• Jeran commented on the post, crisp 7 years, 11 months ago

    The crisp autumn air is something I’ve always loved. It smells amazing, the freshness of the leaves as they turn to their golds and reds and oranges … the startling cold that sets in when you least expect it, leaving the mark of coolness on your prickled skin.

  • Jeran commented on the post, view 8 years ago

    We have quite opposite views on things. They say that love consists not in gazing at one another but in gazing outward in the same direction. I would say that our love consists in gazing to see completely different views but holding hands to let the other know we’ll always be there to share the […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, almost 8 years, 9 months ago

    I almost took that step forward. The one that would have allowed me to fall for you. To fall forward … tumbling … stumbling … *looks down* hmm .. I don’t much care for skinned knees. It’s you who stopped me you know. Your distance that kept me from falling. Do you feel safer now?

  • Jeran commented on the post, summer 8 years, 11 months ago

    Ahh the bliss of summer. Warm rays of sun, beaming down and making your skin feel tingly. The cool breezes and the loud, booming thunderstorms that only happen this time of year. I do love summer – until it gets too hot. Then I retreat away into the dark coolness of my home, closing away […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, wake 8 years, 11 months ago

    I wake to the sound of your name. The thoughts that breeze across my brain are always of you, as my eyes open to the glaring sun, and as they close to the weeping moon. If only we could share night and day together – literally, the night, the day – the agony of you […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, ragged 8 years, 11 months ago

    I’ve had days where I’ve felt like I’ve been run ragged. Those can be the best days, but more often, are the worst days. I’d like more good days of being run down in the best ways possible, as hard and as many times as you so desire.

  • Jeran commented on the post, route 8 years, 11 months ago

    There are many routes one can take in life, and yet, I fell all the routes I’ve taken have led me to you. It is because of the decisions I’ve made, the paths I have chosen, that I have found you. Had I not met L, had I not lost her – had I not […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, wishing 8 years, 11 months ago

    I was driving for a long time yesterday. Wishing the snow/rain/hell storm would stop already. Wishing the pain that was slowly making its way into my hips and up my back would back the hell off. Wishing I knew what your hair and skin smelled like as you lay against me. I had a lot […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, alter 8 years, 11 months ago

    I’d love to alter the circumstances that are my life. My pants are always too long – being 5′ tall doesn’t make for a promising situation when shopping for jeans. Of course, I’m too lazy to take them in and have them tailored. My current situation isn’t one that I would like to be in, […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, rejection 8 years, 12 months ago

    I remember the first sting of rejection. Telling a girl I liked her only to have her brush me off and walk away. “You’re just a child. You don’t even know the difference.” I wonder what she would think of me now, some almost 20 years later. I wonder if I tracked her down, would […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, optimism 8 years, 12 months ago

    I should have a bit more of this. Frustrating though, when you’re hearing impaired and you can’t do things other people can. My state just passed a law that you are required to drive hands free – which means no talking on the phone to your ear. However … I can’t use bluetooth, or headphones […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, typewriter 8 years, 12 months ago

    I’ve never been a fan of the typewriter. The loud clacking, the lack of a backspace button, the inconvenience of having to start completely over if I fucked up. My first typing class I ever took we used typewriters, and while I got really good at it, I really did detest the class. “asdf ;lkj […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, stick 9 years ago

    Stick. Dick. Flick. Crick. Wick. Lick. Mick. Hick. Nick.

    Seriously, what the hell am I supposed to write about a stick?

    Stick in the mud.

    Stick it where the sun don’t shine.

    Stick on me like butter on bread.

  • Jeran commented on the post, wrong 9 years ago

    I’ve been wrong, all along. When I told myself so many years ago that I’m destined to be alone, it was just my bitterness at the world talking. I should have known that it wasn’t in my cards, and that all the roads in my life would eventually lead me to you. Thank Goddess for […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, sheets 9 years ago

    Butch in the streets, femme in the sheets. I’ll admit, more than it’s not, that’s so me. While I am quite the dominant one I do love a good pillow queen session. I would love to find that lover that challenges me in bed, dares me to try new things, and allows herself to be […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, temper 9 years ago

    There are those who say I am short tempered. I suppose I am. I am also quick to jump the gun, to assume when I shouldn’t, and to overreact when it’s not needed. It takes a patient person to endure all this with me, and not many are able to do so. Fortunately, for the […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, possibility 9 years ago

    Love, like life, is full of possibilities. Full of ups and downs, good times and bad, challenges and laughter. I look forward to finding the challenges and seeing them through. To hearing your laughter and your mockery of it. To feeling you reach out and touch me for the first time, finally unafraid of all […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, immense 9 years ago

    It’s huge. Massive. Immense. All the things that swirl about in my head about how to describe this! I can’t even put the best word down. They all work in some small, fractional, even marginal way and yet, they don’t work at all. Damn. It’s … supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. Holy hell.

  • Jeran commented on the post, believer 9 years ago

    “I’m a believer, I couldn’t leave her if I tried …” I imagine I’ll have this song stuck in my head for the rest of the day now. It’s a great song, but I always think of Shrek, which then causes me to think of Mike Myers, which then leads me to him as Austin […]

  • Jeran commented on the post, willow 9 years ago

    I remember my grandmother’s huge weeping willow in her front yard. It was one of many things I loved about her house. How sad I was when I looked at the pictures after her house had burned down, to see hardly anything left of the tree. It wasn’t the house I mourned, but the tree […]