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She seldom thought of herself in terms of endearment, and yet as she stared at her reflection in the grand mirror in front of her, she found it difficult not to. Her face looked soft, and yet severe. A small smile played on her lips, contrasted by her high cheek bones and angry eyes. She looked powerful with her shoulders pushed back, and her hair tied away from her face. And instead of thinking of herself as an insignificant being, she saw herself as unstoppable.
» Posted By Ender On 09.14.2013 @ 8:01 am
Manifest Destiny. That’s what they always taught us about in history class. I remember seeing this painting of a lady in a white robe, beckoning towards the West. “Go West, young man.” What was so great about the West, anyway? I guess anything had to be better than the Northeast.
» Posted By Ender On 07.04.2013 @ 7:19 pm
She thinks often about killing herself. She’ll be cleaning off tables at work and she imagines sliding a gun gently between her lips and pulling the trigger. She imagines the fantastic spray and her sagging limbs thereafter. She imagines a delicate blade pulling deep thick lines across her wrists, and watching her heart pump her dry. She imagines exploding lights before her eyes after finishing all of her prescribed pills at once. She knows she’ll never experience these imaginings first hand; but she thinks of them often.
» Posted By Ender On 12.22.2012 @ 9:01 pm
It was then that she was always at her most scattered. Her thoughts thrown across the room like cheap confetti, her emotions laid out like a drying towel. She had no chance to hide that which she always hoped to hold in for when left alone with them, she was scattered.
» Posted By Ender On 12.21.2012 @ 1:02 pm
And I could never mention these thoughts to any of the people around me. Because while I told them I had missed them, and smiled as I said I was happy to be back, it was a facade. My mind was consumed with dread as I faced the reality that I was back. And this was my routine. And I was stuck in it. And it wasn’t changing anytime soon.
» Posted By Ender On 11.18.2012 @ 7:27 pm
They were always off by themselves. And no-one ever questioned, or stared, or wondered why this was so; for it had been since they were young that they remained alone. And so by themselves they stayed. With no-one else to disturb the tranquility they found in each-other.
» Posted By Ender On 11.08.2012 @ 4:59 pm
The boat rocked back and forth, sloshing around the contents of my stomach in a fashion similar to that of the waves all around us. I lurched forward and laid down clutching my stomach. I mustn’t vomit. We had no idea how long it would be until we were found. This was keeping me alive, this evil bile that sent me to my knees.
» Posted By Ender On 10.22.2012 @ 4:47 pm
walk about. aimlessly drifting looking for who knows what. a better place to be.
» Posted By ender On 03.15.2011 @ 9:29 am
trained to kill
to extend my will
who is weak
never wanted to
but you do what you gotta do
to ensure that
to fight again
» Posted By Ender On 02.25.2009 @ 6:07 pm
i think metallic
squished up against
your eyelids and
drifting out your
» Posted By Ender On 04.09.2009 @ 10:43 pm
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i am not thinking. just writing something. this is waht i’ve been told. unless the market is going down the less the talking makes it better to chat. beautiful is the color of roses as well as the tobiases. With some pushing daisies we can manage to win this war
» Posted By ender On 05.20.2008 @ 6:10 am