• starcrosser commented on the post, boost 8 years, 10 months ago

    i wish i had more things to boost my confidence. i don’t really have much. i mean.. people say that i’m great, but so what. enh. fuck confidence boosts. what i really think of when i hear the world boost is those protein boost thingies they offer at Jamba Juice. don’t ask why.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, admit 9 years ago

    there’s a lot that everyone needs to admit to. and then, there are things that should be admitted but aren’t, and things that shouldn’t that do. admittance is such a strange thing. everyone holds a different meaning for it that everyone else, and get upset over the things that are or aren’t said.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, tale 9 years, 2 months ago

    i tell too many tall tales, it feels. i have big fish syndrome. something to work one, i suppose.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, hats 9 years, 3 months ago

    some days, hats just look stupid. i don’t know why. but that’s all i have to say on the matter. well. that, and i really want a boulder hat.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, trees 9 years, 3 months ago

    there’s a lack of trees here. well, not really. but at the same time, yes. if you go to the parks, there’s trees. but on the city streets, there are only lamp posts and telephone poles, mail boxes and newspaper stands, garbage and piss. a huge oak would be nice. like the one in ‘shawshank […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, cheek 9 years, 3 months ago

    i miss the feel of his cheek on mine. the warmth, the comfort, the love i can feel radiating from it. i love how when we are like this, he’s holding me, and i can just melt in his arms, and drift off to a better place with the scent of him wafting in my […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, moon 9 years, 3 months ago

    the moon and i are always in sync. when it waxes and wanes, my battery levels sway along with it. whenever i stare at it, i feel like i am greeting an old friend. i take comfort in the glow, as if it is just trying to tell me that everything will be alright.

  • being held tightly, overpowering any worries that might be clouding your brain, and just having that person hold you for twenty minutes without asking for anything in return leaves you slightly overjoyed. it’s comfort, it’s home, it’s… peace.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, bleak 9 years, 3 months ago

    my moods have been fairly bleak lately. everything has. bleak weather, bleak skies, bleak looks in people’s eyes… maybe it’s the whole transition, the big change, and it’s just leaving me with such a bleak feel.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, mist 9 years, 3 months ago

    i wish i was walking in a cool mist right now. it’s too hot. and mist is so comforting. being in actual fog helps clear up my personal fog in my brain.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, under 9 years, 3 months ago

    i want to see your douchebag face under my shitkickers, made with REAL leather. try that on for size, big boy.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, blast 9 years, 3 months ago

    she tuck ‘ rolled behind the boulder. the space monkeys were after her. she set her ray gun on full power, and blasted the fuckers out of the water. she was on the run again, because the blast triggered the alarm. ‘blast,’ she thought, as she was navigating her way on the rocky plains of […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, delight 9 years, 4 months ago

    i am taking much delight right now in the fact that all the little shitheads have school tomorrow, but i, do not. pardon my gloats, but it’s kind of a good feeling. though extremely melancholy at the same time… and i can’t even sleep in and enjoy it because i have driving school tomorrow. i […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, saved 9 years, 4 months ago

    everything is saved. boxes and boxes of stuff, memories, all saved, till you can’t get to your front door because everything is saved. wrappers, photographs, movies, books, everything saved. sometimes the thought of being so attached to material items is troubling. but with a bad memory… things need to be saved.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, seconds 9 years, 4 months ago

    the seconds are passing slowly. now faster. sooner or later, seconds cease existing. other times, all there seems to be is seconds, and every single one of them lasts forever. seconds seconds seconds. please, no more.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, probable 9 years, 4 months ago

    lot’s of things are probable, and many things aren’t. it’s probable that i will need to use the bathroom shortly due to all the liquid i drank. it is highly un-probable that i will die in my sleep tonight. it’s probable that i will get a hug in the next day. it’s not so probable […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, kettle 9 years, 4 months ago

    kettle. i talked to alex about kettles today. i need an electric one for the dorm. we both love the word. personally, i just love kettles. i love the name, and i love the function. my kettle is a dear old friend, and it feels so odd to be moving on without him to heat […]

  • the flashbacks just won’t stop. it’d be nice of they stopped, but they wont. good times, bad times, screwy times, crazy times, it all melds together after a while to a thing called the past. but now and again, like a flash of lightning, the flashbacks come back, bright, burning, into your mind, and all […]

  • starcrosser commented on the post, whiskey 9 years, 4 months ago

    whiskey is the drink of good times and misfortune. many a family man has squandered his paycheck on a bottle of jack for himself than food for his children. that delicious vile liquid, how many people are you going to grab by the nuts? party hardy, said the commie, the whiskey is always good.

  • starcrosser commented on the post, created 9 years, 4 months ago

    art and for some reason, probably because of creationism, i think of god creating the world. which is odd for an atheist to think. but more than anything, i just think of giving birth to something, be it human, mammal, art form, book, idea, morals.