• Katie commented on the post, harm 5 years, 9 months ago

    The everlasting love that I have for you is beautiful. Crippling at times – but beautiful. I never wanted anything as bad as I want you. I need you to open your heart to me, just a little bit wider. I need to know what harmed you. I need to know so I can help you fight it. I just want to be the rock you grip when the waves get too heavy.

  • Katie commented on the post, cities 6 years, 7 months ago

    I take the stroll from the bus stop to my building, looking up at the skyscrapers surrounding me; I feel so insignificant. Who knew that I would still be here. The Twin Cities, holding me here with everything that’s been weighing me down. It’s time to release all that I’ve been gripping on to, all that’s been dragging me down.

  • Katie commented on the post, bleeding 6 years, 7 months ago

    I look down at my mangled finger. The result of another drinking binge gone too far. I’m walking throughout my sisters apartment, finding trails of my own blood scattered throughout the living room. I wonder what happened. Another blackout. Why am I bleeding? Why is everyone so mad?
    I’ve done it again, haven’t I?

  • Katie commented on the post, flailing 6 years, 8 months ago

    You love me more than I can love you. I want to give you all you deserve, but I’m lost. It’s like I’ve been thrown into the deep end of the pool and I’m flailing trying to stay afloat.
    I need a life preserver.
    You’re love just may be enough..

  • Katie commented on the post, since 7 years ago

    Just once, I want to be able to look at you and not give a shit about you. Ever since you walked out on me, three years ago, it has been harder everyday to think about you. I always see your face in my dreams. I […]

  • Katie commented on the post, headphones 7 years, 1 month ago

    the deep winds blowing menacingly through the fall trees, catching leaves on their way through. i walk with my headphones on, ignoring crunching of the leaves that have made their way to the ground. i imagine […]

  • Katie commented on the post, side 7 years, 1 month ago

    i only want someone to stand by my side. to hold my hand and help me through this rough time. to tell me that what im doing now is right. to help me move past all the bullshit and really look towards a brighter […]

  • Katie commented on the post, event 7 years, 2 months ago

    The events of one night, 3 weeks and 4 days ago, have changed my life forever. I broke promises, I lied, I yelled, I threw a fit – all over nothing. I was taken over by my one and only weakness and destroyed […]

  • Katie commented on the post, sonar 7 years, 3 months ago

    If I were a shark, my sonar would be hooked on you. You have what I want. What I need. The only thing that I care to notice. You’re the only thing on my radar. The little voice inside me that says, “Take him, he’s […]

  • Katie commented on the post, bucket 7 years, 3 months ago

    Bucket List:
    Go cliff diving
    Go bungee jumping
    Read Sun Tzu’s The Art of War
    Move across the country
    Visit Italy
    Become the CEO of a major corporation and not turn into an asshole
    Own my own […]

  • Katie commented on the post, railroad 7 years, 3 months ago

    I remember hanging out on the railroad tracks. Walking along side of them, running and jumping on the boards, making sure not to hit the rocks. All the while, thinking about life. Thinking how my life was like […]

  • Katie commented on the post, minute 7 years, 3 months ago

    How ironic. Minute. As I sit and ponder what I should write about the word minute with only one minute to put down something interesting, I wonder why the hell I’m going the way I am. This is the worst entry I’m […]

  • Katie commented on the post, monitor 7 years, 5 months ago

    Had I actually taken the time to monitor what was going on in my dear friends brain, I may have saved a life. Saved a human being. Saved my friend.
    I don’t know why it was so hard for me to be open with my […]

  • Katie commented on the post, heartache 7 years, 6 months ago

    The only heartache I’ve ever felt was the kind that fell upon me swiftly and without warning. The kind that breaks apart everything you have. No feelings are spared.