• Micaela commented on the post, oil 7 years, 2 months ago

    Slowly, i walked through the dim lit street alone. The smell of oil still lingering in the air along with ashes. I felt stupid walking, why wasnt i running? So much had happened in the last 27 minutes and all i could think about was the heat of the flames againt me face, and his.

  • Micaela commented on the post, profound 7 years, 4 months ago

    It was, oh what’s that word? Profound. Profound! Profound the way he spoke those words to me. Although i knew he was leaving, he never stuttered as he declared his love. They watched. Maybe they laughed, but they way he said it couldn’t have been more beautiful to anything id ever heard in this whole […]

  • Micaela commented on the post, mutual 7 years, 5 months ago

    I could feel it between us. Mutual hate. Well my mom always told me to never use that word because of its hard meaning buts its true. She hated me, i hate her. Not because she stole my crayons in second grade kind of hate, but the kind that makes your throat all scratchy when […]

  • Micaela commented on the post, clipped 7 years, 6 months ago

    Clipped like the toesnails of my soil. I once knew a fellow, (as gross as this may sound) who kept his finger and toenails, in fear of a part of him being gone and stripped away. Sure, they would eventually gather in dust and slowly wither to air, “but at least,” he would say, “they […]

  • Micaela commented on the post, poison 7 years, 7 months ago

    I couldn’t think, it sat right in front of me. I was warned and warned again. Don’t do it. But how could i not? I wasnt the only one who felt this way. Lost and alone. It was so easy to just take it and feel like everything was normal for a few hours. But […]

  • Micaela commented on the post, deer 7 years, 7 months ago

    I saw it. And it was nothing like i had ever seen before. Its eyes. They looked right at me. Its feet. It ran right toward me. Its heart ,and mine, i knew were beat fiercly as i stroked her chin. Had i ever had a moment like this with and actual being other than […]

  • Micaela commented on the post, repeat 7 years, 7 months ago

    Repeat. Repeating again. Repeating the thoughts that i pushed back so far away. Thoughts i never thought would hurt this bad. But throught the wind and the rain i can now clearly see that they would won day help me get back to who i was.

  • Micaela commented on the post, repeat 7 years, 7 months ago

    Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Its the same every day and im tired of it. Today im going to do somthing different, out of my comfort zone. But thats not me. I need to get out of me once in a while. I need to jump, try and touch the clouds in my mind. If anyone could […]