• M commented on the post, plans 7 years, 4 months ago

    You made so many plans. Talking about them as if we’d see each other again. I appreciate your enthusiasm but not the way you put thoughts in my head. Ideas of us actually being together. To think you’d actually want to be with me.

  • M commented on the post, below 7 years, 4 months ago

    Below the dark cloud is a shadow of a girl. She was once “happy” and positive. What I’ll now recognize as ignorance. How could anyone be smiling? Why do other people seem so happy while I am a ghost? Either they’re completely oblivious or I’m the odd one.

  • M commented on the post, bland 7 years, 4 months ago

    He was just… bland. There seemed to be nothing extraordinary about him. So why had I wasted so much time on him? So many journal entries, so many thoughts, so much pain for such an insignificant person. Oh, how much power the ignorant can have, and know not what to do with it.

  • M commented on the post, dozen 7 years, 4 months ago

    A dozen seagulls flew above as she walked down the empty dock. Just the wind and the ocean, just as she’d planned. The sun was just rising and she took a deep breath of the salty air. It was just what she needed in addition to getting away from the town she’d spent almost her […]

  • M commented on the post, apron 7 years, 4 months ago

    He threw off the blood-splattered apron as he ran toward the door. He tried to grab for the doorknob but he just couldn’t look away from the mess he had just made. He wasn’t appalled or in shock, he was actually extremely ecstatic. He’d been wanting to brutally murder someone for some time now. There […]

  • M commented on the post, thorns 7 years, 4 months ago

    The thorns pricked her finger while she picked more of the roses. She’d never seen black roses growing wildly before and couldn’t pass on the opportunity to take some. This was the first good thing that happened since she got lost in the forest.

  • M commented on the post, trunk 7 years, 4 months ago

    She shut the trunk full of her belongings. There was no place for her here anymore. In her opinion she had no reason to live. Therefore she had nothing to lose. A few months after meeting the perfect guy for her she found out he was a lie. A few months after that she still […]

  • M commented on the post, champagne 7 years, 4 months ago

    Oh, champagne. What a coincidence this word would come up today. New Years I wanted to think of you instead of who I was with so I got drunk off glasses of champagne. I kissed him at midnight thinking of you. Never again will I be able to drink champagne without thinking about you.

  • M commented on the post, glimmer 7 years, 4 months ago

    You were the the sun that warmed my thoughts for those few days. Now you’re nothing but a glimmer across the ocean.

  • M commented on the post, carved 7 years, 5 months ago

    The words you said are carved into my mind. So I carve them into my arm. I’m so full of doubt, I wake up with my heart hurting. Why are you doing this to me? Am I so insignificant?

  • M commented on the post, fireplace 7 years, 5 months ago

    To most people winter is cuddling up next to the fireplace with hot cocoa with family and friends. To me, thinking of winter brings images of the moon, trees that have shed their leaves, boots, coffee, cigarettes, and hating Christmas joy.

  • M commented on the post, hurry 7 years, 5 months ago

    I’m in no hurry to move on in life. For it means nothing if you’re not here. I could become a poet, an actress. But none of that would matter without you. You don’t need me like I need you.

  • M commented on the post, flood 7 years, 5 months ago

    I used to feel a flood of emotions just looking at your name. But now I feel nothing towards that picture of us, those flowers you gave, that box that you made. I’ve become so numb, just a shadow floating by. When I tried to leave the emotion of sadness I made myself a ghost.

  • M commented on the post, dusk 7 years, 5 months ago

    Dusk is one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. The air just fills with the end of that day, and begins the wonders of the night. I wish I could watch the sunset with you again someday.

  • M commented on the post, thunder 7 years, 5 months ago

    I hear the thunder in the distance wishing I was outside in the rain instead of in this suffocating house.

  • M commented on the post, view 7 years, 5 months ago

    The view was beautiful as we faced the city far away. We looked at the stars and talked about being away from society. I want that to be a reality. Just us against the world.

  • M commented on the post, return 7 years, 5 months ago

    I wonder what it’d be like to return back to that time and place where we first met. Would I do anything differently? Would I have done things differently if I understood what limited time we’d have together?

  • M commented on the post, deserve 7 years, 5 months ago

    What do I deserve? Well from what I’ve done in the past, nothing really. I’ve never done anything exceptionally nice that I can recall, and most of my motives seem to come from selfish things…`

  • M commented on the post, obey 7 years, 5 months ago

    Obeying isn’t one of the best things I do. I’ve never been able to follow rules or do what people want me to. Sure I’m stubborn, but I’d rather be a free spirit than one of the robots of society.

  • M commented on the post, stable 7 years, 5 months ago

    Stable is something I’ve never really been. The most insignificant things always seem to affect me. At first it just bothers me a little, then I can’t stop thinking about it and in the end it takes over my mind and drowns my thoughts in darkness.