• Ba commented on the post, demonstrate 5 years, 6 months ago

    Don’t tell me to show you how I feel
    I love you in every way
    Your face against mine, the small upturn of your lips;
    Is all I can show you
    To show you how I love you.

  • Ba commented on the post, spiral 5 years, 6 months ago

    For a while I thought I was in a downward spiral. I was making all the wrong decisions and I couldn’t seem to stop myself. I figured it was okay, though, as long as it didn’t go on for too long. So I let it pass, eventually seeing the error of my ways with enough clarity to truly want to change.

  • Ba commented on the post, confide 5 years, 6 months ago

    I don’t confide in anyone, really. I do, but never fully. I had a therapist for two years and never fully confided to her all of my secrets. Or rather, just my one big secret. No one will ever know that one.

  • Ba commented on the post, dissect 5 years, 6 months ago

    Oh gosh oh gosh
    Disect

    It’s says it’s not a word
    I wonder how many other people wrote that
    Dissect
    That’s it
    You’re missing an S
    Wow.

  • Ba commented on the post, unplanned 5 years, 6 months ago

    I love spontaneity. It keeps life interesting, loving, exciting. I always find myself with spontaneous boyfriends and girlfriends; I cannot stay away from them. I am incredible attracted to someone who can always keep me on my toes, who says “I’ll let you know,” and who jump at the chance to go on random and exciting mini-vacations.

  • Ba commented on the post, apprehend 5 years, 6 months ago

    This word baffles me. This word is what eventually takes everyone’s life.

  • Ba commented on the post, native 5 years, 7 months ago

    I’m not native anywhere… anywhere I go I’m always a bit of an outsider. People don’t ever get to know everything about me. There’s always a sheet of glass separating us; I can see everything I could offer of myself, everything they could offer me; but I refuse to break through it.

  • Ba commented on the post, beaming 5 years, 7 months ago

    When you kiss me I feel like I am all light. I think I shrink into a small little ball of light, a small little ray attached to your mouth and wrapping my light around your body. This is all there is, for anyone who has ever had the pleasure to know it.

  • Ba commented on the post, sentiment 5 years, 7 months ago

    Fuck. everything in my life has come back to sentiment lately. I miss her, but i hate that she misses her, too. I can’t dance with her because of sentiment. I can’t watch certain movies with her. it all goes back to her eventually. All of the sentiment. I fucking hate sentiment sometimes; though I’d like to be the only one who utilizes it in the…[Read more]

  • Ba commented on the post, firearm 5 years, 7 months ago

    I think of a fireman, “fire” arm I think of as any extension of myself. Do I exude any kind of fire, I wonder? Any kind of passion that burns through any extension of myself?