In 54 days I will actually be in Manhattan and i could just cry with joy. I havent been to new york in two years and i miss it so much :(
i only have to last until june with these summer classes then i can start packing and pray to God that my mother books these tickets cause i don’t want to be there without them.
I can’t count on it to be…[Read more]
credibility is everything in this world.
In order to get a job you need to know someone. credibility
it makes people trust you. they know you arent a scammer or someone who will rip them off.
once you lose credibility, you’ve lost it all
Ratings are through the roof!
Ratings don’t mean anything at this point…
Are you mad?! Ratings mean EVERYTHING in this business! Without the ratings we are as good as out. Don’t be stupid and sentimental now. We’ve come too far to get caught. Things are going well. Just keep your mouth shut and let me handle the ratings.
Whatever you say. But…[Read more]
the thoughts that i do want to keep seem to dissolve into a part of brain that cant be retrieved. Yet the things I don’t want to remember dance around in a circle chanting all the things I hate about what was said or done. It’s a cycle that has yet to be broken and still, may be useful at some point in time.
happiness ensues. depression ensues.
ensue is one of those words thats simple enough to make people think you’re smart but also one that most people can understand.
patiently waiting until happiness ensues again without the aid of food or tv.
one can hope can we not?
its all inside
you will be punished for your crimes. treason, murder, theft. i will find one to find you guilty of.
but ma’am why are you doing this? i’ve been nothing but loyal to you from the first day!
silence! you know wat you’ve done and i won’t stand for it any longer. while it is not legally punishable, i will see to it you are properly dealt with
alcohol is like a plague in my family. it’s so common and almost all of the men do it. but it drives me nuts. my father abuses it and then decides to use that as his excuse. he can claim drunk and just spout off whatever crap he wants despite the fact that it may hurt the people around him
its sad that im not even affected by the drunken things…[Read more]
calamity sounds like calamine lotion to me.
calamity seems to describe my life at the moment.
theres no peace or sense of peace in my life.
all i feel is inner turmoil and struggle.
there seems to be a reaching, like im reaching out towards what will bring me peace or at the least relieve the turmoil inside but it is eluding my grasp to no…[Read more]
oh the precious lamb of God
the lion and the lamb?
silence of said lambs?
i know thats not exactly how you say it
im not thinking just typing. unfortunatly i have to back space cause i can’t stand spelling errors. they bug me to no end.
lambchop the lamb ?
now the word lamb looks weird
whoever thought to put m…[Read more]
weakling… how dare you! i will smite you where you stand. i will make you grovel for every breath you wish to have. i will make you regret everything you once stood for. ha. you are pathetic. you are a weakling. you will amount to nothing. you make me ill. you disgust me
i’m not actually sure what instill means. maybe i can decipher it using my massively awesome deductive reasoning. i feel like instill is a word that shawn and gus would use. oh yeah like iNSTILL values in your children. or INSTILL we stand. or maybe thats in God we stand.
grasped with the hand.
grasped like the tree. except its not an actual tree its what the tree does to you.
free writes like high school and thats about it
grasp isnt much you can anything about. but hey thats that right?
moose and max
cat and nubs.
plays. Something that hipsters write. Something that kids do. Something i feel like im putting on right now. Driving me nuts. Plays arent real but they’re supposed to make you feel as though they are. They want you to be in the same frame of mind as if it were happening to you.