• Nightawait commented on the post, relate 2 years, 2 months ago

    She was the wall beside me,
    around me,
    everywhere I took myself to.
    She became the pavement
    my tears fell onto,
    she was the drops of the fountain
    that sprayed me.
    She was and she
    became everyone I talked to.
    Soon, she was no more, but all I saw.

  • Nightawait commented on the post, laughing 2 years, 7 months ago

    The ones that make your stomach hurt. It reaches your eyes and mine. It’s dizzying how good it feels. You make ma forget everything whole. For a moment, we are whole. It comes in equal waves, these moments to match the bad. They are everywhere. Sometimes I lose sight of them, so you take my hand and guide me here. But I can’t find you these days.…[Read more]

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  • Nightawait commented on the post, butterfly 2 years, 8 months ago

    Today, my heart had wings for two seconds, and I had the faint feeling of may-be-we-could-be, this hopeful yet absolutely hopeless hope. I thought for 2 seconds about him. But I know I am the dull craters while he is the moon. I am nothing in comparison. And my heart became still again.

  • Nightawait‘s profile was updated 2 years, 10 months ago

  • Nightawait commented on the post, stare 2 years, 10 months ago

    I look on,
    There’s no gazing here.
    No dreamy eyes or rueful wishing.
    Everything is still.
    Not glazed over or
    romantic in any way.
    They look at me funny as I stand there,
    pretend dreaming,
    walking past me
    my past before me
    and behind me
    tearing into me
    keeping me still and

  • Nightawait commented on the post, tale 3 years, 6 months ago

    She told me lies. Wrapped in beautiful words of friendship. Fingertips interlaced mine. Our bony hug bringing our hearts together– but in reality, we were far from it. She was headed to infinity and I was headed toward nothing but reality. It was a fantasy we lost in our on-the-surface-conversations, our no-eye-contact glances… and now she is a…[Read more]

  • Nightawait commented on the post, striped 5 years, 9 months ago

    rip my clothes off. drum down the walls off my soul. see right through me and you’ll hate me.

  • Nightawait commented on the post, meanwhile 6 years ago

    it took my breath away. i waited the entire day, and now, here i was in this intricate little place where there seemed to be nothing to hold me down. i was being pulled in every direction/

    and they were on their way

  • Nightawait commented on the post, selling 6 years ago

    Its easy to believe in what they hold up

    Easy to look up and smile
    and scream at everything inside
    the fire is wreching
    and the days are raining

  • ~A~ commented on the post, magenta 6 years, 7 months ago

    Magenta lights flashed before her eyes. She was falling, slowly loosing conciousness. The world around her crackled and fell into darkness. She was glad for the relief. The pain inside of her had been plauging her for months now. She knew when she took a handful of the sleeping pills that this would happen. Relief from the pain. She also knew she…[Read more]

  • Nightawait posted an update in the group Group logo of dear you...love medear you…love me 6 years, 9 months ago

    dear you,
    I’m the loner you’re too afraid to approach.

  • wow. sunday night and i have nothing better to do cept talk to a freshman. my life sucks atm.

  • why are people so fake. I thought I was the most fake a person could get. guess not. she says she’s my friend and sometimes I really feel that it’s true, and other times she just does things to make me look bad, feel bad or wtv. she doesn’t respect me. and to be honest,I do respect her… to an extent.

  • and you know what, neither do I

  • they don’t give a crap.

  • it’s almost as if I crave the sadness.

  • truth is, I want attention, but I don’t want you to see this. this me. I want you to see the person I want to be, even though shes not here anyway.

  • gosh, its so addictive. I know I shouldn’t. six. #thescript #sixdegreesofseperation

  • Nightawait commented on the post, salesman 6 years, 10 months ago

    you’re doing all these things to sell that you’re alright. that you’re okay. It seems that everybody can buy anything, cause no one stood there to read the small print, the small creases on your forehead, the small things thing son your face. so you may be a good salesman. but to me, your average. you’re worse than average cause I saw right through you.