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Nightawait commented on the post, relate 2 years, 2 months ago
She was the wall beside me,
around me,
everywhere I took myself to.
She became the pavement
my tears fell onto,
she was the drops of the fountain
that sprayed me.
She was and she
became everyone I talked to.
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Nightawait commented on the post, laughing 2 years, 7 months ago
The ones that make your stomach hurt. It reaches your eyes and mine. It’s dizzying how good it feels. You make ma forget everything whole. For a moment, we are whole. It comes in equal waves, these moments to match the bad. They are everywhere. Sometimes I lose sight of them, so you take my hand and guide me here. But I can’t find you these days.…[Read more]
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Nightawait changed their profile picture 2 years, 7 months ago
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Nightawait commented on the post, butterfly 2 years, 7 months ago
Today, my heart had wings for two seconds, and I had the faint feeling of may-be-we-could-be, this hopeful yet absolutely hopeless hope. I thought for 2 seconds about him. But I know I am the dull craters while he is the moon. I am nothing in comparison. And my heart became still again.
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Nightawait‘s profile was updated 2 years, 10 months ago
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Nightawait commented on the post, stare 2 years, 10 months ago
I look on,
ahead.
There’s no gazing here.
No dreamy eyes or rueful wishing.
Everything is still.
Not glazed over or
romantic in any way.
They look at me funny as I stand there,
pretend dreaming,
walking past me
my past before me
and behind me
tearing into me
keeping me still and
staring. -
Nightawait commented on the post, tale 3 years, 6 months ago
She told me lies. Wrapped in beautiful words of friendship. Fingertips interlaced mine. Our bony hug bringing our hearts together– but in reality, we were far from it. She was headed to infinity and I was headed toward nothing but reality. It was a fantasy we lost in our on-the-surface-conversations, our no-eye-contact glances… and now she is a…[Read more]
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Nightawait commented on the post, striped 5 years, 9 months ago
rip my clothes off. drum down the walls off my soul. see right through me and you’ll hate me.
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Nightawait commented on the post, meanwhile 5 years, 12 months ago
it took my breath away. i waited the entire day, and now, here i was in this intricate little place where there seemed to be nothing to hold me down. i was being pulled in every direction/
and they were on their way
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Nightawait commented on the post, selling 6 years ago
Its easy to believe in what they hold up
Easy to look up and smile
and scream at everything inside
the fire is wreching
and the days are raining -
Nightawait posted an update in the group
dear you…love me 6 years, 8 months ago
dear you,
I’m the loner you’re too afraid to approach.
night,
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 9 months ago
wow. sunday night and i have nothing better to do cept talk to a freshman. my life sucks atm.
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 9 months ago
why are people so fake. I thought I was the most fake a person could get. guess not. she says she’s my friend and sometimes I really feel that it’s true, and other times she just does things to make me look bad, feel bad or wtv. she doesn’t respect me. and to be honest,I do respect her… to an extent.
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago
and you know what, neither do I
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago
they don’t give a crap.
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago
it’s almost as if I crave the sadness.
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago
truth is, I want attention, but I don’t want you to see this. this me. I want you to see the person I want to be, even though shes not here anyway.
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Nightawait posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago
gosh, its so addictive. I know I shouldn’t. six. #thescript #sixdegreesofseperation
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Nightawait commented on the post, salesman 6 years, 10 months ago
you’re doing all these things to sell that you’re alright. that you’re okay. It seems that everybody can buy anything, cause no one stood there to read the small print, the small creases on your forehead, the small things thing son your face. so you may be a good salesman. but to me, your average. you’re worse than average cause I saw right through you.
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Nightawait changed their profile picture 6 years, 10 months ago