I am tempted to take the step. I am not sure if it is the right thing to do or not. Maybe it is, maybe not. It might be the best thing I ever did, or another of those stupid stuff I did and didn’t learn from some past mistakes. Temptation is a strong feeling. It can lead to good results if tempted right.
You begin writing as a kid with a slate. Where we are taught to write the letters, all in font size of 44. Then you make small words. And then you learn to erase them and write new ones. I wish if only some parts of your brain were like a slate, where when a word is complete, it can just be erased. And something else rewritten.