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Watching him walk
Away from his arms
A lost love
A lost life
It’s too dark to go on
I miss you
And I don’t want to be alone
And I scream
And wish for you to come back
» Posted By AnnieB On 04.10.2014 @ 9:38 pm
I had always known that my genetics weren’t good. I got the mousy brown hair, eyes too big for my face, and a habit of being overweight and not being able to fix it no matter how much I tried. I didn’t know that my genetics were so bad that I was bound to be sick most of my life, and that I would struggle to have kids, and when I did, they would be stuck in nearly the same boat as me.
» Posted By AnnieB On 10.24.2013 @ 9:25 pm
He was all that had ever made me happy. Just three minutes earlier, I had told him that I wished I had time to just slow down and enjoy the moment, to which he replied I had plenty of time. Feeling his hand in mine, I took a deep breath and my world was perfect. Watching him drive away, my world shattered to pieces
» Posted By AnnieB On 05.27.2013 @ 8:10 am
I spilled my thoughts, no regard as to what all I was saying. he had asked me a simple question, but the kind look in his eyes made me want to talk. The way he asked, and the way he looked at me as it all came out, I knew that he was willing to listen and that IO could tus him not to say anything to anyone else. I told him everything I was thinking and feeling,and when I stopped talking, I felt better, but nothing changed between us.
» Posted By AnnieB On 05.26.2013 @ 9:28 am
I slowly came back to this stratosphere, the crash feeling like it was going to kill me. I had never been so happy in my life, or felt so free. I wanted to go back to that other place, this place was not the one for me. Now that I knew how to get what I wanted, I was addicted, forever, and I never wanted to change it, or him.
» Posted By AnnieB On 05.25.2013 @ 8:32 am
He didn’t have a lot of credibility. We all knew that he didn’t belong there, and that the fight was his fault. Yet, when the police wanted to question him, I came to his defense. His credibility went up with my story, and I knew that I had just changed my life forever.
» Posted By AnnieB On 05.04.2013 @ 6:20 pm
Watching the small animal burrow back into the ground, I wondered what it would be like to live life like that. If every time something remotely larger than me came near, I felt the need to burrow away, hide until I felt safe again. To put myself in a life of dark solitude because I was to afraid to come out and say hello to what could be the nicest thing I encounter in my entire existence.
» Posted By AnnieB On 04.21.2013 @ 9:05 am
Looking over the cliffs, I knew I was where I wanted to be. His arm was around me, gentle but firm. The sun was setting far off over the cliffs, and the wind was blowing. We had been here most of the day, and while we were tired from walking, I was reluctant to leave the solitude of his arm and the open space.
» Posted By AnnieB On 04.20.2013 @ 10:54 am
Math class, geometry. I am in that this year. I wish I could pay attention and actually do good in the class, but there is one guy in there who keeps me from doing that. Geometry really isn’t that hard when you can look at the front of the room and see the board, not just slate grey eyes. Not just a smile that is ever present. Wish geometry could help me figure out how to deal with this.
» Posted By AnnieB On 04.14.2013 @ 9:02 pm
Standing in the kitchen, I was getting bored. I had been there for three hours, making dinner for the family. I was done with main meal and working on desert when my husband got home. He worked all day, then went to the gym. Since I knew he would be wearing nothing important, I kept my back turned put grabbed a hand full flour. I waited for him to be just two feet from me and turned, quickly tossing it, then grabbing the entire bag and dodging away from him. Two handfuls later, he got the bag from me. Our goofy moment resulted in a big mess to clean up, and me lacking flour to make desert.
» Posted By AnnieB On 04.06.2013 @ 8:41 pm
I wasn’t sure that he was listening. I said his name, and said it again. There was no response, and when I glanced at him I saw that he had fallen asleep. My words stuck in my throat as I thought of all the other times I had found him to not be listening. All the conversations I tried to have, things I wanted to say and to talk about. That was when I knew that I had to leave, and with him still asleep, happy in his own world, I packed my bags and finally listened to my own heart.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.24.2013 @ 5:14 pm
In my mind, there was a think brick wall. I had built it years ago, a shield from all the situations I had been put in, or put myself in. I had been hurt too many times. Then eh came along and broke my wall, brick by brick, building a pathway to my heart. Him and I were connected, and this time, I just knew that my wall wasn’t needed, that things would be alright.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.22.2013 @ 9:17 pm
I was on an entirely new terrain. I wasn’t sure where to step or what to say. I had never been to this place before, never been in this situation with these feelings flying around inside of me. Time seemed to slow down and speed up all at the same time, and when he reached out and touched my face, I knew that I would be just fine on this terrain, I knew where to go from there.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.09.2013 @ 9:31 pm
I was getting all the signals, and I wanted to take them. But I was scared. He meant so much to me…I didn’t want to risk hurting anything. Every time he looked at me, though, there was something more inside the look. And when he winked and licked his lips, when he laughed and joked with me, told me stories of his life. I had the signals, I just refused to take them, and now it is too late.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.06.2013 @ 1:56 pm
This child was a weakling, with many things yet to learn. I was unimpressed, curious as to if I was that pathetic so many years ago. My fellow marchers had the same vision and thoughts, and all we wanted to do was yell at the kid. I decided, in a split second, that I was going to be nice to the kid, because I saw myself standing there, being laughed at and put down, and I saw myself pulling through and becoming what and who I am now. This weakling was not going to be weak for long, and I was going to ensure it.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.03.2013 @ 10:09 pm
I wasn’t trying to instill anything negative, I was just telling the truth. A question was asked, and I was going to give an answer. I knew that later I would regret it, and that more than likely, I would be in trouble, but in the moment, I didn’t care. All I cared about was telling the truth, the straight truth.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.02.2013 @ 10:05 pm
When the man looked me in the eyes, a new feeling conjured itself inside of me. I had never felt it, and it was nearly indescribable. I think that the best way to describe it is like I was floating, above the rest of the world. His look held so much emotion and pain, so much love that I couldn’t breathe, my mind nearly shut down. I was over took by a desire to hug the man, take away the hurt and gently kiss his cheek, allowing him to know that it would be alright, the world wasn’t going to end. A simple look conjured all that, and to this day, without his knowledge, I am still in love with that man.
» Posted By AnnieB On 03.02.2013 @ 11:12 am
I have only been in two caves. Once I went very deep and look at the stalactite and feeling the running water, enjoying the darkness in the shadows that could harbor a multitude of oddities that I couldn’t see, because I was too scared to go to the corners, and because when you get too close, the strange things disappear, equally afraid.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.23.2013 @ 2:20 pm
Fatigue, extreme tiredness. After a long day of work or school, coming home and cleaning, then making dinner, and bathing the kids, he was struck with a undeniable fatigue like he had never felt before. He just wanted to go lie down and stay there for days, sleeping or not. Just doing nothing but looking at the ceiling, listening to the silence of an empty mind. Alas, he could not. He had too many people and too many things relying on him.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.17.2013 @ 9:02 am
Sanctity=something that is sacred. Every person has a different sanctity in their life, and every person needs one. Or maybe more than one. I have one. I have a place, an activity that is sacred to me. It is my sanctity.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.14.2013 @ 8:23 pm
Some people are strong willed, and some are weak willed. Some people just have no will what-so-ever. My will is different from yours, and yours is different from anyone elses.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.15.2013 @ 1:37 pm
When I was a kid, growing up was the best thing. I’m not a kid anymore, and now I hate growing up. There is too much that is now on my shoulders, too much for me to think about and have to do. Watching the world grow as well brings me down, there are too many people and life cannot continued to be sustained the way that we are doing it now. Too much is growing too fast, and we just watch as life burns down.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.09.2013 @ 8:01 am
Everyone has had some kind of murder in their life, everyone has heard of it, talked of it. But not everyone has thought about it. Sat down and not thought about a certain person, but just the act of murder. How to do it, how to keep from being caught, how it would feel and sound and taste. Regardless of if it was being done to another person or to them self. Not everyone thinks like that.
» Posted By AnnieB On 02.03.2013 @ 9:25 am
There are many things that I wish I could destroy, and many things that should never be destroyed. History is a endless line of people destroying things. Other people, societies, their lives, their animal. I destroy myself. I don’t know what to do or how to make it stop or how to stop myself.
» Posted By AnnieB On 01.19.2013 @ 11:27 am
I cry often. I am a very emotional individual, and just about any emotion will make me want to cry. I have cried a lot the past two days. A man that I grew up with and have become almost dependent on for support and wise words is retiring, and it breaks my heart. I am going to miss him and his smiling face more than I think anyone can ever understand.
» Posted By AnnieB On 01.11.2013 @ 7:46 pm
A particular instance of personally encountering or undergoing something. I have had many experiences in my life, and I’ve been fortunate enough that the majority of them were good experiences.
» Posted By AnnieB On 01.06.2013 @ 8:08 am
Officers are known as good people until it is you they are after. They maintain peace and take care of the bad guys. Officers are the people who this quote is for “its only illegal if you get caught.” Officers have to go through extensive training to get their job, and once they have the job, they have to keep in shape. ( in most cases.)
» Posted By AnnieB On 12.30.2012 @ 7:37 am
Country life depends on soil. When you live and work in the country, and the the soil is dry, nothing goes right out here. The crops don’t grow, which means less money. The hay don’t grow which means the cattle can’t be fed which again, means no money, or paying more to buy hay, or having to sell cattle.
» Posted By AnnieB On 12.28.2012 @ 10:07 pm
There are many procedures in daily life. Every one has a different procedure, a different way of going about their day. For many people, if that procedure is messed up even a little bit, the rest of the day is going to be all screwed up. I am the same way, I have an order things have to happen in, and if that order is messed up, I don’t know what to do.
» Posted By AnnieB On 12.24.2012 @ 6:47 pm
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Actually, I don’t know. I don’t know where I am supposed to be, or where I am supposed to go. I don’t know who to be, or who to try to please when there is so many people expecting so much from me. I try to be the actual best, but with what I have to try to follow, I don’t think I will be.
» Posted By AnnieB On 12.23.2012 @ 3:20 pm