• Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 4 years ago

    Dear you to all the yous out there,

    Everything has changed.
    It’s been a long time coming.
    I could write about a hundred of you, every person that’s touched my life has been so fascinating, so deserving of more words. I rarely spoke any of these words, even now I’m fighting my way out of a shell. Sometimes it feels like a backwards battle. I…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 5 years, 8 months ago

    Dear you,

    I’ve been thinking a lot lately, a lot more than recently. I often find my head wedged between the clouds, caught in some crazy idea, or inspirational thought. It reminds me of the young me that I used to be, the one that once dreamed. It’s really quite amazing, the affect you have.. it’s made me question everything again. What’…[Read more]

  • that numbness,
    so addicting
    every measure is taken
    to make very,
    very sure
    that it’ll never end

    days pass in a haze
    couldn’t care less
    attached
    stuck
    trapped
    in a habit
    spiriling down like a plane caught aflame
    surrounded by lips that beg you to stop-
    before it’s too late

    they don’t understand,
    oh if only they could know
    the…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae commented on the post, withered 6 years, 4 months ago

    Vast, barren land, surrounding,
    nothing more than heat dazed bugs for miles.
    it sits alone,
    withering

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of DreamsDreams 6 years, 4 months ago

    The space between you and me are where dreams come true.

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 6 years, 5 months ago

    Dear you,

    There’s too many people I want to say something to, but I cannot speak, thanks to the damage you’ve done.

    Everyone would know me as the most forgiving, but I find no matter how much you appologize I still hold on to the bitter resentment.

    Any unsavory changes I’ve made in the last months I could link to you. I don’t like who I a…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae commented on the post, society 6 years, 5 months ago

    A mass of crazy people who all pretend to be different while truely being boring and predictably alike.

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 6 years, 5 months ago

    Dear you,

    What was that?
    I left confused and shocked, with many questions swarming my head, thinking too much of every detail, and then maybe not enough.
    I can’t sleep, eat, or breathe right, plagued with odd feelings I can’t recall ever experiencing before.
    I don’t get close to others.
    Ever.

    I kind of want you to go.
    I kind of want you…[Read more]

  • I’m standing outside the gates, you know,
    waiting to be let in

  • Hello,
    Solanaceae is pretty long, so if you prefer you can call me Sol, Solana, etc. I’m in love with music, art, writing, reading, ice skating, and the violin.

    I’m really cheery, but a bit shy, and can’t think of much else to say.

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of DreamsDreams 6 years, 6 months ago

    Not saying this is true, but it’s an interesting bit of information.

    I’ve read, and heard from a few people that sometimes spirits enter your dreams, though they tend to take on the features that you give them and don’t usually appear as them. They’re usually harmless, your mind doesn’t control them they move about independantly and can control…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 6 years, 6 months ago

    Dear you,

    tear (v.)
    : to separate parts of or pull apart by force
    You tear at me. Bit by bit, just for you, I’m coming undone. I thought you said you loved me. Maybe it was something like “I’m above you,” and I heard only what I wanted to.

    tor·ment (n.)
    : the infliction of torture
    All the tormentors I ever had could never hurt me quite…[Read more]

  • Something you gain when they throw you down and grind your face into the dirt.

  • You threw me in a cage,
    like a bird
    and told me to sing a tune for you,
    I resisted
    and rattled my chains instead
    at first you found this amusing
    the way I kept trying to fly
    so you pinned down each feather
    and broke every bone
    until like a damn bursting,
    my will went away

    so now I sit on my perch, humming,
    oh yes I’ll sing you a song,…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of DreamsDreams 6 years, 7 months ago

    Every night, when you go to sleep, you dream. Up to four times a night. If you wake up without a dream it’s because you simply cannot remember.

    So try this,
    Before you go to sleep, right as your curled up under your cozy covers, say to your self a few times ”I will remember my dream” It helps you remember your dreams, and if you really want…[Read more]

  • A picture of a rose is not a rose,
    only a picture

  • Defiance
    Resistance
    Wild
    Refusal
    Chaos

    words not well liked by

    THEY
    the ones behind the curtain
    tells you what RIGHT is and what is LEFT and WRONG
    THEY thinking that it has the right to
    but THAT is wrong and THEY is bent
    twisted
    sick
    manipulative

    PEOPLE
    drones
    unable to see the bigger picture
    yet think they know everything
    causing…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 6 years, 7 months ago

    Dear you,

    Why are you so? It doesn’t help me. I can’t stare at you for longer than a moment without being overwhelmed by it. Not really your face, although rather lovely, but those brilliantly colored eyes. It’s like the stars and a rainbow had a head on collision, like they came together and had a child that they then poured into the irises of…[Read more]

  • Solanaceae posted an update in the group Group logo of DreamsDreams 6 years, 7 months ago

    I dreamt of where I used to live, in very realistic detail. Everything looked real, all the people where real. It wasn’t one of those dreams that come true later though, since there were things in it that wouldn’t even be there. At some point during the dream there was a bombing, in fact I remember a grenade being tossed at me and I just barely…[Read more]