• Spark commented on the post, denim 5 years ago

    Touch, carefully intoxicated fingers rub a rhythm into your thigh. The rough material grounding you into the now. Innocent they are, just in a need to feel a connection and be close in this darkness. Finding anchor knowing that it won’t stay for long

  • Spark commented on the post, overt 5 years, 7 months ago

    Was it that obvious? All this time blind and running in the wrong direction? I love you I love you I chant but it isn’t enough. I want to hold you, beg you to stay but nothing comes but those dreamless nightmare that plague my mind. When did I fall, when did we let go? It’s hard to say goodbye when there is no one to hear you

  • Spark commented on the post, disco 5 years, 9 months ago

    Flashing lights, bumping music, I want to take you dancing. We’ve talked about it, going out, just us two in each other’s vision. We smile at each other, our eyes catch in the dark, and like a dream you vanish

  • Spark commented on the post, beaming 5 years, 9 months ago

    Kill la Kill, those beaming lights shining down from above. Makes me cry to see those lights and know that what is lost will not be found.

    I love you, you know, much more than all can handle. Is this the right path? Certainly it isn’t bright where we are right now

  • Spark commented on the post, border 6 years ago

    We stand, hands pressed, foreheads wishing they could touch. Glass borders hold us apart, but perhaps it is because you threw them up around your mind. I want to take a sledgehammer to it but I’m afraid of breaking you into a thousand pieces too. So instead I chisel glass carvings, little by little trying to get you to open the glass door

  • Spark commented on the post, piano 6 years, 1 month ago

    I miss the keys dancing under my fingers as a minuet or etude comes to life on my ears, I miss feeling my emotions rage as words can no longer express my feelings. I miss talking through music, trying to reach your heart. But you’ve already turned your ear away to listen to a melancholy tune, even though I am right next to you snatching for your friendship

  • Spark commented on the post, bottles 6 years, 2 months ago

    Lined up, organized, swirling with mysterious liquids. Blue with a dash of golden sparkles. Ombre red ready to burst out of its cap. Mellow yellow with a touch of spring. What will happen when I knock them all down, spill their contents all together?
    We get a human with complex emotions constantly at war

  • Spark commented on the post, savage 6 years, 2 months ago

    A beast, standing in front of the children, snarling with lips pulled back against omnivore teeth. Arms spread out, chest puffed up, a low growl unnatural coming from her throat. She doesn’t think she is being savage: rather, she is protecting her kids the way a tiger mom protects her cubs

  • Spark commented on the post, vapor 6 years, 3 months ago

    Dreams, a misty haze, a thin fog, clouding the eyes, condensation on the window from our mingling breaths. The sun comes out to play and it all vanishes. For those 5 minutes I can believe we are friends, but when the door closes and I turn my back, everything turns to vapors floating to the sky, and I am just an imagination again

  • Spark commented on the post, plaster 6 years, 3 months ago

    Smile, nod, laugh, wiggle, yell, shake, light tap, repeat
    Smile, nod, blink, tilt head, yell, clap, palm on back, repeat.
    Smile, laugh, chuckle, yell, squint, hold hands, pretend, repeat.

  • Spark commented on the post, irreverent 6 years, 3 months ago

    These kids, have they not any sense of respect? Any sense of discipline? I was so angry when I heard “This is boring,” and “We only do boring things in this class”. Then why am I here? Why am I taking the time to teach you something that took me 4 years to get okay at? Why are any teachers here in the first place? To change a life, to give a…[Read more]

  • Spark commented on the post, doors 6 years, 3 months ago

    I want to slam them closed, curse you out behind closed doors, scream and cry as the emptiness catches in my chest. I spew lie after lie in an attempt to appease the angry beast inside me, but nothing changes, it knows it is false.

    So many doors, and yet I chose yours. Why do you keep trying to close your door on me with my foot in the door. I…[Read more]

  • Spark commented on the post, manifest 6 years, 4 months ago

    Your shadows, manifesting cruelly in the swirl of smoke and mist. The blatant way the smile disappears when addressing you. Your anger, your frustration, your realization that you are but a farce. I should have never returned, I can never pray for the past. I can only look upon what has happened and move on.

  • Spark commented on the post, branch 6 years, 7 months ago

    I’m just not a part of your branch anymore, I’m a leaf just barely grasping on, soon you’ll shake me off and I’ll fall, and never be with you all together anymore

    It’s sad that I have to tiptoe around you all, when in reality my feelings so strong have truth behind them all. I’m lonely and lost and fluttering away

    i just want to disappear again

  • Spark commented on the post, officers 6 years, 10 months ago

    I need a hold on my reality and my mind
    But it isn’t through the abyss that I must work
    but through purity and clean thoughts
    My positive smile brought you to my side
    and I will not let my dark frown push you away
    For you
    For us
    For me
    I will become stronger and overcome
    I will have faith in us, even when the red string eternal seems…[Read more]

  • Spark commented on the post, soil 6 years, 10 months ago

    Throw it under, pile some earth on top, bury it so that it may never rise again. I hate what has grown from the tears that have watered it. When did this disdain and hatred grow where love should be? When something is watered with so many bitter tears, with no one to give it love, what would you expect to grow?

    I just need your love now.

  • Spark commented on the post, knows 6 years, 10 months ago

    Who knows what will happen when the next day comes
    Who knows if we’ll make it out of this together
    Who knows if we have to part ways to come back into each other’s lives
    Who knows where I’ll fall when you let go of my hand
    All I know is that
    I love you
    and I will take the fall so I can climb back up
    But it will be darkness before there is light

  • Spark commented on the post, determined 6 years, 11 months ago

    but of different mind sets
    one, to not let go
    the other, to learn to say goodbye
    when hej hej becomes farvel
    life becomes a hole you must
    learn to climb from
    but never will

  • Spark commented on the post, available 6 years, 11 months ago

    we’re moving in sync, but we’re not actually thinking
    our lips our moving, but our minds are miles away
    you’re this close to me, but so far away
    when will you be available again?
    so we can meet again, heart to heart
    because it’s lonely and cold where I am
    lost, the shadows wrapping me away
    vikings don’t wear horned helms
    and it goes on…[Read more]

  • Spark commented on the post, presented 6 years, 11 months ago

    Choices that we face, handed over by an old crone, what shall we do? The consequences of our actions hold such a power we will never know. And in some way, why am I always the one who has to suffer them. No decision I’ve come to, even after much debate, will be smiled on. For once, I wish that when a choice was presented, I could just ignore it…[Read more]