• Paige Lucas commented on the post, medical 7 years, 7 months ago

    my parents’ medical dreams for me
    may not be the same dreams i dream.
    but how will god’s dream come to be?
    that is the only dream that i’ll see.

  • Paige Lucas commented on the post, obey 7 years, 10 months ago

    it is hard to obey my body. it tells me to sleep and i don’t. it tells me its full and i keep eating. it tells me it needs exercise and i lay around. what is up with that? instead i obey my lazy, habitual mindset. i must change this.

  • Paige Lucas commented on the post, study 7 years, 10 months ago

    i study my life too often. i worry about living in between two realities, splitting myself in two. the truth angers me. i wish for the way things used to be, but in such a way that wouldn’t ruin the way things are. minus the studying.

  • laughter is an instant vacation. i find that it carries me to a place where nothing is heavy or broken. its brevity is surely a shame. can it be silent? eyes can laugh i suppose. they crinkle with humor and shoot towards the sky.

  • Paige Lucas commented on the post, shuffle 7 years, 11 months ago

    every day i shuffle to class, drag my ass. today, i changed. i slept. i wish i had wept in pursuit of release. why didn’t he invite me? i can feel the crease
    in my heart.

  • the orchestral harmony of your smile makes my heart ache. so many perfectly silent sounds resonate within my soul, inspired by your pleasure. i wish i was to your liking.

  • Paige Lucas commented on the post, icicle 7 years, 11 months ago

    my shame pierces my fogged consciousness like a winter icicle. embarrassed? yes. abso fucking lutely. i hope he didn’t see my vag as i heaved my dinner all over the alpha phi bathroom.

  • i am positively alive. that might be all i know. my first thought was i am positively in love with so and so but the thing is i don’t think i love him. i may not even like him. i’ve come to terms with the fact that i love him as a friend, but that […]

  • Paige Lucas commented on the post, prints 7 years, 11 months ago

    he, she prints on her printer. why does she let them? she’s only being generous i suppose. too generous if you ask me. is there such a thing as too generous? they should just pay for their own prints.