• Nikki commented on the post, responsibility 6 years, 3 months ago

    I am the eldest child in my family. I held the highest amount of responsibility growing up and now..I dont know how to live with out it. I strive for more and crumble under it. I occupy hours of my life with multitasking, running from job-to-job and now…I am with out it. I secretly wished for such a thing for a long time. “Me time” is all I…[Read more]

  • Nikki commented on the post, applied 6 years, 4 months ago

    Instinctivly I applied the gauze to my wounds. They told me that nothing would fix a broken heart such as mine and yet I’ve been able to recover. A mircle it seems coming from such tiny pieces to the lump it is now. It’s vitals are weak, mutilated and decayed. The edges are frayed and worn down, not much is holding it together anymore. I apply more gauze.

  • Nikki commented on the post, destroy 6 years, 4 months ago

    I drift among these vessels we call humans. These organisms derived from mass cells. Personalities we need to cope with, feel for and oblige. I am floating in this current, consumed by thier woes and throws. Humanity is far beyond my minds understanding, thus I must destroy it.

  • Nikki commented on the post, sound 6 years, 4 months ago

    It reverberated through me. The sound quenched my thirst and settled pre-existing fears with in my soul. Only you could of known the fate of that dreaded night. Rain crashed upon the rivers stones. The stream gushed and roared around us, all else was a muffled second thought in comparison. It was you and I. Our chilled breath wafting away in the…[Read more]

  • Nikki commented on the post, choose 6 years, 4 months ago

    I am starting my life over. I have failed at this so many times but i have come to realize…I loath the person i have become. I have heard the opinions, although i feel they are not as fully truthed as I would of liked..There is still partial truth. I am taking opinions of people who have general disgust of me. I am choosing to revamp…and…[Read more]

  • Nikki commented on the post, end 6 years, 4 months ago

    What an epic word for such an epic day. Today is my end. The end of it all and all that has begun> the end of the things to come>

    or none.

  • Nikki commented on the post, must 6 years, 4 months ago

    Searching deeply to find the trust,
    within mistake ridden consquence
    Foreboding mysteries
    unwanted histories
    life is a succession of imminent nows
    and life is a must.

  • Nikki commented on the post, officers 6 years, 4 months ago

    As the officers approached my drivers side window the rain crashed down hard upon my cars hood. Thundering down, as my next few moments would be, I slowly rolled down the window. The first officer had broad masuline shoulders, His har and eyes both appeared to be as dark as the night, he loomed over my vehicle, examining my thrashed bumper. The…[Read more]

  • Nikki commented on the post, shows 6 years, 4 months ago

    It”s time to put on a show. The one I dance so elegantly. Dressed to the teeth, shadowed by my curse. These illusions hang still, quite deamons waiting for the kill. A slip of wit and ill be the one to quit, a melodical figurine dancing before the scene. For one more show.