything at all. I was afraid of myself.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 09.23.2012 @ 11:42 pm


I remember a couple of summers ago, the summer we always say is our favorite, we were on our friends bed wresting and messing around like we always do when you bit me. I started laughing when you said. “The movies have it wrong, Jacob is the vampire.” It was the stupidest thing you’ve ever said but it made me laugh so hard and it’s one of my favorite memories of us.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 04.12.2012 @ 9:54 am


Trying to stay professional around you is impossible. We are two young kids playing in the sandbox when we’re together. We don’t take anything seriously and I love it. We are silly, funny, hilarious, and you don’t have a care in the world.

But I have to get this work done so leave.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 03.06.2012 @ 7:29 am


We grew up in different parts of town. I’m the rebel, the one who steals nail polish, smokes weed and drinks until she can’t remember her name. You’re the good boy, upstanding citizen, and all. And yet we’re best friends. You’re the yin to my yang, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 03.04.2012 @ 1:14 pm


My mood is bleak.

That is all.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.25.2010 @ 6:31 pm


I’m under your damn spell. No matter what I do to try to shake myself out of it, I keep falling, every time I look into those eyes of yours. I can never stay mad, I can never be upset, you make me too happy, you understand me too much. I just wish you were mine.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.20.2010 @ 6:54 pm


You sprung up with delight at the sight of the homemade cake I was bringing to you. It was nothing special, just some flour, eggs, milk, and icing. It’s okay though. It was from me to you, and that’s all that matters.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.15.2010 @ 8:42 pm


We agreed on kettle corn popcorn. But of course you had to try something new and different when you went to the store. You just needed caramel corn. Caramel? Really? I love you, but I can not eat your caramel popcorn.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.10.2010 @ 9:51 pm


Oh lord. Those nights of sitting outside, card table and bottle of whiskey in front of us. Laughing at nothing, talking till the sun came up. Throwing secrets down alongside our cards. Those nights, those nights are the ones I’m going to remember.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.08.2010 @ 8:17 pm


You told me you were on a mission. “A mission to what?” I asked. You smiled, and replied, “A mission to your heart.” I laughed, smacked you in the arm and said “Cheesy bastard.”

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.06.2010 @ 2:49 pm


I’m at a cross roads. I am standing there. My heart is beating faster faster faster. It almost leaps out of my chest. How can I love you so much? I didn’t think it was possible. But you will hurt me. They always do and I cant bare to lose you. You mean so much to me but it hurts being around you when I know you don’t feel the same way. So what do I do? Do I stay and suffer or walk away? I am at a cross roads.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.04.2010 @ 7:49 pm


Those beautiful white picket fences. We always wanted one, always craved for that lifestyle. But that’s not you is it? Of course not. You’d rather fly than perch.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.04.2010 @ 10:37 am


My sister is a nun. I’ve always called her a nun. She doesn’t cuss, she doesn’t drink, she doesn’t smoke. She is a nun. She’s perfect, I’m not. She’s the good child, I’m the rebel. I hate her, yet I don’t. It’s hard to hate a nun.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 08.01.2010 @ 7:19 pm


We ran miles and miles upon miles. The road never ending. My heart and head were heavy. The end was not in sight. I cried, and cried. Why couldn’t I stop crying? I’m not a crier. I only cry when I run, when I sprint, when I attempt to fly.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 07.30.2010 @ 6:29 pm


You’re near. I can feel you, almost taste you. You’re here, I know you are…but where? I need you so much closer, I need you here, I need you now. Where did you go? Why has it taken you so long to come back? I need you here, I need you near.

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 07.30.2010 @ 12:50 am


We did it darling. The running, the screaming, the fighting. We made it. Fly, darling. Spread those gorgeous wings of yours, go on, I know you can. We made it this far, now why don’t you jump?

» Posted By Kendyl Raye On 07.29.2010 @ 10:18 am

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