• JPHuber commented on the post, intrigue 5 years, 9 months ago

    It’s not what drives me to success that makes me happy. It’s the intrigue that I inspire in others. Narcissistic? Of course. But you’ll never see me bored, ever see me alone at a party. The intrigue that others have in you are what can inspire others to be great.

  • JPHuber commented on the post, shows 6 years, 6 months ago

    It shows when you have no motivation. It seethes through and drips all over your work. It’s like showing off what you can’t do, what you can’t bring yourself to. It’s almost like admitting to the world that there’s nothing you can do right now, and there’s nothing that the world can do about it. It shows when you’re lacking effort. It shows.

  • JPHuber commented on the post, season 6 years, 6 months ago

    A season to me is all about where you are. I rotate with them in peculiar ways. Up and down we both go in regards to temper and temperature. But one thing about the seasons is that they’re ever changing like me. And I like to think that even though we both change, we’re always still the same.

  • JPHuber commented on the post, himself 6 years, 6 months ago

    He never thought much of himself. He also never wrote in second person. Boy this turned introspective quick. I’ve also run out of things to say. Wait, who? Himself?

  • JPHuber commented on the post, interest 6 years, 7 months ago

    The interest that I have in my life is so much different from where it was in years gone by. I used to want to chase frogs and animals, but now I chase money and women. I wouldn’t change anything, but I know that I that my interests in mine, and mine alone.

  • JPHuber commented on the post, guard 6 years, 7 months ago

    I am on guard for my heart. It’s been so much time and I still refuse to let my guard down. Standing at attention are the soldiers shame, embarrassment, and rejection. They guard my heart like I can’t. They protect me from myself.

  • JPHuber commented on the post, upper 6 years, 8 months ago

    I feel right now like I’ve taken an upper. I feel so high! I’ve never felt so good after feeling so low for so long. My entire life is different than what I thought the future held for me just 7 short months ago. […]

  • JPHuber commented on the post, various 6 years, 8 months ago

    I have various feelings right now because I’m moving on. New job, new city… But it’s to an old, familiar place where friends are and various places I remember will again play a big role in my life. I simply […]

  • JPHuber commented on the post, help 6 years, 9 months ago

    I am so used to remaining silent when all I want to do is scream for help. It’s too hard to ask for it, to want it. Needing it is enough to make me cringe. Only when it is unsolicited do I begin the process of […]

  • JPHuber commented on the post, affairs 6 years, 9 months ago

    I have my affairs in disorder. It’s not like I’m poor or struggle too much with money, but I’m young and I haven’t saved. It scares me to think that despite having all of my affairs in order someday might cost […]

  • JPHuber commented on the post, despite 6 years, 9 months ago

    Despite the desire to lash out in anger, I sit with my thoughts. I run, I lift, all for the desire to physically exhaust myself. Despite all of this, I remain with my thoughts. Despite all of my efforts, I […]

  • JPHuber commented on the post, asthma 6 years, 9 months ago

    Sometimes I forget that it’s hard to breathe. I don’t have asthma, but I do feel the walls close in around me, my throat growing tighter and tighter. It’s not that I have a real, tangible, physical ailment. […]