Comments Posted By AmberJade
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Control, when you don’t have it you want it. When you have it you exploit it until its taken from you and the cycle starts over.
I have no control over this life, but I don’t know for sure if I want it. If I’m in control then I’m the one to blame.
But by letting other people control me and I really not still to blame? If I let them manipulate I am not really being manipulated…
» Posted By AmberJade On 03.04.2011 @ 11:48 am
Everyone wishes everything to be cheap. I want it to, I wish rent was cheaper, I wish gas was cheaper, I wish life was cheaper.
But it never will get cheaper, everyone is in it to make money, even the people complaining about the expenses of something are wanting to make money
bleh I am not feeling this today…
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.28.2011 @ 1:09 pm
I have nothing today. I could write about key chains dripping blood from where someone used one to kill someone, trying to throw shock value in there. I could write about a key chain I had when I was a child, a crystal heart one that shattered when I threw it against the wall and told him I hated him.
I could post different words that key chains remind me of.
But I won’t…
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.27.2011 @ 4:59 pm
Strength is a misunderstood concept. To be strong sometimes you have to give up. Sometimes you have to understand that someone else should win. Sometimes being strong means running away.
However sometimes being strong means beating the shit out of someone till they stop bothering you.
But yeah only sometimes.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.26.2011 @ 11:28 am
Tables, buffet tables, with the little dishes on them that have little burners under them. You know the ones with the like kerosene jelly inside of them. Totally surrounded on all sides by them, the jelly dripping off the sides. I’d splashed it everywhere I guess I just have to hope that the jelly catches fire as easy w/out a wick as it did with.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.25.2011 @ 4:43 pm
The demon barber, Sweeny Todd I think? I kinda want to watch that movie, but only cause it has Johnny Depp in it. He is one good lookin man (sometimes not so much as Willy Wonka)
And one time I tipped this barber (shes a girl so maybe beautician?) 5 dollars it was cool.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.24.2011 @ 11:27 am
She draped her jacket across the bench, it was metal and cold. She’d sat at this bench many times before she met him, sometimes reading, sometimes not.
She’d been sitting here the day she met him, hadn’t been back since then.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.23.2011 @ 6:44 pm
On SNL there was a stripper? type guy named Mango, it was kind of amusing.
I’ve never had the fruit mango before. I think I might have drank mango flavored juices though.
My brain is empty today…
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.22.2011 @ 1:27 pm
The man was just an outlet for her rage, if he hadn’t been there she would have picked the hooker on the corner, with the red vinyl skirt, but he’d been slinking into the back door of Club 24 and she couldn’t help it. He’d eyed her up and down when she first pulled him away. His screams had been intoxicating after that.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.21.2011 @ 11:27 am
She sprinkled the sage on top of the plate of spaghetti, a wistful look in her eyes. She has cooked for him for so many years. When he was angsty, and couldn’t find a job, when he was working and hated every minute of it, when he was cheating, and happy.
She hoped the sage masked the rat poison.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.20.2011 @ 8:52 pm
The cards toppled as she blew the card house down. She had always hated that stupid thing, and now that she was sneaking away she wanted one last bit of retribution for the wasted hours helping him glue it together. She gathered the last of her things and stalked out the door, the pitter-patter of polished card board hitting the carpet followed her out.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.19.2011 @ 9:52 pm
I love chocolate, it makes me happy inside. A little when I buy it on my own, a lot when its bought for me. I don’t get it bought for me very often though. I probably shouldn’t even be eating it considering how over weight I am XD. But its still good. Specifically the Lindor Chocolates, or really any kind of truffle type chocolates.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.15.2011 @ 10:39 am
I want to hide alone in a dark room. Not the kind that develops pictures, just a dark room maybe a little black light in the back to give an eerie glow. Or a strobe light. that would be cool to, and then he would walk in and save me from the dark alone. Kiss me and run away happily ever after… I hate fantasies.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.01.2011 @ 11:24 am
I like jelly, but not grape. I like apple jelly but almost no one sales it any more. And when I lived at Boys Ranch they had this mixed fruit jelly that was pretty good as well. Apple Butter is the best of all of that though.
» Posted By AmberJade On 02.01.2011 @ 6:56 am
I print my words in diagonal rows. Breaks it up and makes it seem a little less in form with everyone else. I write his name in cursive though, swirl up, curve down, double the letters and its over. I love his name.
» Posted By AmberJade On 01.30.2011 @ 5:14 pm
I leaned against the table, wishing that i could make him as clear as the picture in front of me. I want to feel his arms around me and his kisses against my lips. I lean against him, schizophrenia never felt so good.
» Posted By AmberJade On 01.29.2011 @ 7:41 pm
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I leaned against the table, wishing that i could make him as clear as the image in front of me. I want to feel his arms around me and his kisses against my lips. I lean my head down on the desk cry tears stream down the table legs and puddle on the floor. I lean against him, schizophrenia never felt so good.
» Posted By AmberJade On 01.29.2011 @ 5:24 pm