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bourbon

Too much, way too much in my younger years….Jack Daniels…..such a status symbol in the younger crowd to be able to hold your liquor, until the new DUI laws went into place. Who, me? Keep up with the laws? Sheesh! I could barely focus on my next step, due to my lifelong brain fog – they used to call it “airhead”, let alone figure out a plan for life that kept me safe, and others as well…..and what was I to do with all that social anxiety and emotional damage from my childhood/adolescence for which no counselor or therapist had ever given me constructive guidance about how to deal with it on my own, especially the preverbal stuff and stuff from the womb…..

» Posted By Beverly On 01.09.2014 @ 2:04 pm

wheat

Wheat is healthy. It grows in the ground. Fields of it are pretty. Wheat is hearty and delicious. It is also a beautiful color.

» Posted By Beverly On 03.29.2013 @ 3:39 pm

half

Half of a person. Half of a whole, that was what you were to me. Half of a life. Half of a dream. Half of a want. Half of the journey. Half full or half not. Half something you might want. Half. Half. Half.

» Posted By Beverly On 08.21.2012 @ 8:41 pm

bland

boring, no taste, quiet, not colorful, a foggy cold day,

» Posted By Beverly On 01.10.2012 @ 1:40 pm

suppose

I suppose I could do that—I suppose that means u don’t really have any desire to….

» Posted By Beverly On 10.03.2011 @ 8:31 pm

half

The half of me is my life mate, completing what I began at birth, restoring and fulfilling dreams together we complete a purpose and work towards a future. I am half of this team.

» Posted By Beverly On 09.30.2011 @ 2:14 am

thread

Thread. That string used to sew up holes in clothes. The twine the holds things together. Thread is not just a material, its something that connects us to each other, something that is needed to exist.

» Posted By Beverly On 08.15.2011 @ 6:46 pm

wanted

I wanted more out of life than simply going to mars to colonize. I wanted to travel outside the solar system, but no, the career guidance3 director claimed that my profile indicates I am not suited to travel out of the solar system, too high of a boredom factor, too low on slef sufficiency. SO what, I said, so what if i need an ever renewing supply of books to read, so what is I need to be around people sometimes. I think it’s skewed to have all but one crew member in hypersleep during long space voyages, why not 2 people awake to keep each other company? Why not personality profile them to make sure they are supremely compatible on the congress compatibility scale?? Hmm?? Why not, but the career director showed me the transport tube, shoved me in it and pressed my room number into it, preventing me from having the last word. S0 here I am stuck on Mars, growing marijuana plants for the med clinic.

» Posted By beverly On 03.18.2011 @ 7:30 pm

edition

I’ve never drawn such a blank before in my entire life… I keep thinking of the many editions of the dictionary or the revised and expanded edition of The Canadian Style Guide. What am I thinking?

» Posted By Beverly On 01.16.2011 @ 8:20 am

notice

I finally got him to notice, but noticing me was not enough. I want him to want me. Want him to need me. But he doesn’t share the same need for me, so we stay friends. All we’re doing is hiding behind a charade. It makes my head hurt.

» Posted By Beverly On 01.02.2011 @ 11:16 am

wishing

I’m wishing I could have a better life, but then again, who isn’t? I wish my mother wasn’t sick, I wish I hadn’t taken a year off, I wish I have a happy new year, and most of all I’m wishing I find him soon.

» Posted By Beverly On 12.29.2010 @ 4:41 pm

alter

I think a lot of people fear being left at the alter. I’m not one of those people for I fear I’ll never make it to an alter in the first place. I want to be married to an amazing guy who will love me, but I just can’t see it happening. Not because I don’t want to or anything, it’s just I don’t seem to have much luck with the men.

» Posted By Beverly On 12.23.2010 @ 4:09 pm

paperclips

I have a large collection of paperclips next to my computer. I don’t collect them like some collect stamps or spoons. I was given most of them years ago from a friend of my mothers. She had them all attached to one another and I thought it was fun to un-attach them. Now they sit and wait to be used.

» Posted By Beverly On 12.22.2010 @ 11:21 am

rejection

I’ve already spoken of my fear of rejection. Whether it be rejected from a boy, a job interview, or even my parents, it hurts every way you look at it. One day I’ll learn to get over it.

» Posted By Beverly On 12.22.2010 @ 9:11 am

Why are we so afraid of rejection? When people ask me what I am afraid of I am ashamed to tell them I’m deathly afraid of rejection, of being alone. But why? It’s not like I am the only one. I think it’s because to admit we fear rejection, a natural occurrence in life, we admit defeat in a way.

» Posted By Beverly On 12.21.2010 @ 5:47 pm

I’m afraid of rejection so much it hinders me from what I really want. Love, attention, affection, a relationship on more than a “just friend” level. I don’t know how one gets over rejection. How does one learn to live without the fear of rejection in their life?

» Posted By Beverly On 12.21.2010 @ 5:31 pm

grapes

Grapes can be purple and smooth and sour and gross and soggy and old and raisins and wine and good for you and everything under the sun. They do not make good baseballs, basketballs, hats, glass eyeballs, jackets, boogers, or friends.

» Posted By beverly On 01.17.2009 @ 7:52 pm

scarf

knitted, long, short, fabric, colorful, neck, fringed, shear, dressy, warm,

» Posted By Beverly On 01.01.1970 @ 12:00 am

anxiety

oh this is worry and fear and fretting – this is a sorrow and a fright – oh that it would not rest on my shoulders, that it would not shadow me, that my children would not feel this near them. I must release my cares and my frets and not let them control me, i must find peace!!!

» Posted By beverly On 09.07.2009 @ 8:36 pm

suspend

I wish I was suspended in air! How free I would feel! Have you ever had your licence suspended? Why is it that some words are so easy to describe and write about and others like this one that seems really hard?? If my kids were

» Posted By Beverly On 11.17.2008 @ 3:07 pm

cone

All three of my kids had cone-shaped heads…talk about a long labor, huh, lol! I love icecream cones. The best kind of cones are from marble slab, the waffle cones dipped in white chocolate. I hate those cones on the highway…do you know how many I have hit??

» Posted By Beverly On 05.06.2008 @ 8:34 am

level

Lets get on the same level, shall we?? In order for a marriage/relationship to work, both partners need to be on the same level. A home on a foundation that is not level will eventually fall. I remember in school, working with a level was one of my favorite things to do. I love to watch my dad building things and working w/ levels.

» Posted By Beverly On 05.06.2008 @ 7:29 am

explore

Dora the Explorer likes to explore. Have you ever asked your significant other to explore your innermost being? I would love to go exploring in a cave. Do you like to explore? To explore means to gain more knowledge.

» Posted By Beverly On 05.02.2008 @ 8:10 am

listen

I will listen to what others wiser than myself have to say. I always expect my children to listen to me, however that doesn’t always happen. I try very hard to listen to the small still voice of God but sometimes its not so small, is it?? Have you ever listened to a baby laugh so hard that you started crying??

» Posted By Beverly On 05.01.2008 @ 11:20 am

acting

I have no clue what is acting? some people know how to act very well does it come naturally? or is it through years and years of training? no clue what to write now what do I write

» Posted By Beverly On 11.14.2009 @ 5:17 am

hooked

I am hooked on you. like hooked on phonics. that was a commicerial from like ten years ago. AH, I dont know what to say about the word hooked.

» Posted By beverly On 01.20.2010 @ 11:32 am

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