• Krisi commented on the post, promise 6 years, 3 months ago

    I want him to say it, the little two syllable word. How hard would it be to promise to just attempt, to maybe, someday be interested in making this work? But no, I sit alone, hoping holding onto

  • Krisi commented on the post, upright 6 years, 11 months ago

    Suddenly the wall was gone and all that was left for me was an upright lamp stand. I grasped the cold metal hoping it might provide some protection, but was left with nothing but hollow hopelessness.

  • Krisi commented on the post, sunglasses 7 years ago

    Warm.
    Drench.
    Shade.

  • Krisi commented on the post, rattle 7 years ago

    The pressure of truth, reality is weight heavy on my chest. Rattling in my head, pricking tiny holes in all of my dreams and plans. How can I walk forward without a hope of what could be?

  • Krisi commented on the post, puddle 7 years ago

    I watched my heart slowly puddle up at my feet. Deep blue tears mixing in and swirling in the break, so heated with embarrassment–it melted.

  • Krisi commented on the post, pins 7 years ago

    Fear stretched over my face and melted down into the stomach. The truth stood on tiny pins waiting to topple delicately into the lap of my dear friend. What could I do to keep away the breeze.

  • Krisi commented on the post, willful 7 years ago

    Courage is a difficult thing. We can use it as an adjective or maybe a verb. Sometimes it is a willful move, while in most cases courage happens spontaneously. Caught off guard and forced into action.

  • Krisi commented on the post, blaze 7 years ago

    I cannot describe the great blaze of anger swelling in my chest.

    I can only sit calmly on the floor and let the coolness press against the fire.

    There is no escape.

  • Krisi commented on the post, capture 7 years ago

    I stood naked in frot of that tall blonde boy. He captured my total vulnerability and I was stunned. This is not how one is supposed to become intimate with the opposite sex, de-robing in a public poolside restroom.

  • Krisi commented on the post, temper 7 years ago

    I placed two fingers in the cool liquid, poling under my car. The temperature was unfortunately warmer than I would want to report to my dad. All I could do now was huddle like the pool and hope it disappears.

  • Krisi commented on the post, trunk 7 years, 1 month ago

    I cannot stand here in the rain any longer. I hate watching you love her, huddled together near the trunk of MY car. How dare you see her and not me, when did I melt into the mud and lose all life that mattered to […]

  • Krisi commented on the post, pastel 7 years, 1 month ago

    The lake was frozen stiff with great swirls of flakes gathering at my feet. The pastel sunset reflected gently off the surface and left me feeling calm, albeit cold as hell.

  • Krisi commented on the post, petition 7 years, 1 month ago

    I am pleading with you to amke a decision, to choose what you will do. Please, I petition you to take a look at your own life, what do you want out of it? Can I possibly answer this question for you? No–

  • Krisi commented on the post, dismissed 7 years, 1 month ago

    i HAVE A STRANGE FEELING THAT EVERY GREAT ADVENTURE IN my life will be quickly dismissed. By me, by my family and the opinions of friends. SHould I want to brush off the thoughts of others, or pursue the happiness […]

  • Krisi commented on the post, demonstration 7 years, 1 month ago

    I cannot believe the streets and the deep red flags floating up them. unique and obstructive, they blind my view from any hope of escape, the demonstration of power from the government is overwhelming and hostile. […]

  • Krisi commented on the post, swing 7 years, 1 month ago

    Yesterday I jumped out of my grey Honda and approached the swing set. I hated being an adult, but there is a tiny moment of great youthful energy that hits my stomach when I begin to swing. I cannot keep going on […]

  • Krisi commented on the post, town 7 years, 1 month ago

    yesterday i went into town with the purpose of confronting mr macintosh, he assulted me last winter and i have never been able to speak out about the truth. he is a liar and a fiend of a fat man who will always […]