• mdnicol commented on the post, thieves 2 years, 7 months ago

    I scan the dark room, barely breathing… looking for any sign of detection. The red light in the corner is facing the other direction. It’s now or never.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, graced 4 years, 12 months ago

    I wasn’t as happy as I could have been. You show up in my life when I least expect it, turning my would upside down. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t keep holding on to something that will never happen. So to answer your question, no. I am not graced by your presence. Quite the opposite.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, glowing 5 years ago

    The moon was glowing through the night sky as I drove home. This is the only time I feel like I can really let my mind be free. I crank my music up and tune everything else out. Just me, the darkness, the road ahead of me and my music. I lose myself.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, brushed 5 years ago

    You brushed my hand an my heart exploded, my stomached filled with butterflies, and my body became warm. I knew from that moment it was meant to be; you and I.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, charity 5 years ago

    I don’t want to be your next charity case. I don’t need your sympathy. I don’t need you telling me things that you don’t believe because you’re afraid to hurt my feelings, or make yourself look like the bad guy.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, fled 5 years ago

    I fled from you like the toxic mess that you are. You poisoned me. Took everything I had and turned it into nothing… I find myself wondering what I was thinking, I knew I meant nothing to you.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, offer 8 years ago

    I offer you my everything. My heart. My soul. My body. But that doesn’t seem to be enough. How can I get your attention? How can I make you see whats right in front of you when you refuse to open your eyes?

    I can’t ever win with you.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, amuse 8 years, 1 month ago

    It amuses me that you think I am so stupid as to let you use me. Especially after what you did to me the first time. It just isn’t going to happen, so quit trying.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, ill 8 years, 1 month ago

    It makes me ill to see you together. Literally sick to my stomach.

    I honestly thought I meant something to you, and looking back on it now, I realize how wrong I was.

    Thanks for breaking my heart.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, lust 8 years, 2 months ago

    I’ve never wanted anybody like I have wanted you. Like I still want you. This attraction is sometimes unbearable…. but I can’t help but want to be with you. I feel more than just lust, because I do love you… but sometimes this feeling overcomes everything else… and nothing else seems to matter.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, morals 8 years, 2 months ago

    Morals.
    I had really good morals…
    But lately, I’ve been… going a little crazy.
    I don’t really know what to do with myself anymore…
    and as for my morals.
    Done for.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, history 8 years, 2 months ago

    You and I….
    We have a history. One that no one will ever fully understand.
    I just wish it wasn’t just history.
    I wanted you and I to be past, present and future.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, belief 8 years, 3 months ago

    I never knew what to believe in… and I guess I still don’t.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, galaxy 8 years, 5 months ago

    At this point, I don’t even think I could find the right guy if I searched the entire galaxy. Every single on of them has just been… nothing but trouble. I’m tired of it.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, structured 8 years, 5 months ago

    I need structure…. I feel like my entire life has been a mess, and I need something to hold me together. I just can’t keep living like this. I hate being alone. I hate feeling like this.

    I just want to feel whole.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, however 8 years, 5 months ago

    Never once has anyone ever hurt me like you have. You told me that you loved me and wanted to be with me. I waited so long to be with you and in the end, you broke my heart. However, I have never felt this way about anyone but you. I love you with every […]

  • mdnicol commented on the post, approach 8 years, 6 months ago

    I’m approaching a time of change, and I’m not sure if I’m ready for it. I mean, I want to move up in life, have my own house, work and be happy… I just have so far to go before I get there. I feel rushed. I don’t know where all the time went when […]

  • mdnicol commented on the post, policy 8 years, 6 months ago

    Whats your policy?
    Just another stupid rule to keep us all conformed. Why would we want to be individuals anyway? I mean, Who wouldn’t want to live just like you. Maybe there’s a reason we don’t want to follow in your footsteps.

    Screw you and your policies.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, wanted 8 years, 6 months ago

    I want what every woman wants. I want you to look at me with fire in your eyes, I want my blood to boil when you touch me, and I want you to make my heart race. I want you to make me feel wanted.

  • mdnicol commented on the post, gym 8 years, 6 months ago

    When I was a freshman in high school, I had to take gym class. I was kind of nervous about it because there were a lot of upperclassman in the class, and I was just a little frosh. BUT let me tell you. The senior guy in the class was gorgeous, and he made me […]