Comments Posted By Azure

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bargain

I only buy bargains, but I expect the quality of a full price. I want perfect for less. I want to feel full at half the price. I’m living with half the emotional support that I need because I am unwilling to splurge.

» Posted By Azure On 11.28.2014 @ 8:06 pm

ingredients

I wish I had all the ingredients to make myself sane again. To make myself feel like I were on the ground. I feel uprooted. How do I bake myself roots. Where is the recipe?

» Posted By Azure On 11.26.2014 @ 9:15 pm

withered

This will not wither. In a way I see him as a lamb, a lion, a trickster who could stand to be more disciplined, focused, and confident in his natural gifts, which are as potent as the shadows that play across his bottom lip. And he’s my drug of choice whenever he chooses to arm himself with determination and purpose.

» Posted By Azure On 03.10.2013 @ 6:06 pm

trial

Hands sweating and heart beating Hermione watch in horror as they dragged Jamie out for trial. Jamie didn’t speak. He didn’t answer their questions. He plead innocent (he was innocent), but he didn’t speak. He didn’t defend himself.

He was declared guilty for the murder of three student and was dragged away to a fate worse than death, all to protect the real culprit.

And still, he did not speak.

» Posted By Azure On 09.22.2012 @ 9:27 am

fractures

Fractures are like half assed breaks. Fractures in a relationship can be far more painful than a break, because each chip eats away at both parties, yet neither person wants to break the bone. But the fractures never heal, and the relationship shatters.

» Posted By Azure On 06.21.2012 @ 11:19 am

mayor

I am the mayor of my town, population one. If I can’t control my own town, how could I possibly invited someone in to share it with me? My town needs a disaster relief fund.

» Posted By Azure On 06.16.2012 @ 10:33 am

upright

Her undying righteousness made her seem more upright than the average person. But in reality, she had a hunch in her posture, which no one noticed.

» Posted By Azure On 05.05.2012 @ 4:33 am

puddle

I cried for so long, that my life was a puddle and I was drowning in it. Running after my future, trying to catch up. I tripped and fell, my tears drowning me in the way an unconscious person can drown in a puddle.

» Posted By Azure On 04.10.2012 @ 4:38 pm

hood

Hoods can never hide enough of yourself as you want them to.

» Posted By Azure On 04.05.2012 @ 9:32 am

blaze

“I will blaze until I find my time and place. I will be fearless, sure during modesty and grace. I will not disappear without a trace.” from Little Women. Stuck in my head. Diva song.

» Posted By Azure On 04.01.2012 @ 6:04 pm

charms

The charms on my charm bracelet hold the memories of failed friendships. I bought a matching charm with all of my friends, and the only thing left of a wonderful era is a piece of lead on a faux silver chain.

» Posted By Azure On 03.31.2012 @ 4:38 pm

rainy

I can write forever about the rain. Rainy days are completely comforting. I’m a firm believer in Sarah kay’s quote ” rain will wash away everything if you let it.” when my life is too much to handle, I’ll strip down to my bones and veins and heart and let the rain wash my veins and cleanse the buildup of doubt. My soul gets so heavy sometimes, and only rain will sufficiently clean me up.

» Posted By Azure On 03.30.2012 @ 8:56 pm

capture

Capture a fleeting thought by writing it down. I’m trying, I really am, but sometimes if I write things down, it realizes things that I can’t seem to face. I try to capture the essence of my life as it is now, but my hands can’t seem to grasp it.

» Posted By Azure On 03.28.2012 @ 6:34 pm

lilies

I think lillies are overrated flowers in literature. They’re used in a ridiculous amount of books as symbols, and yeah I get it they’re beautiful. Pick a different flower guys. There are far more interesting ones.

» Posted By Azure On 01.08.2012 @ 4:04 pm

dessert

Dessert never gave me the same satisfaction as i did all the other kids. It was too sweet, too saccharine. I think that’s why I didn’t like my childhood. Everyone was too sweet and happy, and I saw all of the reasons not to be.

» Posted By Azure On 12.28.2011 @ 9:40 am

clamp

clamp. pmalc. I have nothing to say about clamps, except that they are used to close things. Sometimes that is useful, but I think the world needs less clamps, because we all need to be a little more open.

» Posted By Azure On 12.24.2011 @ 6:48 pm

fireplace

My fireplace has never been used. Just like the majority of functional things in my house. We have an entire room of pretty things that have never been used. A couch that’s never been sat on, and my favorite blanket which has never been snuggled. I tried to use it as a child, and my mom sent me to my room without dinner. That’s when it first hit me that I was an item in that room, and that I’m just meant to be pretty, but never touched.

» Posted By Azure On 12.23.2011 @ 2:20 pm

hurry

“Hurry!” She called behind her, but no one was there. She could have sworn she was with someone, but once again her imagination had gotten ahead of her, and she’s left alone calling out to someone who doesn’t exist.

» Posted By Azure On 12.22.2011 @ 1:23 pm

dusk

As it was approaching dusk, I started to feel a wave of melancholy pass over our conversation. These conversations used to last hours, from day until night. Now, we were left grasping for any type of conversation we could find. Time moves in mysterious ways.

» Posted By Azure On 12.20.2011 @ 2:40 pm

view

The view’s great from up here. I can see absolutely everything from an outsider’s perspective. I see my regrets and why they’re silly. I see my irrational reactions. I see my most embarrassing moments, and how they don’t matter. I see how unreasonably unhappy I was, and I see how there are so many bigger reasons to let myself be happy.

» Posted By Azure On 12.09.2011 @ 12:59 pm

deserve

I deserve this. All of it. I deserve all of the happiness that has been filtering though my life, because I am a good person. I have lived for three years with only fleeting happiness and now it’s finally here to say. I just need to remember that I deserve all of this. Every. Single. Second.

» Posted By Azure On 12.05.2011 @ 3:38 pm

centerpiece

Centerpieces are irrelevant. I never understood them, because you can not put a centerpiece on a table, and no one misses it. So why put it there in the first place. Unnecessary.

» Posted By Azure On 12.04.2011 @ 5:21 pm

stable

I hate it when people say emotionally stable or unstable. The reality is, we’re all unstable because if a gust of awfulness comes our way, we’re all going to fall apart. The real term should be based on if you’re capable of building yourself up from the wreckage.

» Posted By Azure On 12.02.2011 @ 8:47 pm

slouch

This word reminds me of the Princess Diaries when Julia Andrews says, “We do not slouch like this.” Then she does this ridiculous walk and it’s hilarious because it’s Julie Andrews.

» Posted By Azure On 12.01.2011 @ 2:25 pm

anywhere

Anywhere but here. Anywhere but here. Here is where I am, and anywhere is where i need to be.

» Posted By Azure On 11.30.2011 @ 4:38 pm

skyline

I love drawing city skylines. I could draw them forever, because I feel like I’m creating hundreds of lives that are intertwined at the tip of my pen. Buildings are really very ugly, but when the sun sets and all you see is a shadow, skylines are absolutely breathtaking.

» Posted By Azure On 11.29.2011 @ 1:38 pm

dim

I dim the lights, I think about you. Spent sleepless nights to think about you. You said you loved me, or were you just being kind? Or am I losing my mind?

-“Losing My Mind” from Follies

» Posted By Azure On 11.28.2011 @ 12:50 pm

marble

Marble cake reminds me of myself. Everything about me is in back and white. I imagine my life as a black and white movie. I love or hate everything, and if there’s any gray or unclarity, my life falls to pieces. That’s what you are to me. The gray of my life, blurring all of my edges, and ruining my marble cake. But you know what? Everything still tastes good blended together.

» Posted By Azure On 11.27.2011 @ 7:14 pm

laughter

Her laughter echoed as if we were in the Grand Canyon. I could play her laughter on repeat, and it would easily be the most played song on my iPod. Her laughter is a euphony.

» Posted By Azure On 11.21.2011 @ 1:14 pm

rules

I live my life by a set of rules. A set of rules I have created to get the reaction I want from the people I want. I realized lately that my rules are causing my anxiety disorder, and I’m eating myself alive for every bit of control I can fathom. I need to let go.

» Posted By Azure On 11.20.2011 @ 5:54 pm

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