• Buttxheeks commented on the post, orders 5 years, 5 months ago

    Louis read a book and put it down, a different person now. He decided he would do things for himself from now on. He decided he would stop taking orders. It started with him rejecting breakfast, then picking out his own clothes, and eventually even hatching a plan to leave the compound. He got one of his closest friends, Josephine, to help…[Read more]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, assuming 5 years, 5 months ago

    “youre the only thing keeping me sane right now. all this time I was assuming the universe was aligning as it should, but now everythings fucked. i love you. thank you for listening and for just being here.” my breath puffs out in streaks of white and we just hold onto each other. standing on the sidewalk, wearing our giant winter coats, and me…[Read more]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, aura 5 years, 9 months ago

    Aura. Running down streets with her long white hair and bare feet, pretty like a ballerina. Chooses her victims based on their mood. If they are sad she will take them home and mercifully end their sadness. Falling a little in love with each one.

  • If you can’t justify your behavior to yourself, but you continue along the path you are on–that is psychopathic behavior. Killing people is psychopathic behavior. I’ve been reading alot about the prefrontal cortex, dysfunctional amygdalas and the temporal cortex and

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, frenzy 5 years, 12 months ago

    Regardless of whatever todays word is i just need to write that ive been having a lot of nightmares and body horror dreams lately and that sometimes it takes me a few hours to really let those images and feelings go. I think maybe its due to the fact that im in the middle of tryin to move/figure out what my future is going to be and these are very…[Read more]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, shells 6 years ago

    aleins being rocketed down to earth. opening their little shells and podthings and looking out at the new world. cant help it, im seeing man of steel again tomorrow. ughhhhh.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, strung 6 years ago

    i was really strung out. my mascara was smudged….making a raccoon mask around my eyes. i had one, bent cigarette left and as i lit it i noticed a man staring at me.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, wrath 6 years ago

    I don’t let myself talk about it. I try to keep it wrapped up inside, but sometimes it leaks out of my pores like sweat. Sometimes i can’t let it go, because it feels like the oxygen i need to breath, or the food i need to eat, or the drug i need in inject in my veins.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, sanctity 6 years, 4 months ago

    i don’t know. the sanctity of…something in your eyes. something in your innocence, something i don’t want to break, let loose, set free, wreak havoc on the world. just do me a favor and stay a child.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, binding 6 years, 9 months ago

    part of my job is binding evil things. i put them inside cupboards, or metal boxes that i sink into the ocean. there is a special way of doing this. a spell you say once the thing is trapped, and then no matter […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, methods 6 years, 10 months ago

    I don’t know. I really like to be alone. I’m caring about people less and less. I’m civil enough at work but when I’m home I just want to be home. I’m tired of the tiny details involved with human interaction, I […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, heartache 7 years, 2 months ago

    and everything, it all ends in heartache. i know that any day now, he could die. and i prepare myself for it. i tell myself each morning as i sit before the mirror and comb my hair, put on my makeup.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, catcher 7 years, 2 months ago

    I need to reread catcher in the rye, because i fucking couldn’t stand it as a teenager. and then like this guy i used to know was like, way into holden caufield. and he totally had one of those hats he wears and […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, drifting 7 years, 2 months ago

    And then I saw her. Drifting through the crowd, wearing a white sweater, and a navy skirt that fit her so well. Swaying to the mamas and the papas’ “dream a little dream of me”. She had her eyes closed, a dreamy […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, clue 7 years, 4 months ago

    I’ve always loved Sherlock Holmes. I would walk around as a kid and play out the mysteries in my head. I talked to myself a lot back then. My mom thought it was cute. I was just a lonely kid trying to keep myself […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, camera 7 years, 4 months ago

    it was starting to rain, and plus, she was expected home. but she found that she could not will herself to move. she just…stayed there and got drenched. she was wearing a blue summer dress, and it clung to her […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, bench 7 years, 5 months ago

    i’ve never been good at giving people bad news. i had him meet me at the park, and we sat on a bench. fifteen minutes later i still hadn’t said anything. he had always been patient with me concerning these things in the past, but i could tell that now he was starting to get […]

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, crisp 7 years, 5 months ago

    crisp air soft white billows of icy breath going for a jog dry snapping sounds of twigs and brush and soft patches of grass whooshing occasionally. just want to keep running and get away from his house in the forest.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, oil 7 years, 5 months ago

    oil and ink and things that are so black they look blue were covering her skin. i knew she was suffocating in the thickness, the blackness of it all, but she lay still and silent.

  • Buttxheeks commented on the post, thorns 7 years, 5 months ago

    He had fallen into a patch of some sort of thorny plant. Luckily he had on long sleeves and pants, and was able to remove himself from the entanglement relatively easily, and without much harm done. He had only a few scratches on his hands, and they were shallow. Still, his hands felt strangely “pins […]