• It’s no falsehood to say that tradition can be lost to the new generations. What is lost is a sense of attachment who we are as a humans in the past that did not work. We are now having learned from the past. Embracing truth and success, even the failure is recognized. Growing from what in the past did not work and making traditions the things…[Read more]

  • Lancir‘s profile was updated 3 years, 1 month ago

  • Lancir commented on the post, thieves 3 years, 1 month ago

    You know, like that one time when you ran off to Columbia and took every reminder of who you were, with you? You know, like that time when you drove away into the ether, and the only thing remaining behind was a pair of hula hoops, duct taped together with pretty little patterns. You know, like that time when we were together at five-thirty in the…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, institute 3 years, 1 month ago

    God.
    I can’t remember the last time I looked out from between the walls. An asylum – this mental institution, this place where white is a reminder that we’re bruised up inside. You know, you think the walls have eyes? It’s just the way the light reflects, really.
    You’re seeing things again, just like me, darling.

  • Lancir commented on the post, fractured 3 years, 1 month ago

    This is my love poem to no one,
    a fractured
    piece of fantasy
    wherein I claim that you’re not actually real
    this reality
    you pretend to be
    is just compromised immunity
    my fragmented
    augmented
    segmented
    place to be
    where I can exist free from expectations
    or regulations
    when I can just be me –
    but you keep on intruding
    my lovely.

  • Lancir commented on the post, jail 3 years, 2 months ago

    I’m afraid for you, sometimes. I think a little longer than I should, and I remember the way you looked the first time you told me about having been to jail.
    The fact that you were scared to death of going back.
    That you didn’t think orange was your color, and how even having been there, just briefly, it changed you. A black spot on an…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, slideshow 3 years, 2 months ago

    Little bits and pieces of your face flow by in my mental slideshow. I’m caught up in the way you look, the way I remember you looking and the way you might look in the future.
    I’m spending time with your past-present-future selves all at once in this letter I’m writing to you and wondering how your slideshow face will look as you read it.…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, worth 3 years, 2 months ago

    Baby, I’m worth it –
    But the real question is if you are.
    Because I remember this time – not so long ago – when maybe you weren’t. You weren’t worth the night of revelry, the crazy self-hatred that came along with a moment (or ten) of weakness.
    But now…
    Call me crazy as I sit up at night and wonder.
    Hey, baby.
    Were you worth it?
    I…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, misunderstood 3 years, 2 months ago

    Oh, a class act.
    You’re not the kind of person who could walk through the doors and be known all at once, are you?
    You’re like me.
    You see, we’re the kind of people who walk around in black with dark shadows under our eyes because we know things others don’t get, yet.
    They’ll understand in time, but until then, we’ll categorize our angsty…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, wavelength 5 years, 10 months ago

    We are two separate parts of a rope, you and I – two sides that coalesce in the middle, and when your wavelength starts out greater than mine, we’ll inevitably disrupt one another’s lives. When we meet on our way down our own little streets – only one way to go home from here, then BAM, smack into someone else. That’s when you and I will have to…[Read more]

  • Stella L. Parker changed their profile picture 5 years, 10 months ago

  • Lancir commented on the post, typhoon 6 years ago

    You are still that same whirlwind that came to visit me once in a far off land. You’re the storm rider, storm shaker – you’re breaking down my walls with those grey-green eyes like sea foam turned angry under a slowly blackening sky.
    If we had another moment, maybe I’d break, but that’s what’s so wonderful about the single touch of eyes in a…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, typhoon 6 years ago

    You wanted to catch up to me like a thunderstorm, like a sea storm, like the high winds that captivate my heart. You wanted to push me off to the side of the freeway and make me have to take cover, but I have to tell you lover, that I’m never going to stop fighting back. I have my survival kit on my shoulders now, a fortress around my heart, and…[Read more]

  • catyeah commented on the post, doors 6 years, 4 months ago

    God is supposed to open doors for people, and show them love and compassion and forgiveness. If God really is what the Westboro Baptist Church claims He is, I’d rather die than live on His earth.

  • visiontest commented on the post, derived 6 years, 5 months ago

    I derived a blend of different perspectives from our conversations. Ultimately I began to believe there was no right answer. Just that there was a choice.

  • catyeah posted an update in the group Group logo of Image Notebook Image Notebook 6 years, 5 months ago

    I love the extra five seconds he gave me.
    “I wish I could,” he had said.
    “Oh well,” I had responded, “next time.”
    And as I walked back to Elle’s car, I turned around and saw him watching me, looked dejected and sorry and sad. His skinny shoulders slightly stooped, his eyebrows creased with both worry and confusion, like he was trying to look…[Read more]

  • catyeah posted an update in the group Group logo of DreamsDreams 6 years, 6 months ago

    Make me gorgeous, make me into a star. Make me into someone that everyone wants to love, and everyone else loves to hate. Make me the kind of woman who can make people fall in love with me the moment they see me. Let me wink and suddenly have complete control over an entire room. Let me be mysterious and exciting and a legend. Let me live on in…[Read more]

  • catyeah posted an update 6 years, 6 months ago

    oh how the wants of the heart evolve

  • catyeah posted an update in the group Group logo of Call It A DiaryCall It A Diary 6 years, 6 months ago

    I don’t know what to do. You ask me what’s wrong, and I want to tell you, but I know that if I do, you’ll tell me to stop being dramatic. You’re my dad, aren’t you supposed to care? Aren’t I supposed to be your princess? Or at least something to you?
    You say that you “worry” about me, but somehow that “worry” doesn’t kick in until 1045 at night…[Read more]

  • Lancir commented on the post, shattered 6 years, 6 months ago

    Did you ever have an idea, a hope or a dream that you wanted?
    I know you did once.
    I saw it, the first time I saw you, the old homeless man who could have been God, sitting on the corner of Fourth and Main, looking at me as I stared at you, and wondering, what’s this girl got to do with anything?
    You must have been something once, a son, a…[Read more]