i wanted everything from the start
thoughts justified by definition of the heart
everything cant always be fair and true
but thats facts in life not nonsense i spew
justice doesnt come for everything thats justify
and something complicated wont always simplify
death in the morning mirrors births in the evening
so good vibes in your…[Read more]
All i ever wanted was to be accepted, but this worlds so unforgiving and nothing i expected. They put the veil over our eyes till we walk and graduate then the send us unarmed in a world full of hate.
Everywhere there are black hearts and cold souls, you get cast aside if you dont do what your told. In these times you cant teach new tricks to…[Read more]
as life become one giant pool of suffocation
the water filling my lungs, drinking it in desperation
i tried to find a way to swim to the surface
but i guess the ocean bottom is what i would worship
to find a way breathe the air
into the dark abyss i longingly would stare
what a conundrum to want drown but also breathe
i guess the mind is…[Read more]
Gently placed hand on my shoulder
with the warmth and support that i need
to build up toward the sky where there
is a limit that i need to push past.
believing in myself can be hard
i’m not one to stand my ground most of the time
i just carry myself through life
and hope that my cry will be heard if even uttered
Reaching out for…[Read more]
i could have seen it coming.
i could have tried to stop
but i couldn’t seem to do it
the inevitable i put off.
i gathered all my energy
and tried to follow through
but in the end the trails i left
were windy and askew
i could of taken one way
but chose the other path
footstep after footstep
and the unwavering wrath
of all the…[Read more]
i ran along side the mountain
brimming with beauty
towering over the valley below
my eyes followed the moon
yet in place, in front of me
laid ahead the treacherous route
that my soul had wanted to take
not fearing that it could bring turmoil
on the heart and mind.
yet if i was to just ascend down
and be on my merry way
my soul would…[Read more]
This life has a way of leading you
into unfamiliar territory
to things that even your calm side
can’t tame the wilderness roaming inside you
and yet here you stand amongst that
waiting for the opportune moment
to strike your claws into life
like a lion in that of a gazelle
and take the world for the mighty creature you are
the light silhouetted your face
and illuminated the eyes that bore
such depth that no ocean bottom could compare too
and i traced along the laugh lines on your face
with my eyes and heart.
paralleling my own to yours
how handsome you are to me.
and watched as every step you took
even those you took back
just kept in line with the beat of…[Read more]
the eyes lit up
with the fire of your soul
i could see the nonsense
making sense once we collided
our lights followed one another
down the streets of time
and danced with what is known
as love but to us just what we were meant to do
and that smile i had painted on your face
could have the heavens weep
for the beauty that would emanate…[Read more]
i found the light within you
dimming ever so
but with the help of my love
I’d watch that flame grow.
no longer in the void
no longer lost among
the songs that once played silently
are now being sung.
the night was to disappear
among the bright light son
i seal fate with a kiss.
two hearts beat as one
along the track of life.
one foot in front of the other
bet against the odds of humanity
i silently hope
that silver lining
will become a clear ray of sunshine
and i will dance along the track
the finish line my hearts desires.
not lacking the depth to achieve.
I danced among the treeline.
letting silhouettes of light
brimming through the trees
move with every inch of my body
that slowly sway with the breeze.
a projection of life coming from the body
each move another frame
bringing altogether the wondrous soul inside.
i walked along the riverbed
hand in hand with the night
the moon my guide
and the rives flow my Melody
singing a song of continuing on
and longing for whats ahead
the moon had kissed my thoughts
with such effervescence that the path
i followed was the right one
Alas i sat there dwindling on things that had occurred
played over in my mind like a repeating soundtrack
of every wrong and right i’ve done.
of everything i had hoped and wished for.
and i had strung it along carefully like a delicate string of pearls
each pearl an unplanned sequence yet strung together
on the thread of life.
A question arises from the depths
of ones inner self
looking for absolution
in a world plagued with uncertainty
situations played out by the mind
long for answers that the outer world cannot answer
spewing thoughts out like a hose spewing water
and watering the grass that is your mind.
Alas they all gathered
among the leaves and cherry blossoms.
two people set apart
bu time and circumstances
yet waves of connectivity
lingered and kept them bound.
giving them the strings
that tied them together
transcending through time
I lacked what seemed
what everyone else had
like everything in the world was a stage
life was a story played by actors
with predetermined rolls and lines
that followed each act
without even thinking that
maybe there was a way to break free
from all the held us down
in the world
just like you have i have become hard
hardened by a world
that had expectations.
for the mechanism
of the world.
bland and repetitive.
but softly did the woes go.
unbound by the freedom.
of the chains oppressed by society
alas the waters drifted on
no destination bound
they followed the tides
that pushed and pulled
till the shore they found
meanwhile the moon
with her glowing smile.
let the tides follow her lead
but only for tonight.
but only for a while.