• Deshani commented on the post, clamp 7 years, 10 months ago

    His hand held mine for no longer then a second, before pushing me away. You could see it in his eyes, it wasn’t love anymore.

  • Deshani commented on the post, sleeve 7 years, 10 months ago

    it was rolled up revealing arms that were covered in tattoos and scars. I couldn’t bare to look, my insides were screaming at me, but i couldn’t pull my eyes away no matter how disgusted I was. On top of the scars and the tattoos were deep incisions, they were bleeding out, pooling on the […]

  • Deshani commented on the post, gown 7 years, 10 months ago

    she had a way of freezing time. maybe it was the way her steps were slow and graceful and easy, or maybe it was that look in her eyes. the one that told everyone in the room that she knew exactly what kind of power she had over them.

  • Deshani commented on the post, view 7 years, 10 months ago

    this window faces the sky. just straight up, through mess and clutter and disaster. it breaks through into this enormous expanse of white, an unimaginable mass of infinite. your eyes soar and race against winds, away from heartache and tears and stings of the past.

  • Deshani commented on the post, sneaky 7 years, 10 months ago

    he creeps through dreams and secrets, jumping from one whisper to the next, without the slightest hesitation or doubt. They never notice, or they’re far too wrapped up in their heads to notice his little frame, dancing about in the shadows, chanting and dancing to the rhythm of broken hopes and dreams.

  • Deshani commented on the post, platinum 7 years, 10 months ago

    value and esteem and power. they were wealthy and wanted everyone to know. they saw themselves as beyond humanity, somewhere between god like entities and The Doctor. They weren’t really of this world anyway, and so the way they were, the way they are, did not seem to bother anyone at all.

  • Deshani commented on the post, crouch 8 years, 1 month ago

    hide. hide your thoughts and hide your feelings and your secrets. stay down and move with grace and with silence and they won’t find you.

  • Deshani commented on the post, existence 8 years, 1 month ago

    to breath and live and feel and see. to hear and think and love. to linger on whispers and stolen promises or fly through dreams and swim amongst secrets.

  • Deshani commented on the post, sinking 8 years, 2 months ago

    i can feel the water and the blue and the cold. it isn’t chaotic and it doesn’t sound like white noise. it’s just quiet and serene and almost silence, except for the drums in my ears. 2 beats over and over and over again. they cut through the chill and remind me.

  • Deshani commented on the post, poison 8 years, 2 months ago

    it’ll seep into your skin without you knowing and you won’t hear it’s subtle whispers until it’s already taken over completely. You’ll try to squeeze out of it’s clutches but you’ll be too weak by then and all you’ll know is what they want you to.

  • Deshani commented on the post, transport 8 years, 2 months ago

    from here to there, and then somewhere far away. to witness the earth fly past as if spinning insanely and to breath in air that is rushing past too quickly.

  • Deshani commented on the post, succeed 8 years, 2 months ago

    to live and to love and be happy. that’s how you succeed. you succeed when you’re so full of love and laughter that it’s pouring out of your entire being, when the people around you hold your hands for as long as it takes for you to live each and everyone of your dreams.

  • Deshani commented on the post, repeat 8 years, 2 months ago

    repeat this. hold it in your head and play it over and over and over again. never let it go, because you can’t. you need to play it back as often as possible to constantly remind yourself that you’re worth something. Repeat it, and over analyse it and let it drain everything.

  • Deshani commented on the post, answers 8 years, 2 months ago

    and questions. we ask them and expect some kind of truth to be exposed, that maybe by asking and by then receiving an answer we’re more knowledgable, more aware and stronger. answers give you strength but answers can make your heart shatter too.

  • Deshani commented on the post, driving 8 years, 2 months ago

    with the windows down and the sun spreading a kind of warmness around everything. The world flies by like in the movies and you’re caught by how beautiful the world is. It’s broken, no one can deny that but, it’s so beautiful.

  • Deshani commented on the post, brick 8 years, 2 months ago

    to build a foundation and to build something strong. Something to stand up through storms and heat and the sun and snow and hail. Like love and like relationships and like family.

  • Deshani commented on the post, canvas 8 years, 2 months ago

    blank and clean and pure. you’re own world to create, to imagine, to dream. the colours will build cities and faces and dreams, they’ll run together and create skies and mountains and castles

  • Deshani commented on the post, boiling 8 years, 2 months ago

    when emotions build up, out of control and out of reach. your blood flows faster and your mind is filled with incoherent ramblings that you can’t quite decipher. when things are boiling out of control like water on a stove that you can’t turn off.

  • Deshani commented on the post, root 8 years, 2 months ago

    the beginnings of flowers and trees and huge worldly things. Beginnings that are small and frail and too thin to exist, but do. They give birth to light and air and colour, roots sustain and allow nourishment and life.

  • Deshani commented on the post, step 8 years, 2 months ago

    just one more. let the world fly past and spin into an uncontrollable abyss just a second behind you but don’t stop.