• Maddie commented on the post, oil 5 years, 11 months ago

    the oil puddle in my view was large. almost to big to be natural. the rainbow slicks lapped ever closer to my feet. i couldn’t help but imagine an oil lake, waves crashing against my body until i fall, As the rainbows carry me away into the infernal wonder at the bottom in the sea.

  • Maddie commented on the post, stereotype 5 years, 11 months ago

    i am not a stereotype. i am not who you want me to be. i am not who i am thought to be. i am myself. that is enough. i am not on drugs, i do not sell them, i don’t kill people, I do not speak in an unintelligent manner, i am black, that’s okay

  • Maddie commented on the post, border 5 years, 11 months ago

    im on the edge
    the border
    the verge
    should i jump
    will it hurt
    do they want me
    would they care
    i hope they like me
    i hope they notice
    i love you i said
    i jumped, i was dead.

  • Maddie commented on the post, lemon 5 years, 11 months ago

    the lemons glisten in the corners of my eye
    i lay on the floor of the kitchen
    stained with blood and
    sadness,
    and fear
    i cant forget the fear,
    but all i can think about is the bright
    yellow of those distant lemons

  • Maddie commented on the post, squint 6 years ago

    i squinted at her from across the room. Yep, she was definitely the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen. she’s got that hair that’s perfect even when it’s a mess, the type of hair i love, eyes that make you smile, so pretty you squint at her beauty. i hope one day it’s okay for a girl like me to love a girl like her.

  • Maddie commented on the post, mirage 6 years ago

    i was sitting across the room, knees up, head in my hands, my eyes peeking through. what i saw was beautiful twisted and contorted in some sort of majesty. when i reevaluated what i saw i realized, it was just a mirage.

  • Maddie commented on the post, patient 6 years, 10 months ago

    Patience struck me down hard. Waiting is always the hardest part. Impatience swirls through my brain like a smoothie in a blender. Hurry up I scream on the inside, you’re going far too long.

  • Maddie commented on the post, under 6 years, 10 months ago

    Under the bed
    Under the table
    You can’t hide what you did in the stable
    A silver bullet to the head to end it all
    I’ll just say you were under the influence
    When you made her fall
    adapted poem by me on the story Of Mice And Men

  • Maddie commented on the post, thought 6 years, 11 months ago

    My train of thought is weird one, but isn’t everyone’s.when you think don’t you ever just ponder people would think I am so weird. But my thoughts are useful just like your.their valuable what I can do with thoughts… everything

  • Maddie commented on the post, arts 6 years, 11 months ago

    Interested
    Desperate
    The arts all of them are great not one better than the other maybe just maybe though
    Some get through differently. But they all tell a story.

  • Maddie commented on the post, somebody 6 years, 11 months ago

    Somebody, that’s all they wish for. To be somebody to someone as if dependence matters, but it doesn’t. By yourself all alone is still somebody, probably that ‘somebody’ getting wasted with all their friends tonight.

  • Maddie commented on the post, somebody 6 years, 11 months ago

    The pressure to be somebody is always on. The pressure to have something, anything is always pounding, raging. But why oh why does it even matter. We will all be forgotten eventually. We are as likely to hurt the world as we are to help it and we’re not likely to do either. We are all crashing down on oblivion like the hardest wave of reality…[Read more]

  • Maddie commented on the post, draw 6 years, 11 months ago

    I drew the letter from the envelope. My eyes devoured the words not making sense of them, I had to read it again, but the words hit me with force unknown. This couldn’t happen not now. I’m already drowning in a sea of depression and apathy. No I whisper to my self as I cry

  • Maddie commented on the post, spent 6 years, 11 months ago

    I’ve spent it all on you for it to come to this! No! I refuse! It can’t end until you give it back. I want all back if you are to end this, to end me this way. I want my time and my work, all of it, back.

  • Maddie commented on the post, spent 6 years, 11 months ago

    I spent my time on you
    What a waste
    I spent years on you and what!
    Your careless with what you have
    You don’t have it any more
    YOu may have spent your money on it
    Now it’s mine
    Now you know how I feel ever since you stole my time

  • Maddie commented on the post, roar 6 years, 11 months ago

    Lions and crowds alike,
    Roar like you’re alone
    Ror like no ones home
    Use your voice to fill the silent sensation
    Roar like you don’t have a choice
    Just let go and forget just for a second about all the problems
    Let yourself be existing
    And just roar

  • Maddie commented on the post, themselves 6 years, 11 months ago

    I hate them
    They hate themselves
    I’d kill them
    They kill themselves
    My actions reflect theirs
    I look at them
    They look at themselves
    It’s a vicious cycle that I can’t bare but watch
    Next time I’ll get them
    Before they get themselves