• Adeona commented on the post, sweat 7 years, 7 months ago

    sweat seat
    heart leak
    underwater preach-
    er pounding to the beat
    drip up your neck onto your thighs
    sting your eyes, worthless surprise

  • Adeona commented on the post, force 8 years, 1 month ago

    is it all free will or is it actually all force?
    Do you want to be forced? Will you make a decision otherwise?
    Is it better to retain your will and choice but not get everything done
    or is it better to be told and then please everyone?
    Autonomy or compliance?

  • Adeona commented on the post, deadbolt 8 years, 5 months ago

    deadbolt
    lock you in
    perfect control

    hate poetry
    stop making rhymes
    I can’t lock nothin in

    can’t do shit about my life
    except me
    nothing else I have a say in.

    I cry and nobody cares
    stupid teenage problems

  • Adeona commented on the post, robot 8 years, 6 months ago

    ro
    bot,
    performing the day’s work

    ro
    bot,
    smiling when needed

    ro
    bot,
    emotionless and cold

    ro
    bot,
    burning on the inside

    for some expression
    for some freedom
    late at night when you are sad
    but then you wake up and it’s

    ro
    bot…

  • Adeona commented on the post, plans 8 years, 6 months ago

    Well, plans scare me right now,
    Whether about college in the fall
    Or this concert we’re going to this month
    Or even school this week (tomorrow)
    Next season
    month
    week
    And it all starts tomorrow.

  • Adeona commented on the post, almost 8 years, 7 months ago

    I seem like I am “almost” everything I can/want to be. Almost pretty enough. Almost eating well enough. Almost finishing everything in school. I get a B, not an A. C-, not a B. “Almost got there,” you say. “Try harder next time?” “Come on, you have so much potential. Stop being ‘almost’.” Looks like […]

  • Adeona commented on the post, keychain 8 years, 7 months ago

    long keychains are dumb everything is dumb why do I think I am so much better than anything I deem “dumb” “stupid” or “unworthy”? I have been told too often I am of great worth, and told too often by myself but I’ll think I’m just another potato in the bag if I consider and […]

  • Adeona commented on the post, admit 8 years, 10 months ago

    I admit I cannot save you I admit you may hurt more than you help I admit I can do better than this I willingly surrender that I need to do greater that I can do greater that I shall do greater I have an untapped potential to change my own world, radiate outward, through […]

  • Adeona commented on the post, elixir 8 years, 11 months ago

    Give me an elixir
    To warm this heart
    To quell its pulsings
    of irresponsible wants

    Pulse through my body
    Cure my mind
    Calm my soul
    of tremors and disloyalty

  • Adeona commented on the post, weeks 8 years, 11 months ago

    Threre weeks. I thought we wouldn’t last longer than three weeks, that I’d go back to him in time. That his heart would be tugging too strongly on mine and the memories too great. I still don’t know who’s better for me, or rather, whom I’m better for.

  • Adeona commented on the post, horses 9 years, 1 month ago

    Horses gallop and clip-clop along the cobblestone roads of the wooden town. The rain mists by and hurried umbrellaers whisk from one doorway to another, never stopping to notice the mellow horses shaking their tails.

  • Adeona commented on the post, stroller 9 years, 1 month ago

    oh joy, you have a baby now! have a wonderful time with this responsibility. i hope you had fun with your sex, too.

  • Adeona commented on the post, eternally 9 years, 2 months ago

    eternally isn’t something that i can decide on right now ask me again when i’m older and more able to deal with it . but if what i’m with when i’m older is determined by what i do now isn’t my eternity decided now?
    so much pressure to guess right