• lilldeh commented on the post, stolen 5 years, 10 months ago

    He was the devil. He stole things from you that you never knew could be taken. But he never lied. He told you the first night you met him, how he would steal your heart, your life, your sanity, your soul. So you can’t help but wonder, did he really steal it or did you give it to him?

  • lilldeh commented on the post, square 6 years, 9 months ago

    You tried to bound me into these 4 walls, this square and I guess I kind of let you. And maybe thats why you stopped, just completely stopped. Because I stopped being me so, you stopped being you. It makes sense. I warned you thought, I told you. I’m not good at relationships, I become this weird version of myself. You didn’t listen and wanted me…[Read more]

  • lilldeh commented on the post, arts 6 years, 9 months ago

    He believed in art and she believed in science. Thats where the disparity in their love grew from.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, spent 6 years, 9 months ago

    He spent the entire night avoiding me and staring at me from across the room. When I finally corned him and drunkly demanded to know why he decided to kiss me and then avoid me, he put his hand on my cheek and smiled. He told me he liked me, too much and I was damaged. But that was okay, he understood. He told me I was too damaged and afraid for…[Read more]

  • lilldeh commented on the post, steps 6 years, 9 months ago

    The first time you kissed me was on those steps. That was a year ago. Yesterday you cried to me on those steps and apologized.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, sail 6 years, 10 months ago

    We never went anywhere on that old sailboat but we sure did make love on it.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, walls 6 years, 10 months ago

    Its there, I promise. I have a heart, you just can’t see it. Its behind those walls, nice and safe.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, signs 6 years, 10 months ago

    I missed them completely, the signs. The signs that it’s over, its coming to a close. I was completely blindsided by it. And fuck did that hurt. Now I’m happy and I think everything is a sign. I think everything […]

  • lilldeh commented on the post, affairs 6 years, 11 months ago

    These affairs of the heart, are making me nauseous.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, begin 6 years, 11 months ago

    They said this is how these things usually begin. With nausea and a heavy heart, but it gets better. Love eventually feels good they said.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, alive 6 years, 11 months ago

    This. What ever it is, well it fucking sucks. I don’t think most people will ever feel the feelings I do and I’m so tempted to flush them out with anything, absolutely anything that will make them go away. But I’m […]

  • lilldeh commented on the post, fuses 7 years, 1 month ago

    It’s like my body was a box of fuses and his words were the match. We never stood a chance.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, catcher 7 years, 4 months ago

    Why is it that dream catcher stop working when we grow up, it seems like those are time we need them the most.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, loss 7 years, 6 months ago

    It never about the relationship ending or the heart being broken, it’s about the loss. The pure and raw feeling of not having something that once was a very essence part of you.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, medical 7 years, 6 months ago

    It is a medical fact that a heart is unbreakable. I guess he took that as a challenge.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, gallery 7 years, 6 months ago

    I first saw you cry in the back of an art gallery. You held your head between your legs and choked on the tears that rolled down your face. Your eyes were red and told me things you could never have.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, curse 7 years, 6 months ago

    If he believed in a god, he would have prayed. But his curse was intelligence and it kept him from talking to the still darken in his room during times of desperation.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, flirt 7 years, 6 months ago

    After flirting with anyone and everyone at the party, I realized how every atom of me, missed you.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, maze 7 years, 6 months ago

    I sat on the dirt floor of the corn maze and cried after you told me you loved her.

  • lilldeh commented on the post, butterfly 7 years, 6 months ago

    What he did to you was wrong, like when a caterpillar doesn’t become a butterfly. Unnatural and heartbreaking.