• Jen commented on the post, higher 6 years, 9 months ago

    what do I know?
    just a reaching
    reaching reachingstare ol spaaaaro
    I can’t. I’m too lostae or spppaaaro
    –close to the ground–
    –no one can hear me–
    a pushing in, like–
    falling up into the universe
    where my eyes’ll explode and I’ll explode tragically into the universe
    out of every corner
    seeping out of the water
    tears mixing with…[Read more]

  • Jen commented on the post, rise 6 years, 9 months ago

    raaaaa, raaaaaaaa said the dying man. seeing the light.
    a desperate attempt for the soul to leave the body
    knocking against ribcage
    fluttering heart, I call out to you, or something endlessly more awkward–
    shaking and twitching and shitting bird–
    if it e
    ven exists
    why listen to the old man? does the soul color his marbling skin?

  • Jen commented on the post, past 6 years, 9 months ago

    something happened there. something no one’s seen. I wanted to see how far we could go. the wasteland offered itself prostrate. if you would make that promise. you did and you couldn’t keepit.

  • Jen commented on the post, past 6 years, 9 months ago

    The Great Beyond. can’t take it no mo, the wish wash pneumonics, the cliched ness, the cliche of the word, so fake, so meaningless, I swear to God time is always the same, it never goes faster, never goes slower, it never moves, it is space we move through, it’s the spaces that we can never occupy again

  • Jen commented on the post, local 6 years, 9 months ago

    local is the crux
    local is the cross
    local binds local breeds distrust you can’t have one without the other
    the closer you get the closer you’re pushed away
    always pushed away
    the alternative: indifference.
    such is the world.
    take it or leave it.
    local is the back-breaking cross. and the moment of the crash, the divinest and exquisitest…[Read more]

  • Jen commented on the post, spent 6 years, 10 months ago

    get up to be shot down again
    and give the money to someone else again
    goes back and forth for kno particular reason
    spent.
    but that means it’s gone–gone?
    nothing is ever gone.
    everything is a big dooming fucking circle, even worse because you know you’ll be happy or sad or whatever again and again and again and again and it’ll never be…[Read more]

  • Jen commented on the post, spent 6 years, 10 months ago

    it’s all gone–gone where?
    I hate when people say they’re “spent” because that money’s gotta go to someplace else
    we’re just a capitalist society I guess
    all spent just to feed the next person–and what?
    is it true that our society just stands us up to shoot us down?
    not that I know any alternative–same thing with life

  • Jen commented on the post, roar 6 years, 10 months ago

    Roar again?
    O-kay
    just a useless word
    that sounds like it should be
    embarrassing in its roughness, its innocence
    in the face of something better
    naive
    the engine roared by. it was a thing. a living thing.
    I watched it go.

  • Jen commented on the post, roar 6 years, 10 months ago

    a loadseeming
    it goes rough and then high at the end
    articulate like
    empirical
    aristocrat
    aristocrat roar
    a stupid word
    a silly word
    preying upon endless youths–ROAR
    just a human ummanotapeea
    that’s all

  • Jen commented on the post, themselves 6 years, 10 months ago

    mess
    just a mess.
    help people out of property poverty
    so they can help…themselves?
    what even is a self anyway?
    of fuck just shoot me when I do that
    my whole BEING shakes with embarrassment
    SO META
    oh I cry with irony
    is this for me anyway?