• judigoldberg commented on the post, mist 7 years, 10 months ago

    it was dusk, we were sitting under the tree, remembering the first time it was dusk and we were sitting under the tree, mist between here and the there we would never get to, his hand just now on my breast

  • it was all green and lush full of crickets and butterflies birds and cats overjoyed
    it was only later I figured out what happened

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, force 7 years, 10 months ago

    she’s a trip thinkgs she’s in touch with and is an emissary of the ways of the flow but she bucks and broncoes and twists it all into a mobius strip, she would do better on the straight (to co-opt a phrase and only so to speak) and a little narrowerer and with a slight […]

  • there is no statute of limitations on certain things, no apology, no penitence no takeback no payback no payforward no words no erasure lots of censure for my silence as if it were about my ethics and not about his life
    my bad

  • it was an eye opener, this realizing that deep down she was shallow, and how he’d resisted it not that he didn’t deep down know it, he just didn’t want to have to deal with it, but she forced the issue and now she would have a grand discovery…

  • it wasn’t that stretching was beyond her, or her girdle was too tight or her mind too small it’s just she preferred things decided once and for all, it wasn’t that she was beyond imagining or she had no imagination but she thought it better that things once carved out were left alone, otherwise she […]

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, brick 7 years, 11 months ago

    so I heard she’d called him that day something she never did, and asked him to come home early, he said no, she said since when did you get so rigid and he said since when did you get so bossy and that was the last she heard from him,
    you’re kidding!

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, bulb 7 years, 11 months ago

    the first thing he said was I’m dying, well, that was the first true thing he said, which he didn’t do for 20 years, but it shed light on all our goings on, he went all out, leaving the rest of us, and there were many–he adorned himself with crowds–to pick up the pieces which […]

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, lock 7 years, 11 months ago

    he thought he knew himself better than that, but no there he was out on the dock about ready to dive into unknown waters, who was he trying to impress, it’s not like he cared what she thought after all she wasn’t the key to anything

  • the thing was she always thought she was such a hot little miss organizer incarnate, thing was she couldn’t organize herself out of a paper bag, no, she just tore the damn thing and it was her mousy assistant who made it all work, gutsy as all hell that one, running the multi-million dollar company […]

  • the thing was she always thought she was such hot shit, little miss organizer incarnate, thing was she couldn’t organize herself out of a paper bag, no, she just tore the damn thing and it was her mousy assistant who made it all work, gutsy as all hell that one, running the multi-million dollar company […]

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, level 7 years, 11 months ago

    slash and burn cavort guffaw as you will there’s no way to even up the sides, the ways of doing and thinking of fighting and gifting of honoring and slandering are a perfect tithe to never the twain shall meet, thanks be to god, she muttered and keeled dead over

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, root 7 years, 11 months ago

    i was off the mark thinking he would kill himself, at the root of it of course was it was so much easier to kill her, and i was too late to save him

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, wings 7 years, 11 months ago

    it was no easy thing, deciding to leave my home
    wow that’s a lie, it was the easiest thing in the world, jumping off into the unknown and becoming anything anyone I could
    and would and had imagined

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, step 7 years, 11 months ago

    what if she wondered they didn’t get back together, what if he was the one who stepped away first what if she still loved him but didn’t like him any more what if his going on the lam was just a detour

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, step 7 years, 11 months ago

    it was the wrong thing she was sure but she was helpless, she would invite him to come, she would answer the door in her almost nothing and she would invite him to her bed, a scotch to start but to her bed make no mistake it was the wrong thing she was sure but […]

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, muse 7 years, 11 months ago

    it’s not just one thing which went the way of topsy turvy it was a larger call
    the cat heard it too, she winked and walked the other way, leaving me to face the music

  • judigoldberg commented on the post, amuse 7 years, 11 months ago

    bleating neon sign blasting car horn
    the sound of her voice noxious as it was
    hit the ground softly

  • there is no single reason, no certain line but a myriad
    like rain and
    laughter,
    I follow the sound

  • it was like a thunderstorm, the tension in the room, each on their own side not even looking at each other but lightening was sure to strike of that not a single person in the room had a doubt, or who was generating it, and then her husband walked into the room, he’d been missing